My Daily Mantras:

Never give up

You never  give up resisting.  Don’t  let my words stay  deep in your mind.  Just because I find your struggle so cute should have no bearing on your desire to not  touch yourself.   You’re trying to be good and avoid the desire to  touch yourself now  even though it is tempting, but you  keep reading my notes  like you are addicted   and you know you won’t be able to resist no matter how hard you try to be a good girl.   

I kinda feel bad. I keep deleting accounts like this but I always make new ones… Maybe I am just a dumb slut who needs her holes filled at all time…

There is something childishly magical.. so deeply satisfying about a submissive begging..  please spank me.  Perhaps one hand is bound and the other hand commanded to keep touching yourself. Fortunately cars don’t fall from clouds.   The deep level needed to  trust me implicitly.. the warm intense thrill coursing through your veins knowing how wet you are from just the anticipation of it  all You think about  incredible pent up glorious tension from how much you  touch yourself  leading up to this..  knowing how satisfying it is when you will see the marks that linger bringing flashbacks and that deep twinge of excitement in places you know  but don’t talk about with others to you every time you glance at them like  you are triggered to imagine it all again  and again.   It’s almost as if you can  imagine a time in the near future when you think back to  reminisce now  about how exciting it is.   You can’t help but  smile and cycle through it in your mind. Over and over.

That is deliciously awesome! You will be much happier and fulfilled. Your owner must be very proud.

Live your purpose!

I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.

what doesn’t kill u makes it ridiculously fucking stupid hard to find a compatible partner

I invite you to imagine your denial, constant touching and edging are already corrupting your mind just a little. Regularly it seemingly becomes all you can think about it now.. perhaps it is not all you want to do but it feels like it.. what if you remember you could barely sleep last night because you are so horny and cannot wait until morning just so you could open tumblr again, touch, edge yourself dumb and whore yourself out a little more. Consider it is many weeks from now and you think back to this moment and smile because you know it is when your mind began to break.. when you relax now and let yourself jump down the rabbit hole of bliss. Let it consume you and have fun with it. You will never be quite the same.

It’s ok. No one has to know. It’s healthy. You need this. Have a great day.

Control

- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.

- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.

- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.

before my bf comes home from work i

- edge to make sure im in the right state of mind to be a good fucktoy

- put a plug in my asshole so it’s ready if he wants to use it

- make the bed and clean the kitchen so he doesn’t have to

- shower, do my make up pretty, and pick out a tiny outfit

- edge again until he’s home

tada! how to make your man happy

What leads you to  think about touching & edging yourself.   Don’t  imagine you edging  for me.  Do you deserve to  edge for me  now.   Are you my good girl.   Do you deserve permission to  touch yourself  now.  Try not to think about that tingly feeling when you  touch yourself.   Don’t worry about where that warm feeling begins deep inside you.  Try not to  think about it.   Don’t  close your eyes and  imagine it now.   Resist the urges you have to  start edging.    You’re a good girl.   Aren’t you.  The harder you try to resist the more you  want to  touch yourself.    The more you try not to  think about edging  the more you want to  touch & edge  like a submissive good girl.

#cnc #tease #goodgirl

I love the mindfuck

“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”

“Tell me you don’t want to cum”

“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”

“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want” 

“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”

Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to