Havana Rose Liu photographed by Valheria Rocha for The Sky is Everywhere, February 2022.
“There’s gotta be something poetic in that. Bella Lucero, fixer extraordinaire!” Signe swiped her hand dramatically in front of them as if painting the words as she spoke them. “You’ve gotta admit, it’s got a ring to it. It’s a perfect business card tagline if nothing else.” She watched Bella work on her own bracelet, admiring her friend’s quiet focus. She took a steadying breath and returned to finishing her bracelet. “I’m planning on making more than one of these, but it feels like you need the honor of receiving this one for all your help.” Signe grinned and nodded, her eyes flitting back and forth between the pattern she was following and her own bracelet. “Consider it my thank you.”
bella had to laugh because the last thing she was expecting was for her to be able to untie this thing. she had been trying for the last couple of minutes. felt longer than it was even. it finally was able to untie after what seemed like she should've just thrown it away into the trash and found her friend a different one. " you know... you're right? this seems like something that i probably should add onto a resume or something. never know when that skill could become necessary. " she'd joke with a playful tone of voice. " just you being there and hyping me up while i did it was helpful enough, it seems. don't you think? " that's what happens when you leave it up to her complete determination. " i was thinking that we may of had to do so too. but look at that! now we don't even have to worry about it. i saved the day and now you're all set! " raising an eyebrow jokingly with a shake of her head. " we can't have you getting in trouble for littering while we're out here just trying to enjoy our day. i'm just glad that's not an option now and the least of our worries. " she'd say while continuing to work on the last few beads of her own bracelet.
Signe hadn’t meant to let it show. Not really. Not the little glances, not the way her hand lingered beside his longer than necessary, not the way her laugh escaped her so easily. But Charlie was leaning in, not just physically, but in an open, fearless way that had something in her quiet defenses cracking. She felt the tiny brush of his pinky against hers and she held her breath. Her gaze flicked down briefly and then lifted back to his. The breath she took was barely audible, but it felt like lightning in her chest. She was hyper aware of everywhere that he brushed against her and it was more than a little infuriating. She tried to focus on the bounty of food that he has prepared for them, but it didn’t help much. His exaggerated flailing had her giggling once more, and only the mention of his fashion disasters had stopped her laughter. Signe immediately straightened, eyes sparkling at the idea. “I almost forgot! Come, come, show me!” She bit her lip to fight a smile as he lamented his interrupting her creative process. It was something she hadn’t considered – how much inspiration she gets from how artists depict clothing and movement - and he had noticed it without even trying. Her hand turned where it rested next to his, pinky hooking with his just slightly. Not an accident this time. Her gaze had been focused down on their linked pinkies when he spoke again. You’re brilliant. Signe’s eyes snapped up to look at Charlie, eyes wide at how open the statement was. It felt like it went beyond simple flirting. She felt the warmth rising in her cheeks–too sudden, too real. His words curled around her heart, and ached with equal parts longing and fear. And it wasn’t that she didn’t like hearing it–God, she did. His voice was so earnest, his eyes soft and open in a way that made it hard to look away. But that was the thing, wasn’t it? He didn’t know her. Not really. Not yet. For a moment, she didn’t speak like she was trying to figure out which part of her to offer him next. She let out a soft, steadying breath and smiled gently. “I like this too,” she admitted. “Being around you…you’re…” She fought a smile. “You’re really easy to like.” Signe was surprised by how easily the words came out, despite the nerves blooming in her stomach. “I just…You don’t really know me yet. You’re seeing a version of me that’s–charming, or whatever.” Signe dropped her gaze, feeling vulnerable as she was more honest with him than she normally was with most people. “I guess I just worry that if you get past that…the rest might not be what you were expecting.” In an effort to ease some of the tension between them, Signe looked back up at him, a teasing smile gracing her lips. “I mean, you don’t even know my last name yet.”
Charlie could’ve listened to her laugh for hours. There was something about the sound that cut right through him, easy and bright, pulling a smile to his face before he could think to stop it. There was a bounce of playful energy between them, but beneath it was something warmer, steadier.
Her swat at his hand after the teasing tickle made him laugh, the kind of laugh that was unfiltered, childlike, and entirely sincere. He leaned back slightly, raising both hands in surrender. “Alright, alright! Message received. Hands where you can see ’em.” But his grin stayed put, and so did the glint in his eye. “I’ll behave.. for now.” He couldn’t help the way he shifted closer in the moment, legs stretched out toward hers, the spread of food between them giving way to the smaller space they were now sharing. He could feel her hand beside his, so close they brushed against each other as he'd reached to grab a strawberry; his knee bumping against her leg. It wasn’t intentional, not fully, but Charlie wasn’t about to pull back either, after all, he rationalized to himself, they were where she could see them.
And then she started talking about her parents. That fondness in her voice hit him somewhere deep in the chest. The way she spoke about their love, their support, it sounded so easy coming from her lips. He listened, picking at the food in front of them with absent hands, but his focus never drifted. His gaze stayed locked on her, quiet admiration softening his features. “Sounds like you hit the jackpot there,” he spoke softly, the smile on his lips genuine but touched with something deeper around the edges. “You know, havin’ people who back you like that… who make it easy to believe in yourself.” He didn’t add not everyone gets that. Didn’t need to. It sat there, unspoken, in the small pause that followed.
When she gave him that playful shove to the shoulder, Charlie leaned into the dramatics again, tipping himself back with a groan like she’d knocked the wind out of him. “Oi! Tryin’ to take me out before I can show off my terrible fashion choices?” His laugh filled the space between them, light and easy, but his eyes stayed soft on her. It was the way she told her story honestly, no bravado, just the kind of quiet passion that made him feel lucky to be listening; that had him leaning in closer without even realizing. His pinky brushed against hers as he adjusted, and this time, he let it stay. Let it slide over, slow and deliberate, his hand shifting just enough that the side of his finger rested against hers fully.
He felt it when she noticed. Felt the small intake of breath, and that crooked smile of his softened into something gentler, something almost shy. “I’m guessin’ that’s why you were starin’ at that painting, yeah?” His voice lowered, teasing but tender. “Caught you right in the middle of your creative epiphany, did I?” Then, leaning back just slightly, but not enough to break the closeness between them, he raised a brow, feigning horror. “Shit… wait. Did I interrupt your whole process? Could’ve stopped the world from experiencin’ the next great piece of fashion. You’ll have to put me in the acknowledgments now, yeah? ‘Dedicated to the lad who ruined my artistic vision by flirtin’ too hard.’” The smirk curved at the edges of his lips, but there was no mistaking the warmth in his eyes. The way he looked at her like he saw all of her, not just the polish she might’ve meant to present.
When he spoke again, his voice dropped into something softer, more honest. “I mean it, though. The way you talk about it.. The way your face lights up… It’s brilliant, Signe. You’re brilliant.” There was that voice in the back of his head, the one that always told him to stay guarded, to keep it cool, to never lean too soft. But tonight, Charlie let himself ignore it. Because he was learning, slowly and stubbornly that gentleness and vulnerability weren’t weaknesses. They were the strongest things he could offer. "I might be comin' on strong, here.. I just don't wanna mess this up.. I like this.. you. I like you."
Signe snorted as she watched Enzo wrestle with the tangled string. “Excuse you, I know exactly what a diamond looks like.” She leaned over, gently poking him in the arm. “It’s shiny, expensive, and usually worn by women named Margot who say things like ‘oh, this old thing?’ at charity galas.” She smirked at him, mischief and amusement sparkling in her eyes. “Wrist model, huh? That’s a big responsibility. What if I ruin her brand?” Signe stroked her chin, as if deep in thought before sighing. “But, if she’s offering ice cream. and sprinkles – I gotta risk it.” She glanced at Maisie with a secret grin, letting her know her color preferences. She glanced back at Enzo, her voice a touch quieter. “You’ve been watching her all day?”
"You sure you know what a diamond looks like?" he jests as he does his best to unravel the string to a recoverable state for Signe to make a better attempt. They always made him chuckle and never ceased to amaze him with their antics and quirks. Maisie could only gasp and promised to make Signe a bracelet, collecting information on the brunette's favorite colors. "Maisie said I had to be her wrist model. She's hoping to make a nice penny this week. If you volunteer, she does promise a mean ice cream cone with the option to get sprinkles!"
Signe’s answering smile was soft and understanding. There was something familiar in what the other girl had said, almost as if she’d pulled the thoughts from Signe’s own head. “Do you paint?” she asked, tilting her head curiously. “I was thinking something very similar myself. The colors and the movement of the dancer’s skirt, even in a portrait have my head spinning on how you could make fabric do that, look like that in real life.” She turned her head back towards the painting in front of them. “Moments like this just have me itching for my sketchbook.” “It’s funny, isn’t it? How sometimes what you end up making ends up looking nothing like what inspired it?” she giggled, mostly amused at the thought. Signe returned her focus to the girl, studying her closely. “What kind of stuff do your normally like to make? You said you were working on something new?”
mango bay art district was a place that bella had came to visit every so often. she lived in ocean's edge but often times would come out to mango bay to take a look around. it sometimes even gave her a little bit of motivation to keep going with her own work. she worked at a bar as of this moment. but in the future? she's hoping to be able to live out her dreams of being an artist somewhere. even a graphic designer if that meant that she was able to get her artwork out there more and more. she had a ton of projects that she was busy working on, as well. but nothing was finished. bella liked to finish majority of her drawings or paintings up when the inspiration for them had seemed to come on through.
recreating different things into your own perspective was always the fun thing about art. at least that's what she had thought about it. she was just starting to approach to the other side when a voice was heard. " oh, no. you're fine. i was simply just observing like every one else. figured i'd come here to try and get some more inspiration for another project i wanted to work on. " responding with a quick shrug of her shoulders. " it's like ... sometimes i want to create things but i like to feel inspired first. otherwise i'm not quite sure how to translate the image i've got in my head onto the canvas. "
She rolled her eyes as he teased her saying she already knew he was rude. The butterflies in her stomach were not deterred by his cocky attitude in the slightest. It would have to be studied, she thought, the way he managed to draw her in even when he was being insufferable. She managed to select a bottle even as they exchanged charged glances from across the room. Charlie pointed her in the direction of the bottle opener and glasses and she was already moving towards the drawer. She located the bottle opener with relative ease and then reached for the cupboard with the glasses. Signe’s eyes found their way back to Charlie as he shook the pan of veggies, noting the way his muscles flexed. Oh, he was totally showboating, but she couldn’t find it in herself to be annoyed by it. Just secretly pleased that he was doing it for her. She turned her head to once again focus on the task at hand when she felt him come up behind her. Signe stood still for a moment longer than necessary, her pulse quickening as his arms wrapped around her so casually like it was the most natural thing in the world. She leaned back into his embrace as he rested his chin on her shoulder. It unsettled her in a way that she didn’t hate. Not even a little. Her fingers tightened just lightly around the bottle in her hand as he spoke softly into her ear. She bit on her lip to fight the smile that so desperately wanted to break onto her face, but she didn’t turn to face him yet. “You’re very excited about these playlists,” she said lightly, voice teasing, but softer underneath. Her fingers moving on instinct to open the wine she’d picked out, needing the action to steady her. He pressed a barely there kiss to her shoulder and that is when Signe turned her head to look at him. She could still feel the imprint of his touch on her waist even after he’d stepped back. “We’ll just have to put them in the same order. To make sure we know what song was for which category,” she breathed, turning her head to finish pouring each of them a glass. She grabbed one and offered it to him, eyes finally meeting his again. This – them – they felt good. It felt easy in that impossible, rare way, but easy didn’t always mean lasting. And that scared her. The idea of falling too hard, too fast and then being burned because she’s was impulsive. “One glass of wine, then one playlist. Do you want to do the honors of going first?” she asked, tilting her head. She smiled, a bit coyly. “But if I cry, I’m blaming you and not the moscato.”
Charlie chuckled, the sound low and unguarded as she bumped his hip. Her voice saying his name like that, dragging it out, playful and knowing was almost too much. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep his grin from going smug. "I knew you were trouble the second you said my name like it meant something," he muttered, more to himself than to her.
"I'm certain you already know that I'm rude." He laughed, biting down on his lip as she scolded him. He tried to hide the fact that his knees were a little unsteady, that her tone and smile had gone straight to the center of him. But Charlie Hughes had spent years perfecting composure. On the pitch, in the kitchen, through more nights out than he cared to count. So he just rolled his shoulders back, smirked like it was no big deal, and returned to chopping like he wasn’t completely undone by her in his gaff, in that dress, with that mouth. When she moved toward the wine fridge, he watched from the corner of his eye. How she moved, the way her fingers hovered over the bottles. Then her gaze flicked up and met his. For a moment, neither of them looked away. Not until she ducked her head with that little smile that killed him every single time. He exhaled through a grin, shaking his head to himself as he turned back to the cutting board.
But he felt her watching. The weight of her gaze trailed over him like it had hands of its own, across his shoulders, down his arms. It was the same sensation he used to get before a goal, just before the crowd would roar. Electric. Measured. Certain. He smirked, a cockiness flaring up in his chest. He hadn’t felt like this in a long time. Not since he'd been on the pitch, scouters in the stands watching him dart from side to side, easily maneuvering around defenders, kicking the ball in like it were a choreographed routine. He was in his element then, and he was starting to believe he was in his element with her. And for a moment, it wasn’t about nerves or hope or even romance. It was about that deep, thudding instinct that said you belong here.
He glanced at the label she’d chosen before nodding toward the counter. "Bottle opener’s top drawer, left of the sink. Glasses are all the way over.. yeah, there," he said, gesturing vaguely with the knife before swapping it out for a baking sheet. He spread the vegetables with ease, drizzling olive oil and tossing them with his hands. If his biceps flexed a little as he shook the pan, well, that wasn’t entirely on purpose. Probably. Once the tray slid into the oven and he’d wiped his hands on the towel, Charlie crossed the kitchen, stepping behind her with no urgency, just presence. His arms found their place around her waist like they belonged there. He tucked his chin briefly over her shoulder and let his voice drop low against the curve of her neck.
"Shall we get those playlists goin’, then?" he asked, casual as ever, like his heart wasn’t racing. Then softer, more sincere, "Also wouldn’t mind just sittin’ next to you while it plays. Don’t even need to talk. Just… y’know. Be." He let his lips brush the edge of her shoulder, barely there, before pulling back, hands sliding off her waist slow and easy, like he really didn't want to let go. "Wine first, though," he said, clearing his throat, "Can’t have emotional vulnerability without a good glass of moscato."
She smiled softly, glancing towards him. “Well, there’s still beauty in that too, isn’t there?” she tilted her head, playfully. “Your mum might not be arranging bouquets, but being surrounded by all that life and color still leaves an impact.” At his question about her muse, her gaze focused back onto the canvas before them. “Fashion stuff, mostly,” she began, her tone casual and slightly downplaying just how much all that ‘fashion stuff’ meant to her. “Fabric, textiles – I sketch and make my own designs – not for anyone else yet, but…” Signe shrugged, leaving her sentence unfinished. The girl watched as he stepped forward to study the painting a little more closely, and she allowed the silence to stretch comfortably as he made his own assessments of the piece. When he turned back to her, all honesty and charm, it made her smile without meaning to. “That’s the thing about art,” she said, tucking a strand of her unruly hair behind her ear. “It’s not about knowing what you’re looking at, it’s about how it makes you feel.” Signe shifted slightly, turning to face him more directly. “And for the record, food absolutely counts. There’s so much emotion in taste.” He introduced himself, and a playful smile curved her lips as she reached out to shake his hand. “Signe. Sing-neh. But you can call me whatever sounds right,” she joked. Still holding his hand, she leaned in, lowering her voice to a conspiring whisper. “So, Charlie the Culinary Artist, what kind of food are we talking? Tiny towers and edible flowers, or greasy comfort food?”
Charlie held a gentle smile as the girl explained the piece wasn't painted by her, "That's lovely. What a cool way to pass on an interest. My mum works at this garden center, but more like 'the soil's over here' and less of the beauty of flowers, I guess." He lets out a soft laugh as he glances between her and the painting, "What's your medium then? If this isn't it, what's your style?"
The way that she'd spoken about the painting had Charlie's eyes immediately focusing more, his feet taking a small step forward to get a better look at the colors. "I would've never even thought about somethin' like that. Don't always know what I'm supposed to be lookin' at when I look at a paintin'." He turned on his heel, attention back on the girl as his head shook, "Honestly? I know nothin' about art. Never grew up really interested, but livin' here it's impossible not to stare. Now I'm definitely someone who appreciates it, really. I can't-.. Genuinely, can't draw for shit, let alone do anythin' close to this." A shrug lifts on his shoulders, "Unless you consider food art. You could say that's my medium." He jokes, holding his hand out towards the girl, "I'm Charlie."
Signe’s face lit up when Charlie pulled out the photos and moved closer, warmth blooming in her chest the moment their shoulders brushed. She clutched the photos gently, giggles escaping her with each new picture she flipped through. Signe let their shoulders stay pressed together, grounding herself in the feeling of his heat against her skin. “Oh, Charlie,” she breathed, laughing especially hard at the sight of the bold prints and the sunglasses that looks ready to swallow his face. She held the prints in her hand as if they were precious artifact. “Your mom might be my new favorite person if she can keep supplying me with these,” Signe teased. The way that Charlie listened to her and didn’t dismiss her feelings cracked something inside her chest wide open. He spoke in soft and gentle tones, not trying to make the words anything more than what they were, and it made the back of her throat tighten. Not from sadness, but from such total acceptance – from being so quickly understood by this strange and wonderful boy. Her fingers tightened as he held her hand and confessed he wasn’t all charm and jokes, and that he was scared too, and that he was still trying, still chasing the things he wanted even when it terrified him. And then he started talking about himself – little things, mundane things, some slightly more important things. Signe blinked repeatedly, swallowing the sudden burn in her throat. She let out a shaky break and shook her head before looking at him. “You make opening up seem…less scary.” Her thumb brushed along the back of his hand, mirroring the way he’d been touching her. Signe took a moment to gather herself and then nodded, smiling faintly. “Okay. My turn.” “I’m Signe Holmström. My mom’s name is Sigrid, dad is Søren … Don’t worry, I’ll help you with the pronunciation,” she smirked to herself, already imagining Charlie struggling with the task. “They’ve always given me everything they could, and while my head understands they’re proud of me…part of me feels like I need to be…better? Successful? In order to be worthy of all that they’ve given me.” She hesitated, the shine in her eyes flickering for just a second before she pushed forward with a small smile. “My favorite color’s green – but like a pastel, sage green. I’ve lived in the States for ten years now, but I still miss Malmö every winter when we don’t get any snow.” Her eyes met his and she fought a smirk as she continued. “I’m terrible at running, I was always more of a swimmer if I had to pick a sport. Hot cheetos are my guilty pleasure snack. I hate olives, can’t stand ‘em,” Signe wrinkled her nose in distaste. “I’m a little bit of a perfectionist. And like…scary organized. You should see my closet sometime. I hate when a house or room is too quiet, so I sing to myself. I’m God awful at board games,” she let out a watery laugh, wiping any tears with her fingers. “You’d absolutely destroy me.” “But…I’m trying too,” she whispered. “Trying to be brave.”
Charlie laughed, the sound warm and easy as he watched her light up at the mention of his past questionable fashion choices. At her excited invite, he didn’t hesitate to slide closer, closing the small space between them as if it were the most natural thing in the world. He reached into the bottom of the basket, pulling out the folded stack of photos. “These were the only ones I could dig up from my football days,” he said, nudging his shoulder softly against hers as their arms touched. “But Mum said she’s got some tucked away back home, reckons they’re too good to keep to herself, so I’m sure you’ll be gettin’ those soon enough.”
Their shoulders stayed pressed together, the nerves he’d carried into the evening long gone now, replaced by something calmer, easier. He handed over the photos, loud designer prints, bold patters, shorts and shoes that did not match the top half of his outfit, sunglasses far too large, and immediately covered his face with one hand, peeking at her through the gaps between his fingers. “Listen, I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life—but these outfits? Top of the list.”
When he felt her pinky hook into his, his hand dropped, eyes catching hers just as her smile softened and her expression shifted, just enough that if he hadn’t been paying attention, he might’ve missed it. But he was paying attention. His brow knit together slightly, quieting, leaning into the moment as she spoke. “That’s what a date’s supposed to be, yeah?” he said gently. “Gettin’ to know each other. The whole picture, not just the bits we like showin’ off.” The smile on his face softened, not playful now but real, open. When she mentioned him only knowing the charming version of her, he let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head.
“You think this is me all the time?” He tilted his head, gaze steady on hers. “I promise. I’m not all charm and jokes. We’re all a bit fucked up underneath, aren’t we? It’s just about findin’ someone you can be fucked up with.” He shifted, leaning in just slightly, not to flirt, but to assure, “There’s no tellin’ what we’ll learn about each other. But you don’t have to worry about scarin’ me off. No pressure here. None at all.” He paused for a beat, his voice somehow softer now. “I’m scared too, y’know… a lot of the time. About work, about leavin' home and me mum behind, about what comes next.. But I’ve been tryin’ real hard not to let it stop me from goin’ after what I want. Not after missin' out on football.. I won't make that mistake again.”
Then, because the air felt a little too heavy for a second, and because lightening it was as much habit as it was care, he bumped their shoulders together, grinning. “Besides, I’m from Moss Side. Some of my mates were proper bad news. I don’t scare easy.” His grin widened, teasing. “I can sit through all of Nightmare on Elm Street and only have to cover my eyes, like, twice.” The tension eased between them again as he laced his fingers fully through hers, linking their hands together without rush, without asking. Just sure.
“Well… Hughes is my last name,” he started, his thumb gently stroking her knuckles. “Mum’s name is Wendy. Dad’s Charles.. yeah, I’m a Jr. But no one’s allowed to call me Charles. Been Charlie since I were a baby.” He smiled at her, eyes crinkling at the edges. “Favorite color’s blue.. but it’s a very specific blue. I’ll point it out when I see it.” “My injury was already ten years ago now, but I have some nerve damage, so long shifts in the kitchen can be hell on it. And runs, but I still go on 'em.” His lips pressed together for a second before the smile returned, a little sheepish. “I love video games. Hate broccoli. Tried, can’t do it. Absolute sucker for sushi, though. And I’m annoyin’ to watch football with ‘cause I get loud like I’m right there in the stands.” He gave her fingers a soft squeeze. “I’m a bit uptight in the kitchen. I mean, my coworkers would probably say very uptight.” A chuckle pushed past his lips. “And I’m ridiculously competitive. Doesn’t matter what it is, cards, board games, coin toss.. I hate losin’.” Charlie leaned his head to the side, considering her with a smile that felt steadier now, more sure. “But I’m workin’ on it.” His thumb brushed lightly across her hand once more, his eyes meeting hers fully again. “Like I said… determined sort of guy.”
Her wide eyes softened with recognition and she gave him a look, that Pappa look, the one that carried equal parts exasperation and affection. It was corny, but Signe might have been the tiniest bit homesick. Or, as homesick as one could get just living across town. Still, she’d gladly jumped at the idea of spending a few hours with her dad and explore her new neighborhood in the meantime. She nudged him back with her elbow. “Pappa,” she sighed, dramatically. “You can’t sneak up on people like that. You’re too tall, it’s unethical.” The painting in front of her still tugged at something within her – something about the use of color that made her wonder if she could dye fabrics to catch the light in that way. Sometimes she envied the way artists could make anything they envisioned into a reality, while she had to work around the restrictions of fabric, stitching and technique. Still, it was those constraints that made Signe’s eyes light up with a challenge. God, she shouldn’t have left her sketchbook at home. She shook the thought off and offered her father an exaggerated huff. “I was thinking… maybe even being inspired! And now, you’ve chased my muse away!” Her father dwarfed her, being almost an entire foot taller than her 5’6 and she leaned into the familiar safety of his presence. “For your crimes, you’re going to have to pay for fika.”
it felt strange that life was meant to just continue after signe had left. it felt as though a hole had been blown in the side of their emerald point home, and søren had tried to brick up the cavern only to watch it fall again, and again, and again. he wondered if sigrid felt the same, that they were missing some sort of vital organ now that he couldn't hear the distant closing of doors down the hallway and no longer noticed snacks being smuggled from the kitchen cupboards. it was one of his days off, and once they had worked through a flurry of dad jokes him and signe had decided to meet up for a few hours. a cup of coffee, some light window - shopping, and maybe a few treats from his own back pocket. søren parked a good distance away and walked to the art district, soaking up the sunshine that was still a novelty after ten years. sweden had been beautiful, but he couldn't honestly say they had much of a summer back home. 6'4" and with hair the colour of wood ash, he wasn't the easiest person to ignore. søren approached his daughter without the intention of sneaking up on her, but once he was a few steps away and still unnoticed he decided to reach into the fatherhood handbook. the doctor hovered beside signe until she saw him, nudged her with the point of his elbow and chuckled, “i don't know, are you ? ”
Signe hummed softly as she listened to him. His words and his touch being equal comforts as she felt a little exposed in the moment. He squeezed her hand gently and she smiled at the gesture, and at him. There was a story in those eyes – one that it wasn’t time for just yet – but she had no doubt that he understood what she meant when she talked about wanting to be enough, to be worthy of the efforts someone else put in for you. “Thank you for listening,” she replied softly, leaning to bump her shoulder against his. Somehow, the distance between them had shrunk to next to nothing – shoulders and knees and hands brushing as they gazed at nothing but each other. “Yeah, no 5 am runs for me – although, I could be convinced to join you after the sun has come up,” she joked. When he teased her about her closet comment, Signe had to fight a laugh as she gaped at him. Taking a page from his book, she placed a hand over her chest in mock shock. “Why Charlie Hughes … are you trying to invite yourself back to my place?” she gasped, acting overly scandalized. She perked up as Charlie admitted he sung and even played guitar. Signe bit down on her bottom lip and nodded. “You’re a man of many talents, hm? I guess, if it’s quid pro quo – you sing for me, I’ll sing for you?” she tilted hear head, pointedly avoiding the Go Fish comment. Signe wasn’t a sore loser, but she was a petty one. Charlie leaned closer again and she studied him closely, his glittering eyes and his crooked smile. She smiled, her heart doing an unsteady little flip at the way he kept finding his way back to her like it was the most natural thing in the world. She cleared her throat, ducking away as she tried to calm the flush in her cheeks. “Experts, huh?” Signe looked back at Charlie and shrugged, a playful smile on her lips. “Well, I guess you’ve earned a peek at my moodboards. You’ll have to sign an NDA, naturally. I have to protect myself, you understand. Sounds like a respectable second date activity.”
Hearing the way she said his name, so soft, so breathy, so sure, knocked the breath clean out of Charlie’s chest. His heart gave a traitorous little jump, and he had to clear his throat, steadying himself before he answered, his voice gentle but certain. “Yeah… I wouldn’t blame ya. She’s my favorite person too.”
His eyes stayed locked on hers, “I’m glad I’m helpin’ even a little. There was a time I barely even opened up to myself, let alone anyone else. I think… I just got tired of lettin’ fear have the final say, y’know? Feels like the good things, the real things, tend to outweigh the scary bits if you give ‘em half a chance.” He sat up a little straighter when she started to share, the playful glint in his eyes softening into something more earnest. His hand stayed laced with hers, fingers squeezing lightly in quiet reassurance as she spoke about her parents and the pressure she put on herself. Charlie didn’t interrupt. Didn’t rush to fix it. Just listened. And as her words hung there between them, he gave a small nod, one that said I get it without needing to unpack his own ghosts in the middle of her moment.
Because he did get it. Every bit of it. He knew the weight of wanting to be enough. He’d felt it in every sprint on that pitch, scribbling down lap times of other kids, willing his body to work harder just to be the kid who could save them from the life they’d been handed. He’d heard it, word for vicious word, from his father’s mouth while he lay broken in a hospital bed, his career slipping out from his grip. But tonight, this was her space. So instead, he squeezed her hand again and smiled softly. “Thank you… for tellin’ me that.”
He leaned back just enough to let the tension ease again, bumping his shoulder gently against hers, lingering this time. “Right then.. So, pastel sage green. Got it locked in. And no five a.m. sunrise runs with me, not gonna push my luck there. Olives are officially off the menu.” His smirk returned, playful but edged with a spark of something deeper as his eyebrows lifted. “Now, not sure if that was a real subtle pickup line just now, but I will absolutely be comin’ ‘round to admire your perfectly organized closet.” The teasing slipped easily off his tongue, but there was no hiding the sincerity underneath. His gaze lingered on hers a beat longer, the warmth between them thick as honey. “I sing a bit too, actually. Got a guitar and everything. So, fair’s fair.. You sing for me sometime, yeah? Maybe while I absolutely destroy you in go fish.”
He caught her eyes again, and his own grin twitched wider as he leaned in just a touch closer. “You’re doin’ a brilliant job at this whole openin’ up thing, by the way. Look at us, we’re basically experts now.” There was a pause, a quiet moment as his eyes drifted over the other people around them before, naturally, finding their way back to her. Always back to her. “So,” he started again, lips curling into a soft, cocky grin, “for our next date… have I officially earned the privilege of seein’ those mood boards of yours yet? Or am I still on probation?” The smirk stayed, but his eyes were gentle and patient. There was no pressure in the question, only excitement. Only hope. And a whole lot of something that felt like a spark.
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