Nice Invader Zim Art, It’s Really Neat. Is It Ok If You Can Draw Zim As An Irken Elite.

I don't know why it took me so long to realize this, but the "*ON" under Spiderman's name on Wade's free pass list, probably says "*ON THE CEILING."

I always thought Supernatural missed the opportunity for making a truly beautiful series ending by not ending everything at the end of Season 5. Dean is possessed by Michael, Sam possessed by Lucifer. Dean breaks out of the hold because he wants to protect Sam, but knows how he would always have to kill him. Dean breaks Sam out of the hold and Dean kills the both of them while holding onto his baby brother and telling him ever6is going to be okay. They save the day with brotherly love and Castiel goes on to spread the Winchester Gospel.

But after Season 5 continued I knew that it would be hard to find a good ending to the show. It's never easy and while I haven't really watched the show in like 3 years I wanted to tune into the last one because I had loved this show for so long.

It wasn't a perfect episode and the amount of Olaf gifs that popped up after Dean was impaled had me rolling.

I'm glad that Sam got to grow old and have a son and live an actual apple pie life. I wish that we had seen whether or not he ended up with Eileen,, because I'm pretty sure she's alive and it just seems like he forgot about her.

I'm glad Dean got to be happy in the end, dying a hunter with Sam nearby, and living in a Heaven with all his loved ones. Driving Baby for how ever long he wants. I wish we had a montage of Dean meeting with everyone in Heaven before setting out on his roadtrip (would have been wonderful just to see the spn family in that context).

As much as I want Dean and Cas to be together forever, I kind of like this ending that Cas gets to be a good angel under Jack. It's kind of beautiful that he went on a journey from this stoic soldier to experience humanity and the gift of falling in love. I do wish we could have seen a reunion between Dean and Cas in Heaven. It wouldn't have even had to be destiel related, but just a friend checking in on another friend now that he is finally at peace (though I wouldn't oppose to more).

I love that Sam and Dean are reunited at the end and I love that we are given this perfect world with which there are no limits to what we can imagine for these characters after death. We were given a blank slate essentially to work with and I for one love and appreciate the gesture.

There I things I wish I had seen in the canon context of the show, but I had fun on the journey nonetheless. Thanks Supernatural for the 15 years of your time and effort!

S10 Carry On

I will scream if S10′s recap has that scene from ep. 200 where the girl was reminding the boys of “Oh that’s John Winchester’s other son Adam.  He’s still stuck in the Cage in Hell.  With Lucifer.”  It would mean Adam might come back!! ... Possibly Lucifer too? :) Prooooobably won’t happen, but it would make me happy!

Challenged myself to only spend one afternoon on a colored animation+background✨🤡

Scene is from my Announcer fic, you can check it out if you‘re 18+ ;)

Cas and Sleeping With a Women

I personally think it's important for Cas to explore with this chick.  We know that he's mentioned that he is indifferent to sexual orientation as an angel, but now as a human I think that in order for him to develop as a character he does need to explore this sexuality in all manners.

One issue is if the writers had him sleep only with Dean then he would be perceived by a lot of the general audience as gay (which they already think of him as the "gay angel", but that's besides the point), but it's not true based off of what he has said about sexual orientation. He is indifferent to it and that needs to be reiterated especially to those who don't keep track of everything Cas says the way we do.    :)

Another issue is that Cas is newly human and he hasn't seen Dean while he's been completely human before.  To say that as soon as Cas sees Dean as human he wants to suddenly jump his bones is a little too much new info to dish out.  Has he shown interest in sex before?  Yes, but having a boner and kissing someone because you saw how it was done on TV is different than actually experiencing the act of sex for yourself actively participating in it.  

The writers have to introduce the idea of Cas as a new sexual being and then introduce the idea of him with Dean, which means that Cas and Dean aren't a thing in the first part of the equation.  They can't be for the story of them getting together to be worthy of their story up until now.  So for now we get part 1 where Cas finally has sex, explores that route.

Then he can make more connections based off of how he has felt.  Like "Oh...  this is how I felt when I did this with that girl... Oh.... I feel this way about Dean... Ooooooooooooh"  

Otherwise he'd be confused about what he is feeling.  Remember this is all new to him and what he feels for Dean he may not fully get the implications of unless he experiences something similar to someone else and can compare and contrast them.  

...... and to be frankly honest if he ended up sleeping with Dean first he would never get the chance to explore that other side to him (   =P  ), he would forever be curious as to what would that be like?  His curiosity could lead to infidelity and a road I know the fandom would throw a fit over.

Anyways, just my personal thoughts on the topic.  There's more to it, but that's just the basics as I have to go to work now.  Cas being with a girl first isn't going to be the end of Destiel, I promise.  But it could in fact even be a jump shoot to it :)  Stay positive everyone!

Something I made while dealing with my own stuff and hoping drawing this would pick me up somehow. Maybe it worked.

FT my cat. His name is Mischief

Okay, I know this is stupid, but now I want to know if Peter walks up to Wade dressed as Peter Parker and says "I'm fucking Spiderman" if it gets blocked out too? Or is that okay because Wade will just say "I fucking knew it!" and get all pissed off because he thinks Peter is FUCKING Spiderman?

....

... I now want Peter to befriend Wade as Peter Parker and just accept the strange fact that Wade is friends with Spiderman AND Peter, but Wade legitimately has no idea they're the same person and Pete just rolls with it like nbd, doesn't try to hide it or anything, and when Wade asks about their relationship Pete just explains his inner struggles on being Spiderman and Peter as fake relationship drama.

Like, Johnny Storm walks in on them playing video games as Wade and Peter and Wade makes a comment about Spiderman and Peter being boyfriends and Johnny just looks at Peter like "wtf?" and Pete's just going with it and describing relationship issues with himself that get Wade all worked up.

Season 9: Dean and Cas "What Ifs"

I'm new to tumblr (this is my very first post), so please be gentle on my musings!! :)  But I can't help but wonder...

Dean has always been obviously upset whenever Cas dies or disappears.  But Cas has never exactly stuck around for long periods of time, flying off to do whatever it is that Cas does when he's not with Dean.  He's constantly gone, going, leaving, even when Dean asks him to just "stay here and get better."  It's just what he does and he has had the ability to do it without anyone being able to really stop him and Dean has understood (for the most part) that this is who Cas is. 

So Dean has become accustomed to Cas going off on his own (even if he doesn't like it) and the idea that Cas might not come back one day (when you live the life of a hunter, it's kind of hard not to).  He's definitely upset when it happens, but I mean, every time Cas dies Dean isn't exactly expecting him to come back.  

But things have changed now at the end of Season 8, Cas is basically human.  He's not going to be able to flit about and leave whenever he wants.  Which in turn means that Dean is going to have Cas around A LOT more (hopefully).  

What does this mean exactly?

Well more time together can create more time for developing that delicious profound bond of theirs, but it also means that Dean is going to get USED to Cas being around.  It means that it's going to be harder for him to let go.  

Me and my awful mind then proceeded to go down thoughts like:

What if Cas gets his grace back and continues with his plan and now that Dean is so used to Cas being around, Dean can't let him go?  Would he voice it?  What would Cas' reaction be after spending so much time with the Winchesters?  Would he continue with the plan to lock himself in Heaven with all his siblings or would he ditch out after hearing that?

What if they create a plan to get Cas' grace back and they finally get the chance and Dean realizes that if Cas gets his grace back then he can leave and Dean throws them off the trail or screws it up so he can have Cas with him even if it's just for a little bit longer?  What would happen if Cas found out?  Would it be another epic show down?  Or would it turn into the biggest goopiest admittion of man feelings?  (As much as I love the man feelings ending I don't really like the idea of them doing things that would hurt each other any more :(  that would make me sad)

Gaaah!!  So many things could happen this upcoming season and I can't wait to see what he writers have in store! :)  

Dean and Cas Interactions S10

I personally think that the lack of Dean and Cas interactions or mentions in the second part of season 10 have more to do with the Mark of Cain rather than the actors and/or writers. They gave us a bunch of stuff in the beginning with Cas pining for Dean and the shout outs in the musical episode.  We have Dean even asking Cas to end him if he gets out of control and Cas just generally being worried about him.  And of course the Cas/Collette parallels.   Dean’s been a little off this season because of the Mark of Cain and having been a demon at the beginning of the season.  He’s struggling with it.  The worse he gets, the more he plays it off and tries to subtly distance himself from the people he cares about.   That’s why I feel there’s no “chemistry” or “eye-sex” going on between them.  Dean’s not doing well.  At all.  He has WAY more important things going on with him than whether or not he is in love with Cas or Cas is in love with him.   When he was feeling decent, we got some of that fluff.  But now that he is just going downhill, he can’t be bothered.  Personally I feel that if Dean wasn’t behaving this way towards everyone (not just Cas), I would be a little confused when shit hits the fan with him especially if he was showing that lovely chemistry and having a lot of moments with Cas up until that point.  That chemistry shows that Dean is feeling normal and okay.  The chemistry is muted when he’s not.  If Dean was acting normal, the characters and viewers would have no reason to suspect that he is handling this poorly and should the MoC flare up, it would seem forced.   Now, they’ve always got problems in their life, so why didn’t that prevent Dean from making goo-goo eyes at Cas during the Apocalypse?  Or when Sam was soulless?  Or when the leviathans were wreaking havoc?  Or when the angels fell?  Or when Sam was possessed by an angel?   The reason is because during all that time, Dean was sure of his personality.  He knew what he was and wasn’t.  He had control of himself.  Yeah, he might have had nightmares or be guilt tripping about his time in hell or sad about all the death that follows the Winchesters.  But he was still Dean.  And he was human. Now Dean is dealing with something out of his control, that is forcing him to be a certain way, it’s changing him.  He was a DEMON and he tried to KILL SAM.  The MoC is trying to make that happen again.  He doesn’t trust himself not to cause damage.  That’s why he asked Cas to kill him if it got to that point.  He’s trying to fight it, but he’s losing.  He is not doing well.   It’s because of that compromised state of mind that he’s in he isn’t being normal Dean and hence not creating a normal chemistry with Cas. That doesn’t mean that he doesn’t still care about Cas and Sam and Charlie.  It just means that right now, that’s not even a concern in his head.  He just doesn’t want to hurt anybody even if that means his death or him leaving forever.   That’s why I feel that there hasn’t been as much interaction between Cas and Dean in the second half of this season. After becoming human again, Dean felt reasonably well and we got some normal Dean that made everybody happy.  Then he’s just kind of faded away because he is basically relapsing.   This is just how I see it and why I personally am not discouraged.  Would it be nice to see all that Cas and Dean fluff?  Absolutely.  But when I see it, I want it to be believable and not stand out.  I want it to flow naturally and not be placed in there just for the sake of it.  Even if it means that there is a point in the story line where they don’t get to interact as much, like right now. The nice thing that the writers’ are doing for us right now is continuing to show that Cas cares about Dean.  That Dean is still always on his mind even if Dean can’t right now.  That’s the other reason I believe that they aren’t deviating from the Cas and Dean relationship.  (It’s also the reason I believe that Cas being canonically in love with Dean will be the first thing to come in their saga, but that’s a theory for another time) For now though, everything in the fandom is just speculation (including my own feelings and theories).   Season 10 finale is almost here so lets’ see what they give us!    :)

some more stuff I haven’t posted yet