I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.
I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.
That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.
Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.
Thank you man at McDonalds.
The milkshake saved my life
Maybe reading Finnegans Wake and Essayism has become my early September, end-of-summer tradition. Maybe I’m just going in small circles that aren’t widening.
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this is really just my favorite tiktok
Virginia Woolf - "The Waves" / Studio Ghibli - "Howl's moving Castle" / William Shakespeare - "Romeo and Juliet" / Kinuko Y. Craft - "Eros and Psyche" / Florence + The Machine - "Queen of Peace" / Ezio Anichini - "Illustrations from Dante's Divine Comedy" / Dante Alghieri - "The Divine Comedy - Paradiso" / Florence Welch from the High as Hope tour
i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point
Stressed
Screaming
Gay
In love with a girl
Eating goldfish crackers
Panicking about finals
(Finals are next week… it’s my first time having finals and I’m already stressed…)
so i have roughly 300 harry potter fics bookmarked on ao3. do y’all want recs??
Yet another freaky nanago experience
Inspired by this vv
I wasn’t prepared
As mentioned on my meal plan post, recipe finding can take up a lot of time so I’ve grouped up some yummy lunch ideas for you!! /ᐠ.ᆽ.ᐟ \
Pasta/Noodles:
cheese tomato alfredo bake
beef broth udon
teriyaki chicken with zucchini noodles
baked ziti
creamy spinach alfredo pasta
mac & cheese
lemon basil pasta
mushroom + soba noodles
lemon garlic shrimp pasta
4 ways to make penne
Rice:
chicken / spam sushi
bacon egg fried rice
pineapple fried rice
sriracha mayo chicken rice balls
Others:
tortilla wrap ‘sushi’ roll
cucumber ham rollups
spinach + feta cheese savoury muffins
cheddar corn fritters
cheesy potato bacon bake
chicken mozzarella sticks
shrimp avocado plantain cups
zucchini tots
Vegan:
Liv’s Healthy Life - 1 / 2 / 3
sweet potato brownies
thai basil noodles
fried brown rice + bell peppers & red beans
roasted pepper oregano pasta
brown rice pasta + sweet potato sauce w/ basil
brown rice + mushroom & kale
broke: hal jordan knows how to tie a tie
woke: the ring knows how to tie a tie, and hal is just as clueless as everyone else