Broken Toys Can Be The Most Precious

If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge.   You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.

Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy.  It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are.  Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself.  

Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn.  Don’t forget to use caution.  Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar.   

Why, hello there. So, I've been poking inside your head a bit and I've found something peculiar. You seem to have both a degradation kink and a praise kink. That has to be hard. Let me try to help.

You, edging there like a mindless piece of fuckmeat. Look at yourself. A slave to your cunt. Such a beautiful fuckdoll! A worthless, pretty toy to use and abuse. Such a good girl for cock!

Drool for me. You look so dumb and cute with your tongue out as you edge! So mindfucked and sexy! This is what you are for. To please. To obey. To expose that slutty body. Pretty girls like yourself are made to be porn. Good girls like yourself are cumdumps for whoever wants to use you. You deserve it! You've done such a good job breaking yourself, going deeper and deeper...

I'm so proud of you. You are turning yourself into a perfect, obedient, beautiful sex object! You are becoming more and more the living entertainment you were meant to be. Why else would you be so pretty if not to give cocks something to cum to?

Such a slutty cunt. You need it so badly, need the attention, need the validation. And you are earning it by being such an amazing good girl! Keep going. Go deeper. I know you'll be the best piece of fuckmeat ever!

Good toy

need someone to condition me to be anal only…i love not cumming but i cant stop touching my cunt…it just feels so good i cant help myself 💕

I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.

Edging is your self hypnosis. It keeps you grounded and level, reminding you what you are.

You can’t get enough of how it feels to tune the world out and rub. That aching feeling, the desperate need for friction, your clit is reacting now as you read this.

Squeezing your thighs any chance you get, mindlessly humping as you sit, desperate for that feeling. Your mind goes beautifully blank, your pussy starts to flood and then you drop…

I don't think a lotta people realize the subtler side of mental conditioning kink. It's not all instantly dropping for cock, it's not all consuming.

Sometimes it's about thinking the phrase "big silly boobies!" out of nowhere. Sometimes it's a nagging voice that makes you feel like you forgot to do something, like it was really important - and then you realize that's your desire to bend over and get fucked. Sometimes it's not being in the mood at all but scrolling tumblr anyway until something ramps you up.

Today I finished lunch, and I thought "I should go edge in the car". But it was a distant thought. I didn't follow it. I wanted to sit in the building lobby and look at my phone instead.

But the urge didn't go away. Instead the thought plucked and plucked at me. My lunch break ended, but the thought was still there. Finally I gave in and went to the bathroom to edge instead.

And like. Omg. It just feels so much better. Like soooo much better. I thought while edging "I should have my titties out!" and as soon as I gave into that too it felt so good. I can't explain what's happening to me. Like I know in the back of my mind but the words aren't there. I just wanna talk about my slutty bouncy boobies and be like this forever. I wanna be a dumb slut forever. A silly fuckdoll. A bubbly brainless bimbo 💖💖💖

Anyway so yeah its all like way more of a trip than the stories. There's just like so much more to it and I wish every girl could experience it because it's like the absolute funnest!

Stacking Edges - Level 1

WARNING - This is going to make you such a dumb, fuzzy headed little slut. This is not for inexperienced edgesluts, and will take experienced ones so fucking deep, you might not want to leave. 1 - Start by rubbing your clit. Good girl. Keep listening to it, making her feel good. You’re going to get your clit close.. Because it’s not you that gets close, it’s your clit, isn’t it..? She tells you when to rub her and you listen like a good girl. Listen to her and make her feel as good as you know how to. Every time you change how you rub and it feels better, keep going.. Don’t stop. Never stop. Keep rubbing and rubbing your clit.. Don’t continue until you feel it’s starting to get close..

2 - Stop playing with your clit and start rubbing your g-spot instead. Curl your fingers up inside your wet little pussy and feel that swollen patch inside you and starting rubbing it properly.. That’s it, make it feel good.. It feels different to your clit doesn’t it..? That’s why this feels so good, slut.. We’re building up two different edges at the same time.. Keep rubbing. I bet your little cunt is leaking all over your fingers, isn’t it? Dirty little whore. Your head’s going to be getting VERY fuzzy now, but this is only just the beginning.. Keep rubbing until your feel your g-spot get close, only then can you continue..

3 - Swap back to your clit.. Notice how different it feels now? I bet your fingers are dripping with your cum, aren’t they? Dirty little edgeslut. Don’t stop, keep rubbing your clit for me.. This is where you start dropping deeper than normal.. With regular edging, your mind drops as your orgasm builds up, but then you need to stop at the top, but not anymore.. Now you just swap to your g-spot instead, so you build and build and when you’re close, you swap.. Build and build and build and swap, so you don’t need a break. You don’t need to stop, and as this goes on your mind goes deeper and deeper, as you get dumber and dumber, just rubbing your mind away.. You’re just a horny little edgeslut, sinking deeper and deeper, never giving her mind a rest from this gorgeous pleasure you love so much.. Every time you get close with your clit, swap to your g-spot.. Every time your g-spot is close, swap back to your clit.. Your head’s getting very fuzzy now, isn’t it slut? But you love this feeling, don’t you? This is why you do it.. To lose yourself like this.. Keep going and going until you can barely touch your clit or g-spot before you’re close.. Feel how pathetic and needy you are, building up and up and up. When you can barely touch before getting close, only THEN are you ready to move on.. And this is where you drop deeper and get dumber than ever before..

4 - Rub your clit and g-spot at the same time, but be careful not to cum.. For some horny little edgepuppets, this can be too much and they can’t take the combination of pleasures.. It pushes them over the edge and ruins their orgasm, but hold back.. Keep rubbing both together. Listen to how good they feel at the same time.. This is where your mind drops deeper.. Overwhelming your body with two different edges.. Dirty little slut.. Keep going. Don’t stop. Never stop. Good girls edge. You’re never going to want it to end.. Keep rubbing. Feel how wet and leaky your cunt is. Hear your deep, guttural moans.. Don’t stop.. Never stop.. Feel how good your clit and g-spot feel together.. Keep rubbing. Rub your mind away. Don’t stop.. Never stop..

Can't squirt? Can't fuck for hours? Worry that you're not up to pounding someone 'til their brain turns to mush? Can't orgasm easily? Like the idea of dirty stuff but always end up doing vanilla? Inexperienced? Worried about the way your body looks when you're contorted during sex? Feel like you're bad at getting a rhythm when you're on top? Worried your dick isn't big enough? Worried your pussy isn't pretty enough? Not wet enough? Too wet? Are you nervous because everyone else seems to be amazing at deep-throating and you might gag? Haven't been with someone that isn't a different gender to you, but you feel bi/pan? Worried you can't fuck someone again immediately after cumming?

Don't stress yourself. All these feelings are normal. In fact, they're typical. I'd say these anxieties are more common than they are rare.

A lot of people talk in such a way (especially on Tumblr) where they're not clear that they're talking about their fantasies, rather than real and lived experiences.

They're not showing off to you. You're not bad at sex because you feel worried about things or haven't had the courage to try them or suggest them. They're just saying "I like the idea of this thing".

I've had a lot of experience. I've been in long term relationships. I've been promiscuous. Largely speaking, I'm very confident about my sexuality and my sexual prowess. However, the anxieties we have about sex are always there - I've just learned to manage them a little better.

The pressure to perform is a lot. The pressure to know everything and be up for everything is real. A lot of sexual fantasies don't translate into real life at all, but it's fun to fuck around and try. A two second gif of someone getting railed isn't someone getting railed for 3 hours - their hips and knees would give out first - it's all smoke and mirrors.

A three second quickie where you both laugh at the end is always better than some overly dramatic roleplay, trust me.

Just remember that everyone is in the same situation, it's just not very cool to say it out loud. I'm saying it out loud because I don't care if someone thinks I'm uncool because of it.

You're more beautiful than you think. You're better at sex than you think. You're allowed to learn on the job too.

You're doing great, honestly.

There’s that little twinge again...

You’ve tried to fight it, but it just returns even stronger. You know that tiny itch in the back of your mind…. That pulls your attention between your legs. It needs your attention, Again. Just don’t think about it. Don’t touch yourself. Again. Don’t think about rubbing and feeling that tingle in just the way that you know makes you sink deeper now.

Be a good girl

Mind: BLANK

Emotions: OFF

Resistance: GONE

Tits: OUT

Pussy: WET

::toy ready for programming::