What Leads You To  think About Touching & Edging Yourself.   Don’t  imagine You Edging  for

I love the mindfuck

“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”

“Tell me you don’t want to cum”

“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”

“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want” 

“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”

Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to

I want to play videogames with someone while I make them drink and hold their piss. I'll be able to see just how desperate and wiggly they're getting by how badly they're playing, and I can tease them relentlessly until they begin to leak, and then I'll tell them to keep playing while I fuck the piss out of them from behind.

Reading your blog has me so horny. I just want to edge and drip while reading your posts and never ever cum

aww 💕 you should know, tho...

it'll make you worse. those kinks you already have? get ready for them to go up to 11. those kinks you don't think you have? get ready to get them.

it'll make you needy. other people's attention will be like a drug. you'll be dying for their approval.

it'll make you dumb. you will have the kind of empty mind a Buddhist initiate dreams of.

you will lose time. one edge turns into ten turns into twenty... hours go by with your hand between your legs and you won't even notice.

most of all... you'll give up. on what, exactly, is impossible to say. maybe you'll give up on ever getting permission. maybe you'll give up your rights to cum whenever you want. or you'll give up on anything ever feeling as good as denial. or you'll give up the idea of being human entirely and become a pet thing mostly made of need. regardless, you will give up. you will give in. in so many ways.

enjoy 💕

god grant me the serenity to eroticize what i cannot change

Reasons i shouldnt let myself cum:

-i dont deserve it

-its better to edge and be horny 24/7 so i can be ready for anything a Man migjt use me for

-cunts dont have needs

-the decision is mever mine, only Men can telll me if i can cum or mot

-i am not a person, i am just a thing that makes Cocks cum, and objects dont have orgasms

-edging is waaayy hotter than cuming

-it makes me feel like a good cunt when i cause myself any discomfort or pain, so it makes sense to never orgasm

Filled

Yes, baby.

Yes, it’s possible to learn to like anal. To love the feeling of being stretched there, being filled. To crave it.

But I don’t want that, baby.

I want you to hate it every single time.

I want you to cry while I fuck your ass, I want you to beg me not to and promise anything and everything just so I won’t do it again.

I want it to be my favorite hole anyway.

Will you do that for me, baby?

I'm having difficulty denying myself for more than a few days, but I know good girls should edge. Do you have any advice or tasks?

It's great you are interested in exploring a heightened experience that typically may only be achieved with some denial.. You deserve a lot of credit for reaching out... So thats good! There are a few ways to help but it seems like the easiest is to have a partner who can help you.. Someone you trust that can give some guidance. It's a big difference having the accountability.

Feel free to reach out & good luck!

hihi!

my daddy isn’t all that into ddlg stuff and some of the bdsm things that i myself am into

however he’s interested in sex and mostly sex he’s not interested in the emotional side of bdsm purely the sex and pleasure for him

it upsets me that he doesn’t want to explore kinks with me but i can understand most of the time

i was wondering if you had any advice

The short answer here is “it depends”.   It depends on multiple factors.  Perhaps your partner is just selfish and does not care all that much.   More likely, your partner may just not be super comfortable with taking the dynamic further and doesn’t want to feel embarrassed… like they don’t know what to do. Rather than risk looking/feeling stupid, they avoid taking things further and may even claim they are not that “into it”.    Fear generally and fear of something so personal as sexual embarrassment are quite potent motivators to overcome.   If he doesn’t care enough, that is another story altogether.  

However, if they care about you, you may be able to convince them to explore more, but it will take some work to make them comfortable with it.  

 In anon... I can only offer some general advice on how to get an intimate partner to explore more things with you.  Every relationship is different, and what works for one may not work for another. Therefore, I encourage you to communicate openly, honestly and respectfully with your partner about your desires and expectations and listen to their feelings and preferences.  The biggest key to deepening your relationship this way and reaching your goals is empathy.   It is the most powerful thing humans do.   There are ways to help this, but that is a bit deeper and would likely require direct messaging rather than anon.  Or if you like I can point you to some resources on it.

Feel free to reach out more if you like.  Either way, I wish you all the best.

Think about how it feels when the head of his cock pops into your tight, unfucked asshole for the first time. For you, the stretching your hole is forced to do is so painful it can bring you to tears. But for him, his cock is being squeezed and stroked in a way he can't achieve without you. He feels intense pleasure and the desire to push his cock deeper and deeper. This is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.

Think about how your first reaction to his cock invading your asshole is to tense up, tighten your hole even more, cry and beg him to stop, "no please it hurts." Your crying about your pain just makes his cock harder, grow bigger inside the hole he already barely fits inside, makes him want to fuck you harder and deeper in spite of your pain. This is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.

Because you can't help but cry and beg for mercy, and he can't help spreading your ass open as much as he can and pushing his cock deeper inside. Both of you are just doing what you're naturally programmed to do. He fucks, you get fucked.

In spite of the pain coming from your now stretched and pounded asshole, your empty pussy is literally dripping with need. To you, it's begging for him to fuck it instead of your ass but to him, it's confirmation that you love how he's changing your new fuckhole forever. He can choose to give you some of his pleasure, play with your swollen clit to help you relax and find the joy in being an anal slut. But this is his choice, and this is a natural example of why his pleasure comes before yours.

And eventually, you learn that it really does feel good when he forces the length of his cock up your ass. You feel full, useful, needed. He needs to fuck your asshole and you need to let him. This is your natural place.