Nottherealapollo - Apollo

I don't wanna hide it in the tags

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Uhm, recently I wrote 2k words. Like, wtf?! I wrote 2k words, 2k words on only one fic and not multiple ones (like a little bit of words for one fic and some other small words on another). It is the first time I have ever written that many words for one project as quickly as I just did. It usually takes me months to write that many words, and even then it's on multiple projects and not just focused on one. And I actually like what I wrote (somewhat). (the fic in question being a mha Vigilante AU. I'm only at chapter one, but I'm 2,244 words in! (some of these words were written in the beggining of the year, or around that time I don't remember)) I am actually proud of that fic, like wth?!

I have so many ideas for it and am even going as far as saying that it (might) be put into multiple parts, like a series, plus some side one-shots (but those will come in wayy later). It might just take me another year to actually start to publish it because i started to write for it last year (i rewrote it 3 times)

the only things that i will say about the fic is that it has Vigilante Izu, Shouto, Hitoshi and Denki, with some dadzawa and papamic (normally haha, i might change it at some point idk). but the Vigilante thing will stay cuz it's the main idea, and i have four chapters outlined (which i never do, because it hurts my brain to outline my fics).

so, just to say, i wrote 2k words in two to three days. and i am proud, which i am never really am with my writing.

MY FRIEND DREW THAT!!

new OC/creepypasta persona, the ribbons were just supposed to be two simple things coming from hxr back :(

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Hi I just wanted to let you know e*kimo is a slur! Just in case bc I know it's not widely known

Oh, my gods!! Thank you for telling me! I have always used the word for the kiss,,, and I didn't know...

I'll look up another way people call this kiss and change the word! Thank you for telling me!

Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter, (mentioned) James Potter/Lily Evans

Characters: Regulus Black, (mentioned) James Potter, (mentioned) Lily Evans

Pronouns: Regulus (he/him), James (he/him)

Additional: Angst, MCD, small fluff with an unhappy ending, gay <3

Word Count: 278

DNI: n$fw blogs

A/N: I just wrote that, like not even five minutes ago, which feels weird 'cause I never finish my writing. maybe it's a sign that I'll finally finish my biggest and longer fics? who knows, deffo not me. anyway, enjoy this angsty piece of garbage!

When James first kissed him, he thought that sparks had started to fly, his stomach doing flips and his heart skipping a beat.

He felt the warmth of James in his touch, in his embrace, in his lips.

He wanted to drown in the other’s affection. Wanted to stay where they were forever. Maybe even run away with him, far away from the blooming war and their responsibilities.

He just wanted.

The second and third times he kissed him, it was more experienced, more reassuring. But the warmth was still there as if it would never leave. And he didn't want it to. He wanted it all for himself, just like the selfish person that he is.

His dream of running away still lingered in his heart, but now he knew that it was just that, a dream.

But James's warmth will always make him want to dream. Even when he is in this cold and haunted cave, with a mission. With a death wish. He had told no one of his plans, only left a letter to give to his friends when the war was over.

The last thing he could think of in the frigid cold water, as the inferi took him to the depth of the cave, was James's warmth. And his brilliant smiles. And that he will never see him again.

But what never occurred to him was that the war would continue for two more years, ending only after James and Lily Potter's deaths. That James had died thinking that he had lost two of the loves of his life, with one of which he never had the chance to ask for forgiveness.

Relationships: (not really there but still somewhat mentioned) Iguro Obanai/Kanroji Mitsuri

Characters: Kanroji Mitsuri, Iguro Obanai, (mentioned) Rengoku Kyoujurou, (mentioned) Kaburamaru (we can't forget our favorite snake!)

Pronouns: Mitsuri (she/her), Iguro (they/them)

Prompts: lovegender!Mitsuri (with agender Iguro!)

Additional: Fluff, small smidge of angst (so much so that i don't think it counts as such)

A/N: my first writing post! i don't really know how tumblr posts work. this is my first small writing project that i have ever finished, yayayay! i hope you enjoy!

DNI: anti xenogender, n$fw blogs, lgbtq phobic, racist, abliest, and all that

Mitsuri never really understood how people talked about their gender. She knew, objectively that she was a girl. But, at the same time, she wasn't. Yes, she felt feminine, yes she liked cutesy and girly things. But she didn't really always feel like a girl.

Iguro-san gets it. Iguro-san told her multiple times when it was just the two of them (well, three, with Kaburamaru), that Iguro-san never really felt like a man. She then asked Iguro-san if they felt like a woman, and they responded that, no, they felt more like neither, or, more specifically, like they did not have a gender.

Ever since that conversation, Mitsuri has been doing her best to gender Iguro-san correctly whenever it was just them. And she also made it clear that when (or if) they came out, she would punch every person who disrespected them, which had then evolved into a small crying session from both parties, and she promised not to tell anyone about it.

But, now that she knew that she wasn't alone, it made her heart feel light and full of love.

She remembered a conversation that she had had with Rengoku-san, before his passing. One about her breathing technique. Love Breathing.

He had asked her why and how she had created her breathing after a feeling. At first, she didn't know how to respond. She simply breathed the way that felt the most natural to her. The way that felt most like her. And, now that she thought about it, she understood.

The way that felt more like her. Her very being was love. She felt love for everyone, (well, except demons. (Nezuko did not count, as she was far more human than any demon she had ever met)). And, what she had always thought was what she was supposed to be, was instead love.

Her very being is love.

She didn't need to be referred to as a girl, woman, or anything like that. Because, whenever Iguro-san referred to her as 'love' she felt content. And nothing else mattered.

Hello! Welcome to my blog <33

My names are Apollo, Luka, Helios, and Aether (I mainly go by Apollo)

I am genderfluid and use he/they/it/sun/sol/that pronouns!

I am 18!

English is not my first language!

I don't really know how to do this sooo, sorry if it sucks!

I write fanfictions and take ten billion years to write them, but it's fine, I like writing!

My fandoms consists of;

Stranger Things

Kimetsu no Yaiba (Demon Slayer)

Doctor Who

My Hero Academia

Jujutsu Kaisen

Miraculous Ladybug and Chat Noir

Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus/Trials of Apollo

Marauders Era (sometimes Harry Potter too, but I'm not that big of a fan)

TMNT (2012 & Rise)

And others I might have forgotten!

I also have an ao3 (as of right now, I have nothing posted, but one day I'll post something (I hope))

NottherealApollo

Here I'll post mostly little ficlets and sneak peeks of my longer one-shots and fics. And probably rant about some of my headcanons!

I have social anxiety and phobie social (I don't know what it's called in English sorry) so interacting with people gives me anxiety, but I hope to overcome it with this!

I have a side blog! It's dedicated to self-shipping, and I understand if it's not your cup of tea! But /please/ stay respectful.

@stillnottherealapollo

I also have another side blog! This one is dedicated to reader inserts! (mostly male!reader)

@seriouslyiamnotapollo

UPDATED!!

you'll pry nonverbal kid donnie from my cold dead hands

drawing ASL is hard as hell

signs i tried to draw were "how" "poison" and "laugh"

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