He Just Wants To Be An Angel

here’s another fun fact: asexual does not mean nonsexual.

asexuals’ relationship with sex and sexual attraction tends to be….complicated. there’s a bit of an idea of like, oh of course, you’re either sex-favorable, sex-neutral, or sex-repulsed, but honestly i see a LOT of discussion about how wildly different those can each look for each individual. some people are comfortable with some acts in very specific contexts, and deeply upset by them in all others. some people find certain forms of nonsexual intimacy (like kissing) to still be off-limits, while something most people might consider more charged (like nudity) is totally fine. a lot of us just kind of have a long laundry list like “this is fine, this isn’t, that one’s okay, that one’s always off-limits….” because the big secret is that “sex” isn’t really any cohesive act as much as a lot of little things that people just threw together and called one thing.

as for attraction: some aces are actually attracted to other people once in a blue moon, and simply don’t want to clarify that every time. some aren’t entirely sure, but don’t want to spend their whole lives guessing. some ARE completely sure they never have and never will feel an attraction.

at the end of the day, much like any label, this single word really doesn’t tell you much of anything about what a person is actually like unless you bother to ask them what it means to them.

throwing some things together to post uwu

I Think Metatron Has Known Cas Loves Dean Since S8...

I'm convinced that Metatron knows that Cas is in love with Dean and I'm convinced that he's known it since S8.  I think Metatron was tailing Cas when Cas went to the gas station.  There's a reason for that scene and it's to show Metatron that Cas is pretty much willing to assault some poor defenseless human for pie to make Dean happy.   The moment that Cas shows this, Metatron conveniently appears.  Why?  Because he's found what he needs for his spell to work.  An angel who has enough power to do some dirty work to kill the nephilim, who is naive enough to believe him, and who is in love (possible specifically with a human).   And since Cas has always been a meddlesome angel who seems to crash everyone's plans he tells him to "find a wife, make babies" to try and keep him away from Dean, otherwise he'll get sucked right back in and Metatron wanted him out of the picture.   Plans had to be altered though when Cas completely ignored what he said in favor of helping Dean and the fallen angels (though he tried for a little while), re-entering the picture.  So, he made this elaborate plot to make the angels turn away from Cas and follow himself, but he is severely underestimating Team Free Will >:)  That's my theory, but who really knows?

Can I power couple ship Amara/Dick Roman??  I don’t know why this sounds amazing to me?

LMAO  I just realized in the new Spiderman/Deadpool issue, Wade literally made them drive in a heart shaped loop on their road trip at some point.  It’s in the center of his map XD  This series is a treasure in so many ways

Alt Zadr day 3: angst  wherin Zim causes himself irreparable PAK damage and leaves Dib all alone  @alt-zadr-b1tch3z

So there is like a lot of really fantastic spideypool fanfiction I’m soo happy.  I’ve been reading a lot and doodling what I like so here have a bit from one of mattfrack ’s works: Better Than Being Alone.  I could draw a few more from that scene.. I just love so much about it.  Wade is all talk but catch him off guard with an unexpected kiss and you’ve got a guaranteed nice moment of quiet… however brief it may be.

I Can't Get Enough of the Crypt Scene

I love the crypt scene for so many reasons.  My favorite line though is: "It's me."   The way he says it implies that he knows that he's special to Cas.  "Hey!  It's me!  The guy you're in love with you have a profound bond with!"  (Though with less enthusiasm and more angst than I wrote).  He's admitting that there's a connection between them there with those two words.   Then he cements it with the "We're family.  We need you.  I need you."  The "we're family" brings Cas into the personal rather than the practical.  He's family, not a tool.  "We need you" brings Sam into the equation.  Sam and Dean need Cas on a personal level.  Then "I need you" denotes Deans affection for Cas on a personal level.  This reiteration means that Deans affections for Cas are different than the ones that Sam has which is basically a confession that he returns Cas' feelings. But I always get hung up on the "It's me" because it shows that he's aware of how Cas views him :3   I hope we get a reversal this season!!!  It would be beautiful!! 

So that patch-up trope huh