Today I Have Considered Coming Out To My Classmate As Trans Just For The Sake Of An Argument

DON’T STOP THE PARTYYYY

I was watching titans on netflix and somebody just said there that 'when u will become robin u cant just stop being robin' or smth like that. Then i turned on our rabbit cause was doing random noises and i wanted to tell him 'see, u should never be robin' but i stopped at 'never' as i realized our rabbit is literally named robin and im dumb as fck

Merlinktober day 25 (Technically 26): Painting

This took a whopping 14 hours to paint. I’m very happy with myself though.

(Even if my Ipad isn’t, it was dying from the amount of detail)

if you're trans / nonbinary / cisn't in some way rb this and put the first name you started going by when you figured it out

další princ vynálezce, zajímavé

čas na druhou pohádku a hned z prvních asi dvaceti minut se mi to velmi líbí, aesthetic i dialogy přímo zabíjí

Dream smp citizens memes (part 2)

Okay so everyone really seemed to like the first one and I have a lot of fun making these so here! Part 2 :) If you’d like, you can find part 1 in my “dsmp citizens memes” tag. For those of you who don’t know, these are basically a bunch of memes pretending they were made by random background habitants of dream smp. Someone refered to them in the tags of the first one as “world building memes”, which I thought was really cool.

themmm

(idk what im doing i hate rendering)

random musings: whenever i draw 2 characters with different color palettes i get so confused abt what to do with the background and i think it's still kind of janky but can't be bothered sorryy. Clawdeen didn't change that much but Draculaura definitely did. I like the bat eyeliner from the sketch but went with more of a puppyliner, which i also like. also open mouths and lips are hard.

regarding posting dream smp content:

i've been made aware by trusted friends and sources in private correspondence on discord that the extent of the issues with the dream smp are actually more than i can reasonably excuse my enjoyment of it for (as documented in this callout post), so i would like to publicly acknowledge and apologize for that.

until very recently i was under the impression that the majority of past instances of controversy surrounding dream and some of his friends were things that had been addressed by them and that they were making an effort to learn and change for the better. i was assured of this by people i believed were trustworthy. and i am ashamed to admit that until it was brought to my attention directly in private by multiple friends, some of whom understandably no longer wish to associate with me due to my ignorance until proven guilty, i was unaware of any major criticisms, including anything i received for my involvement in watching and sharing fan content for the dream smp because i hadn't seen any well sourced evidence for why i shouldn't. for this i am extremely sorry, i was ignorant and have caused a lot of hurt and i fully accept the blame for that.

i am not a fan or "stan" of dream himself, have never supported him personally, and i don't have a twitter so was unaware of most of the controversies he's been involved in documented on there. i am not someone who willingly and knowingly supports antiblackness, antisemitism or anything else, and i do not in any way think it's acceptable to harass people or worse over something like minecraft youtube.

i was apparently sent a lot of asks, including some containing evidence (although i have a strict policy of not clicking links i'm sent because i can't trust them not to link to triggering or otherwise malicious content from experience, so i didn't get to see any of the most damning evidence until it was presented to me by sources i trust. this is a policy i'll be reassessing). i will defend myself for supposedly "cherrypicking" asks i receive on the grounds that i get so many asks every day that i have notifications turned off and do not check my askbox unless i am expecting an ask, so i only see asks if i've chosen to scroll through my activity feed and they show up there. i tend to skim my feed and ignore anything containing a threat or overly negative tone because usually it is just someone with too much free time trying to harass me for no good reason. this is also something i will be reassessing as it allowed me to stay ignorant for far too long. anyway, since i've been receiving a lot of questions both on here and privately over the past 24 hours asking me to address my "support for dream", i've actually had a reason to check my askbox and properly read the criticisms people have been sending me.

i don't and have never supported any harassment that dream or his friend's fans have participated in towards other people and do not believe that he is an "unproblematic" person who has nothing he needs to apologize for or be held accountable for. however i understand now that my sharing content related to his smp without any acknowledgement of the fact that its creator and some of his close friends have participated in and said things that i am as horrified by as anyone with common sense would be does create the impression that there is no need to hold these people accountable and that their behavior has and deserves no consequences. i am extremely sorry for this. it is entirely my fault for not listening until i was held accountable myself and forced to critically examine my interest by people i actually know.

to conclude, i will once again apologize that it took me this long and a lot of effort on other people's parts to be made aware of how significant the problems with dream and his community are. i ask for no forgiveness, only understanding that it was not done with malicious intent (although i understand that it had negative consequences nonetheless). i am not posting this with the intention of gaining sympathy. i'm just holding myself accountable for my mistakes. from here on out i will only be sharing fan content related to streamers i watch who are not involved in any controversy (or at least none that hasn't been satisfactorily addressed), and i may cease posting content about minecraft streamers altogether in future if i feel personally that even that is providing too much of a platform to dream and those associated closely with him.

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

me: *not feeling dysphoric at all*

the feeling of my tiddies moving whenever im dancing: