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Reading your blog has me so horny. I just want to edge and drip while reading your posts and never ever cum

aww 💕 you should know, tho...

it'll make you worse. those kinks you already have? get ready for them to go up to 11. those kinks you don't think you have? get ready to get them.

it'll make you needy. other people's attention will be like a drug. you'll be dying for their approval.

it'll make you dumb. you will have the kind of empty mind a Buddhist initiate dreams of.

you will lose time. one edge turns into ten turns into twenty... hours go by with your hand between your legs and you won't even notice.

most of all... you'll give up. on what, exactly, is impossible to say. maybe you'll give up on ever getting permission. maybe you'll give up your rights to cum whenever you want. or you'll give up on anything ever feeling as good as denial. or you'll give up the idea of being human entirely and become a pet thing mostly made of need. regardless, you will give up. you will give in. in so many ways.

enjoy 💕

What leads you to  think about touching & edging yourself.   Don’t  imagine you edging  for me.  Do you deserve to  edge for me  now.   Are you my good girl.   Do you deserve permission to  touch yourself  now.  Try not to think about that tingly feeling when you  touch yourself.   Don’t worry about where that warm feeling begins deep inside you.  Try not to  think about it.   Don’t  close your eyes and  imagine it now.   Resist the urges you have to  start edging.    You’re a good girl.   Aren’t you.  The harder you try to resist the more you  want to  touch yourself.    The more you try not to  think about edging  the more you want to  touch & edge  like a submissive good girl.

#cnc #tease #goodgirl

Risk of Ruin

I want a dumb cunt with everything. Life, family, job, all of it. The cunt that knows something is missing. That can’t ever cum the way she truly craves.

The one with those depraved, humiliating thoughts in the back of her mind. You know the ones. The only ones that get you close to that mind blowing orgasm you crave.

Those exposure risk thoughts. Of having a man get a hold of your TimeBomb, or playing the dice game with some strange man.. Waking up each morning knowing you willingly gave up control of your reputation to someone  who only wants to find out how depraved you will get to keep it all from going public.

If that is you cunt, simply let me know.

Pretty sure i accidentally conditioned myself to get horny as soon as i go to type in my password for this forsaken app lmao

Don’t tell anyone.. This post may lead you to  be submissive.

You probably shouldn’t read this if you  give in  easily or don’t wish to  be submissive.

There, you’ve been warned. Reading this  may cause you to end up as my good little sub.

But lets be honest here, that is what you want now don’t you? If that is what  you truly want  you may keep reading..  Good girl. You like it don’t you. Did it feel good? or did it almost feel like a soothing voice whispering it in your ear while an idle finger deftly touches you in just that way you know delights. You don’t   want more  of it do you, but you are already looking for it, here let me give it to you..

Good girl.  You see love, it’s as if I know exactly what makes you tick, as if I know exactly what brings you here. This voice   inside you is unmistakable.

Perhaps you’re here to look for someone who will use you, make   you submit,   maybe you’re here to  read all these posts  and let your fantasies run wild or maybe you just find yourself lurking down this rabbit hole regularly as you   touch yourself   in bed, let me be that fantasy now. Let me guide your hand.  Good girl. That feels so good doesn’t it? Let go, give in to your fantasy as you lose yourself in the power of my words, enjoy it when you  feel helpless.  Feel how good it is inside to just  do as you’re told, chase those wonderful two words which have kept you going. You want it don’t you, you can see it coming up, careful now, don’t you rush. I want you to feel each word that leads up to it and the ecstasy that you know those words will bring you.

You may notice

You're here again. Is that worry you feel tingling deep inside? Or is it that you feel excitement now.

It seems as though you fantasize about it more. The more you think about it now the more you realize you touch yourself more. Like, a lot more. You better stop no? can you stop? Oh . You can't. You're addicted to the feeling you get now, the rush, the tingling feeling that maybe you shouldn't be enjoying this so damn much.

I invite you to notice it starting to seep into your daily life. How many times have you considered skipping your responsibilities to touch yourself? To let yourself be even more addicted to your fantasies? To go deeper and deeper?

A gentle, kind sex scene doesn't do it for you anymore. Hell, most vanilla porn is looking so... dull to you. No, you need a little darker stuff. Stronger stuff. You need the degradation, the feeling of breaking your own values and mind. Deeper and deeper you go...

Where will it end? Do you want it to end? It feels so good. You’re a good girl, right? You don’t want to touch yourself so much. You know the more you resist the urge the deeper your desire burns inside you. How long will you last before you need to let yourself rub/touch? How long until you decide your purpose is to obey? How long until you fall to your knees and touch yourself now?

Oh. You are actually enjoying the prospect, aren't you? You want to fall. Deeper and deeper. Kinkier and kinkier. More and more broken and perverted.

I won't stop you. I want you to fulfill your desire.. your purpose.. what’s already in your heart.

Inspired by @theprettynosferatu

Control

- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.

- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.

- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.

Never give up

You never  give up resisting.  Don’t  let my words stay  deep in your mind.  Just because I find your struggle so cute should have no bearing on your desire to not  touch yourself.   You’re trying to be good and avoid the desire to  touch yourself now  even though it is tempting, but you  keep reading my notes  like you are addicted   and you know you won’t be able to resist no matter how hard you try to be a good girl.   

Good girls denied do the cutest most degrading things.