reminder u don't need an excuse or explanation to ship nasty ships!! ^_^ trauma / coping or not, its always ok because it's fiction and you owe noone anything!
help i opened discord and received a message yesterday sent from someone i've been friends with for some years randomly saying "hi it's been good now get your ass away from me π" like huh??? wuh???
i might be confused. probably they found out i'm pro-ship or something but i'm genuinely still confused... what did i even do bruh π
(edited the text a little because the way i worded made it sound like they sent the message years ago and i just saw now but no it was from yesterday)
Alessi x Mariah moodboard - for β‘οΈπΌanon
-> with younger woman crushing on older man and seduction
f/o list + tags
all tags with start with a "π²π’" symbol. i like musical notes, also this one looks a lot like a heart.
CW for themes such as age gap; shotacon, yandere and abusive relationships.
β Toshikazu Hazamada (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ Rotten Boy, Grotesque Romance (strictly non-sharing)
β Noriaki Kakyoin (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (non-sharing)
β Yukako Yamagishi (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ It's Tangling up my Heart (selective)
β Ken Oyanagi (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (sharing, maybe?)
β Alessi (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ Leave me in the Dark (sharing)
β Nnoitora Gilga (Bleach) κ¨ My Sacred Moon (non-sharing)
β Rukia Kuchiki (Bleach) κ¨ A Sweet yet Cold Rabbit (sharing)
β Sakuya Izayoi (Touhou Project) κ¨ Bloody Devotion (sharing)
β Okuyasu Nijimura (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (sharing)
β Kyoka Izumi (JJBA / Thus Spoke Kishibe Rohan) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (sharing)
β Oingo (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ I Would Change for You (selective)
β Boingo (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ Our Future Together (selective)
β Illuso (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (non-sharing)
β Mariah (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) κ¨ Magnet (non-sharing)
β Orihime Inoue (Bleach) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (sharing)
β Nelliel Tu Odelshwanck (Bleach) κ¨ NO TAG YET. (sharing)
β Yuyuko Saigyouji (Touhou Project) κ¨ Butterfly on Your Right Shoulder (selective)
guys i've been thinking
what if i make a blog about hot older men. dilfs. maybe milfs too (despite not being quite a fan...). hot older characters in general, no need to be necessarily a mom or a dad. i was pretty torn between a confessions blog or a daily blog. but in my mind, daily blog won. so i'm doing one.
do any of you all have an interesting suggestion for a handle? i'm thinking of something like daily-oldies but it just sounds so, so much like a goofy handle!!
also, which tags would i use? because for example, shota blogs often use the #sh0ta tag, lolis use the #l0li tag, incest use the #shipcest tag. what about this one?
i don't think i have the energy to deal with a daily AND a confession blog at the same time. if someone liked the idea of a milf/dilf confession blog, feel free to create one, i would happily send asks.
look at him
i have ordered my Toshikazu Hazamada figure yesterday, i can't wait... β‘
it was fairly cheap, since i bought it from a Japanese site, like... just 825 yen. which would be like R$ 34,00. fair, it's a good price to say the least.
although it's not too big of a figure β it's very tiny actually, since from that Character Heroes series, which is like, chibi versions of JJBA characters. so they're going to be like, golfball sized, i think.
but it's still considerably cheap in my opinion? i expected it to be more expensive, ESPECIALLY with how devalued the money here in Brazil is compared to other types of money like yen or dollar.
in the end, Hazamada is coming to me,,, he'll be right next to my wooden mannequin (it's Surface come on).
*pops confetti*
β β₯ Today's hot old man of the day is Lieutenant Surge from PokΓ©mon series!
Requested by anonymous.
π§ β Pick some songs that remind you of your F/O and let them pick some that remind them of you!
For Haza!
hello, anon. thank you for the ask~
(i think i'm going to use my s/i, Yukari Shakuyaku, for this one π)
"Ah, well..." Shakuyaku looks down, fiddling with her hogh school uniform. "Toshikazu-kun reminds me a lot of Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance and maybe... Absolute Territory... it reminds me so much of him...!"
as for Hazamada...
"Ehh... songs that remind me of Yukarin? Hm... I think Toeto fits a LOT with her. It's just like her personality, so shy and closed-off... that what makes her hot, though. Egh... and I think Pray too..." Hazamada shrugs, with a slight blush on his face.
I'm not the type to reblog these but please share as much as you're able to!
Before I take my hiatus if you are on bluesky , I posted a thread of information about the horrible actions I've been facing from voice actor Austin Lee Matthews, voice of Fire Spirit Cookie, and their partner.
if you cannot access the site, essentially, lunarwolly had intentionally AND ADMITTED to stealing my self insert, and then went to my arrested rapist, under the pretense of not believing what happened to me, having them draw it, with sprinklings of victim blaming and playing victim for MONTHS after. I've made posts about him, themoonbunni, in the past, but I'm further pushing this with the knowledge of his boyfriend voicing fire spirit cookie, and having personally worked to silence me.
trigger warnings for stalking, fake-claiming dissociation/ableism sexual assault, harassment, victim blaming, silencing, mocking, character and art theft, and self harm/relapse below
Lorelei, as shown by the thread, has had an uncomfortable attachment to my identity online and even spoken about me before I knew they existed, often disparaging me and harassing and stalking me. Even voicing things about my dissociation to an uncomfortable degree, trying to fake claim.
Trigger warning for sexual assault and rape, and victim blaming.
So we'll start off and show the context. As you can see in the thread, lunarwolly has done varying degrees of copying. For years. Even making my personas feminine of female.
He tried to throw a fit and say he did it first. I owned the hoodie irl. Thus why I used it.
Ok so copying.
Not that bad.
At first.
This was my sona for a good long ass time. The bunny hoodie I owned irl. He can't even use the excuse cuz it's on his throne to buy for him.
And the haircut was MY CUT.
HE WAS JUST ME.
So imagine my shock when this happens
Someone reached out and told me he stole Kirby and I was PISSED. CUZ ITS UGLY AS SHIT
He denied up and down for a long time it was very unintentional.
He planned to steal ALL of my characters.
This is public knowledge.
And I made it so before Austin said
What he did. Now we get to the real fucked shit.
This document is about my arrested and proven rapist. He was let out of jail on the excuse of mental illness.
There's even audio evidence of him threatening harm.
Why do I bring him up? β¦.wellβ¦ Lorelei has done this. Lorelei went to my rapist With the knowledge about what happened to me And had them draw the STOLEN COPY of my persona. Imagine how violating that felt.
His response when caught wasβ¦..
β¦not good. To say the least. Even downright victim blaming.
He was confronted by someone, and even tried to brush it off, who then came to me in their disgust.
I literally have a screenshot of him admitting he wanted that drawn, so he also lied about not wanting it to be.
"This person wasn't convicted" They were arrested. Sent to jail. Mugshot and all. Bailed out by their mother. How DIFFICULT is it to convict someone for rape? I was STILL RAPED.
I still have the trauma The seizures I had the bruises from it. This event, seeing the character that represented myself, drawn by my rapist, caused me to relapse.
I'm especially voicing this as someone who's a sexual assault survivor and this is during sexual assault survival awareness month. Because what has happened to me is downright horrible cruel, and unjust. Especially with the recent doxing threat that I've received.
I will absolutely not stand by and let someone voice in a game knowing that they are dating someone who went to my rapist, and they themself tried to silence me behind scenes in a very unprofessional and horrific manner.
This has evidence behind it that cannot be disputed with screenshots showing malicious intent from both angles.
Neither party has reached out to me to have a discussion about this, and I did offer
Austin had the ability to many months ago. I was blocked.
Now that I know that they are voicing in this game after what they've done to me, I will not sit silent.
ESPECIALLY during sexual assault awareness month, knowing that their partner actively went to my rapist after they were arrested and found guilty of what they had done to me. Simply because they don't like me.
I genuinely hate burdening the fandom with such horrible news, while everybody is galavanting and celebrating such a wonderful update that they're excited for. But this is injustice, cruel, and abusive. And I won't stand for it. I've never received an apology for how I've been treated and last night on my straw page I received a vague threat of legal action with gas lighting me telling me that I'm lying.
This implies that I am lying about my assault.
Because their partner went to my abuser.
I want you to let that sink in.
Fact that the release of this is even happening during this kind of month after this happened to me just feels like a slap in the face I do not forgive and I do not forget Especially after being recently threatened with doxing.
And all because I said the words I just want to be left alone
I don't want harassment
I don't want anything cruel to happen to the people involved
I just want to be heard
History with their partner
Austin's personal involvement in this, and why I'm voicing myself, as a victim of this harassment, and these actions were so severe, involving my rapist, that their partner they defend did, I did in fact self harm.
the date of the image that was posted by my rapist and self harm are the exact same for a reason
One final say before I go I want people to understand that I'm not just saying this because I'm upset. This isn't just me being mad. This is a deep form of trauma that I faced at the hands of their partner.
Had Austin not personally been involved, and had I not personally been given this recent doxing threat (which very clearly has intent against me involved with this person because they've always voiced I stole liking bunnies from him for some reason), I wouldn't be making this post.
I want you to put yourself in my shoes for one single moment.
I was brutally sexually assaulted by someone, held hostage in an apartment for one week by them, I had my agency and free will taken from me. The knowledge about what this person had done to me by the point that lunarwolly/bunni had gone to this individual with malicious intent by their own admission, was indeed public knowledge. VASTLY. Wolly already knew about it and was very much talkative about it on their page. They were constantly debating if it even happened to me.
I want you to imagine that the person that doesn't like you online for some very inexplicable reason that you cannot put your finger to, SINCE BEFORE YOU KNEW THEY EXISTED, went to the very person that brutally sexually assaulted you, beat you, starved you, and did very inhumane things against your will to you until they were arrested for what they were doing. Simply because they don't like you on the internet.
And then someone they knew in the industry used their power to try to silence you behind scenes. To tell people to not listen to you. Over PETTY AND VERY EASILY PROVABLY FALSE CLAIMS. I have proven time and time and time and time again that it has been the other way around. FOR YEARS.
The only reason these posts were being made, GENUINELY, was the biased against me because of wolly/bunni. I have dealt with this for Years, since 2021. And I will continue to voice myself until I'm actually heard.
And especially knowing someone in the industry use their power to try to silence me and is now in a video game that has brought me comfort. I won't sit by and be silent.
Austin needs to take accountability.
This is a continually traumatic situation for me. And until I get proper apology and accountability, I would like this to be heard.
If people could voice against a voice actor in genshin, people be able to voice against this one as well.
Invalidating sexual assault, Especially with self-admitted malice, is downright horrible. But using your power in the industry, in voice acting, ANY, to silence that victim? SHAME ON YOU.
That's my final words. If you have any questions you're free to DM me and I may get back to you, but it could take time.
I don't feel comfortable with fire spirit cookie. Not after this. Even knowing he voices in persona 3 has made it very difficult for me to want to play it.
If you have anything to tell me Austin you may message me personally. Because what happened, especially trying to brush it under the rug or act like it didn't, won't fucking fly w me.
sadly i'm not normal i'm a jjba fan π
are you so invested in a fandom that you have multiple self inserts or are you normal?
shoko/szayel | she/her | i like to draw and maybe writing too | brazilian | aroace | taken | biology student | yumejoshi | shota enjoyer | pro-ship π π | pro-fiction | main fandoms i'm in: jojo, bleach, pkmn, touhou | i would appreciate if antis don't interact | don't send me donation asks, pretty please.
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