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thinking about how in all fem reimaginings of the greek class henry is butch and embraces male characteristics...and how strong female villians in mythology such as medea and clytemnestra are described as having male characteristics and trying to escape their femininity because they view it as a weakness due to the patriachy of the ancient world...
'im Henry !'
'im Camila !'
Cool well I'm Richard's ex-girlfriend he had to move to Hampton to get away from and he describes as a 'lowbrow, pop-psychology version of Sylvia Plath'
Me: why am I going to the toilet so fck much
Also me: okay now im going to make twenty second cup of tea for this afternoon
- Donna Tartt
god i love it when gay people are in evil toxic codependent love with each other
don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense
Interview with Donna Tartt: Part I
Damn I really want these but I don’t have my chuuya:(
Kill me I am doing something that is so not related to my studies but I HAVE TO finish it
You wanna know my theory? Julian played a bigger part than Richard understood. The classics club was Julian’s own personal Greek story. He’s built these young adults up until they thought of themselves as better, he was selective and chose only students whose parents/situations were vulnerable. They treated him as if he was their god, and for Henry I think he was his favorite as all stories have one. He slowly pulled their strings, made them think they were smart and clever making the decisions and choices they did. The incest, the murder, the damn bacchanal of course the creations can’t hide from their creator. Julian knew they killed Bunny, I think he even gave himself a way out (the letter), abandoning them after they thought they were safe as his own twisted retribution or punishment.
Сегодня мне приснился сон с таким милым парнем, который во мне тоже заинтересован и он болтал со мной о 2000х годах и шептал на ушко историю своей прабабки и все это на глазах моей матери! но мы на неё внимания не обращали, а потом он стал криповатым конечно и в итоге оказался мега ревнивым, но не об этом-
part 4 of BSD rollerskating AU! Chuuya
his face looks weird i dont know how to draw chuuya this is like my 3rd time drawing him
part 3 of BSD rollerskating AU! Q
i want those rollerskates ngl
BSD rollerskating AU! Elise
she is a menace..
2018 henry, francis & camilla redraw
Да пожалуйста 😭
Менталкой я всё ещё в 21 году и мечтаю туда вернуться
Henry and Bunny in the divorce office fighting over who has to take Richard (neither want him)
Henry Winter getting ready to write in his diary, circa 1984.
writing is hard but coming up with a cunty title and catchy summary will slay even god's strongest soldier
I like your brain ty
possibly hot take but I think it’s actually more in character for Dazai to not have a tragic backstory in the traditional sense. like no dead parents, no childhood abuse (at least not overtly). just a brain wired for entropy. just a kid who looked at the sky and couldn’t feel anything. a child who should’ve been fine—but wasn’t.
I love the tragic orphan story as much as the next guy, but isn’t it worse if he had everything he needed and still turned out like this? not because the world hurt him, but because of his own brain. because his chemistry betrayed him before anyone else had the chance to. dazai’s not the product of trauma. he’s the product of existential rot. he’s not broken by something—this is just who he is. a factory defect.
it’s the difference between “i hurt because they hurt me” and “i hurt because i exist.”
like yeah it’s sad when someone’s shaped by their circumstances, but dazai is so, so unsettling as a character because his pain is self-generating. he didn’t need outside influence to spiral. to turn into what he became.
there’s something so deeply upsetting to me about a character who isn’t reacting to tragedy, but who is the tragedy. the kind of person who you want to save, but there’s nothing to save him from. there’s no villain to fight. no curse to break. it’s just him and the awful weight of his own existence.
dazai is not a story of destruction followed by redemption. he's a story of continuance. of surviving in spite of. he is not healed. he is not saved despite bettering himself some with the agency. he just keeps living by the thread of a promise because someone good looked him in the eyes and asked him to keep going.
and I just personally find that so much more devastating.
hi hello i have risen from the dead (for a little bit) uni and going to con have absolutely killed my motivation to do art (or rather just killed me, bc im too exhausted and in pain to even move from the couch..)
fun life update: went to con, got whiteboy wasted while dressed as chuuya and got an ambulance called on me bc my knee gave out (nothing serious just some bruising/ a guy dressed as luffy freaked the fuck out and called the ambulance lol)
but also overall got to meet a lot of nice people!! one girl gave me a "fav cosplay award" on the second day while (i was pm dazai on day 2 hehe)
mr secret history francis abernathy and hobie being friends in the goldfinch my love
was it casual when we got into such a bad argument that we then began to overturn furniture, I called you a fag, and then began to sob till I fell asleep on your bed (quote under the cut)
My brain hates sleeping
Okay, lemme try and answer the question of why Dazai abused Akutagawa.
This is such a debated topic in the fandom sob
Dazai never apologized to Akutagawa, or really did anything to say sorry about how he abused him.
Why?
Well, let's take a look at Dazai's debut.
The answer is staring yall in the face.
Dazai says that he wants a painless suicide, yeah, but there's one part that usually overlooked.
He wants a painless suicide that doesn't bother anyone.
So what if him abusing Akutagawa is on purpose? To make him hate him?
Dazai doesn't want to be missed. That's why he said that he has no regrets when he died in BEAST.
By abusing Akutagawa, he can make Akutagawa hate him, and Atsushi somewhat feel conflicted about him.
That way, once he finally dies, no one will miss him.
Note: Him being the reason that Murase died could be a hing to make Chuuya hate him that failed or smthing... idk...
Guys okay
What if BEAST Dazai edited everyone's brains in the BEAST universe?
In BEAST, we don't get to see the bond of trust that Chuuya and Dazai has in the main series.
I usually see a lot of angst fanart of BEAST skk where Chuuya is mourning Dazai, but I genuinely don't think he gives a shit about his partner.
I'm not even sure if they're partners.
I think Dazai edited the minds of everyone he loves, so they could be safe from his plan.
So they don't try and save him.
Let's be real, Chuuya fought a dragon and activated Corruption, which by the way, could KILL him, to save Dazai.
Chuuya pretended to be a vampire and almost drowned, to save Dazai.
If Twin Dark still had that bond in BEAST, Dazai would not have been able to commit suicide.
If you think about it more, Atsushi respects and fears Dazai instead of loving him like he does in the main series.
He gave up his friends.
He gave up everything for Odasaku.
Odasaku, the man who guilt-tripped him into being something he isn't.
Odasaku, one of two people that could ever understand Dazai.
Although only a diamond can polish a diamond, it can still break at sharp points and edges after being polished.
Dazai slowly realizing he’s happy
Dazai slowly realizing he doesn’t mind waking up since he gets to see Chuuya’s face.
Dazai slowly realizing he looks forward to going to work since he gets to be around his friends.
Dazai slowly realizing he smiles whenever he opens the bento’s Chuuya makes him.
Dazai slowly realizing he doesn’t dread the night since he gets to spend it with Chuuya.
Dazai slowly realizing he’s not scared to go to sleep, because Chuuya’s right beside him.
i was like "Oh what's a gay pose i can draw them in" and then i realized i could just do this cannon pose when Sasuke whispers murderously (seductively) into Naruto's ear.
I feel like the main reason Francis called Richard when anxious and sabotaged is because after he sees that hot chaotic though incredibly mundane man the only intrusive thought left in his mind is how much he wants to fuck him on the backseat
i love skk so much because theyre just so stupid, 15!skk is by far the two stupidest creatures i have seen, theyre smart apart from eachother but anytime theyre nearby they gain like -70 to intelligence and +50 to homosexuality and i think its very cutieful because they ACT like stupid teenagers and they ARE stupid teenagers.