At The End Being Skinny Is The Only Option 😔

i love art dont get me wrong but i just went to a modern contemporary art museum and genuinely it was one of the most unmoving things ever.

i only enjoyed the nature walk and very few pieces of artwork, other than that i genuinely felt nothing.

too many big canvases with basically meaningless paint splatters and toilet imagery for me personally.

i know the whole point of contemplate art is the thought behind it and how it makes you feel as the viewer—the art itself is within our thoughts and emotions but most of the art felt soulless and made me feel nothing.

the most i felt during the entire experience was being annoyed that i didn’t get some big revelation—some enlightening eye opening experience how seemingly everyone around me does for modern contemporary art.

i understand there is soul and effort behind some of these pieces but i just can’t get myself to feel anything.

literally most of the art gave me the same emptiness i get when I see ai art.

i want to like it, i want to like it in an era where stealing others art and calling it “ai art” is a thing!

but i just don’t.

perhaps im just not deep enough to understand the appeal behind it or something.

perhaps it’s surface level of me to only like art that has clear narrative themes to it, that has an aesthetic appeal that anyone can see it had more than 20 minutes of effort put in.

at least the walking in nature was fun, plus it was like 5 miles of walking so i got my steps in.

Seeing collarbones ♡

Seeing hipbones ♡ ♡

Seeing ribs ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

SEEING CHEST BONES ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

can i pls just see my bones is that too much to ask

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅. literally my soul ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

reaching your ugw might feel super far away, but the time will pass anyways.

Don’t give up.

Don’t binge.

Stay on track.

You WILL see results.

│꒰⇢ masc spo

.⋆｡⋆ you can reach your goal. i know you’ll fit those jeans perfectly, you’ll do everything you wanted—as long as you continue. remember why you started this, and why you’ll continue. ༶⋆˙⊹

“you look sick” why thank you

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

suffer being hungry or suffer being fat…