Challenges
Challenges
The therapist tells me I need to find myself, and that my significant other, is just like my mother; suppressing me and squeezing me like a vice— keeping me from being who I want to be, deciding who my friends are and aren’t. This pressure must stem from her love for me and the fear that I will forget her, but ironically it’s what is causing me to drift farther away.
Have we really changed so much that this is beyond repair? Dare I set myself free onto the world once more or do I settle and try to keep this ship a float.
I have to try and make this work… But I’m very afraid it’s already over…
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Hello world
Testing testing, 1,2,3... This blog will be a special little place where I keep my thoughts and projects that I am working on. Here is a short list of things to expect while viewing this blog: School projects, written reflections, games, silly things and images of art that I find interesting.
我哭了
okay sad
Bridges burning
They're burning brighter Flames licking at my flesh The rain falls, yet the embers continue to spread to bridge I've tread Gnawing at the tethers that anchor me to this place With each passing moment I am feeling dread Taking from me everything There is a flash inside my head, as I'm laying halfway dead The first sparks came from me It was I whom lit the thread
The Creator of Tetris Talks to Adam Sessler About Game Development in the Soviet Union, Fame, & more
While Adam was in Russia judging the Imagine Cup 2013 Worldwide Finals, he got a chance to sit down with Alexey Pajitnov, the man behind one of the world’s most renowned games: Tetris. Learn how the game was developed in the Soviet Union, whether Alexey could foresee its success, and what he thinks about the current state of casual gaming.
Let Go 52409
Teardrops roll down my face; raindrops on a windshield in a heavy summer storm.
Puddles of my broken heart fill the ceases of my face. Pools of angst.The cold numb feeling has a grasp on my soul, I’m chilled to the core. My body trembles each time I hear those words… Echoing in my ears, like a bell that has tolled, so close it’s all I hear… Those painful words are trapped in my ears.
Robot sketch
Nautical Nightmare
This is a small conceptional image of a game character that I drew up in illustrator. The game is in the style of a classic spaceship shooter. The player assumes the role of a tiny squid named Qumi--she must navigate the dangerous ocean while fighting many foes in order to reclaim her eggs. This project is being coded in Python, and will be posted for play as soon as it has been completed.... someday :]
fire and ice
The dagger pierces my chest, its smooth cold blade enters slowly. Every inch it glides deeper I feel my breath escape my lips. Everything burns around me, a fire of my own doing. I lay in a pool of my own crimson essence.
Close your eyes and lean back
Feel warm kisses glide up and down your neck
Shhh...
Don’t worry, you’re safe in my arms
just you and I... nothing else matters
I tilt your chin up, and stare down into your eyes. A gentle gaze, your sweet almond eyes
Hot pot
She's a little tea pot short and stout The waters boiling over, it's spraying out I neglected the little tea pot for too long Water spraying everywhere it burns my hands Hug the little tea pot, she sears my flesh Things are boiling over, it's spraying out I don't know what to do, it burns so bad
