I Was Down In The Dumps With Writer Block, But Gang Inspired Me Today So I’m Pushing Through. The Fic

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Guys I just saw peak WHERES THE CROWD????

So who do YOU think did it 🤨⁉️

me when… me when… billford fankids…

Sigh, any readers who came from my fic, I’m sorry because I lowkey lied in a tag… i’m gonna have to change it

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More Amnesia Bill AU

Amnesia Bill! I think it is a really bittersweet idea. I imagine they were going to do their ritual thing to get rid of him but after the ritual fails they opp on trying to kill him. Fortunately, no one can really bring themselves to kill him, since he’s so lost and confused about everything. Genieuly helpless and everyone just takes pity.

I said in my last post he would remember some things via dreams and shit, but I think the only thing he would remember in the start would be his parents. Can you imagine Ford mentally preparing himself to kill Bill, just to hear him talk about his parents so suddenly? I don’t think he would say a lot, but just like, “I was close with my mom. I don’t know where she is,” or something like that.

More about the whole regaining memories bit by bit, I swear up and down he would have a meltdown in the middle of the night because he regained the memory that HE DESTROYED HIS DIMENSION. Even though he keeps getting told it’s just a nightmare, it definitely wasn’t just a nightmare, he’s reliving the worst of the worst every night.

Slow a burn story. I fw the whole enemies to lovers but in this case, it’s a one-sided enemies shit. Ford (and everyone else as mentioned in the last post) hates Bill—Ford shows it, whether subtly or outright, he leans more into the subtleness of it all. After a while, he does realize Bill is genuinely powerless and not faking shit. He would be more sympathetic, but he definitely will still harbor the animosity for a while; however, Bill definitely fell in love during the time Ford was more sympathetic to him.

The start between them is like, Bill wanted to be friends with Ford because he seemed to know him like the back of his hand. Bill doesn’t have romantic feelings for Ford in the start, rather just this kind of desperation to cling to anything or anyone that can help him remember something, anything. Ford definitely didn’t like him, and any time Bill tried interacting with him, he either ignored him or walked away. Avoidance is key, but he can’t avoid the man forever. Eventually, they start to talk—more like Bill does the talking—Ford becomes a lot more invested whenever Bill talks about his memories. There were definitely times he got a bit worried Bill would remember their time together.

Bill's continuous nightmares would get so bad, Ford decided to stay with him for a night.

Last post, I said Mabel would be the only one to believe Bill, loosely. She shows her sympathy to him early on, but she’s still super weary of him. he helped him settle in a bit and when he needed to cry and tell someone about a new memory he regained, he’d always tell Mabel. Like his parents. A small conversation like this perchance?

“I wanted to show them the stars, that’s all I wanted. No one knew what I was talking about then. I wonder if they can see the stars now.”

“I’m sure they can now—hey, maybe they see you right now? I bet your parents would be happy to see where you are right now.”

“You reallY think they can see me?”

“Oh definitely. With your looks and personality, how can they miss you?”

While everyone is weary of Bill and lowkey trying to get rid of him, Bill is enjoying his time bonding with Mabel, even if she sometimes slips up and shows her suspicions towards him.

Bill's relationship with Stanley and Dipper is really rough. Like, genuinely, they don’t hide the fact they don’t like him, especially Dipper. Bill could be sweeping and then Dipper is in the back praying for his downfall. Dipper definitely shuns him and on some bad days, he does lash out at Bill. I don’t think their relationship would get super better over time, rather, I think it would become something like tolerance. As much as Dipper hates him, he doesn’t really have much of a say in what happens. He doesn’t show his hate toward him too much, occasionally they can have a decent conversation, but when push comes to shove, Dipper will definitely lash out at Bill again.

The same can be said about Stan, though I do think he would somewhat come around to like Bill. Not by much, just a bit. Just like Dipper, he would lash out, but he took a more teasing approach towards Bill, knowing it would definitely annoy the demon. Even if it went over Bill’s head, he definitely sensed him getting really agitated about it. He messes with Bill more so, his way of letting out his hate for him. Bill can tell Stan doesn’t like him, but he rather have to deal with stan’s antics than to be ignored all the time.

That's all for tonight gang BYEE

I still have pretty awful artblock rn, I think I’m going to spend my time drawing my Bill in different clothes until I heal 💀

Of course I'm gonna redraw this historical moment, and Ford was there too!

God damn am i checking all my task off today 😭

Anyways !!! As I prepare the upcoming A Human Condition poster duology, I had to make face reference sheets for Bill because holy artwork, does these poster require some intricate choices, and oh my gosh, I gave him such a cunty face card 😭

Honestly, I can’t tell which face I like more 😭 I wanna lean more towards Billy because I swear I captured the look of hope so well, but then Bill is there and god damn do I love how threatening he looks (not sure if you can see the faint red in his iris LOL) Default is actually a little silly to me, I didn’t mean to give an arch brow, but now I can see this guy holding an arch brow as default 💀

Go check out A Human Condition genuinely such a amazingly written story 🙏

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Look what i cooked up for the upcoming chapter chat 🗿

Pretty sure they were considering Bill to be more like Discord, just a nuisance and not the big bad villian. Honestly, what i would givs to see that 😭

After sock opera he just shows up more and more, and he just keeps messing with Dipper and Mabel going, “yeah, i know who the author is, am i going to tell you? Nope!” which brings to us to the next

The whole portal and Ford 🗿 Bill had Ford build the portal for their dimension to cross and we know that in canon, Ford and Bill were fighting and he was about to kill him until the portal opened—so what would it have been like in this AU?

I think it be more or less the same, but in the sense that Bill had Ford build the portal for shits and giggles. In this AU, you could say Bill dimension isn’t in danger at all, or maybe they are he just isn’t that worried since doomsday for them is not coming anytime soon lol. Regardless, Ford and Fiddleford made the portal, and Fiddleford went through and saw what he say (Bill having his little feast 💀) So on and so forth

Ford here is thinking Bill is an absolutely dangerous being, getting ready to kill him, meanwhile Bill is genuinely wondering wtf he’s gonna do when that portal opens. Ultimately, Ford and Bill would go through together somehow (likely by accident) and it’s actual chaos

“Pinetree! Shooting Star! Good to see you two again! How was breakfast this morning—” this man is then jumped by Ford 😭

Bill in their dimension now and he has no idea what the flip to do, other than be a nuisance and mess with everybody 💀 but, he would get homesick perchance and start begging Ford to open the portal so he can return to his home, but the answer would be a big no since Ford is worried about the consequences that will occur.

Coining this au as the Misplaced AU, because Bill is misplaced in their home 🙏 i will be making art of this trust

So we all read that one line from a human condition right 🗿 the hand line