AUDIOSLAVE
The past and the future don't exist. They literally don't exist.
What does exist is this thin sliver of a moment that we call now. Just now, wedged between a past and a future that aren't even real. I know this. I know this..
But tell me, why is the past so real in my dreams?
I woke up. Outside in the distance I heard roosters crowin̈g, and I remembered where I was. I felt my dreams vanishing into nowhere. Kind mercy.
Dim morning light gently poured in through the curtains casting gray shadows across our bed. I stretched out my legs and gave my entire body a deep stretch, squeezing out the last of the demons. I looked up at the clock. 5 am.
We sleep together on a huge bed. My wife and myself with our two young kids nestled in between us. Piled together. Filipino style.
I quietly made my way over to my wife's side of the bed and climbed in with her.
Early morning is our time.
Time is real. I know it is. But it plays with me.
Time is something that happens on the outside but on the inside. inside our minds, there is no time. On the inside there is only now.
Now, is eternity.
It's all we know.
Wedged in between a past and a future that aren't even real.
Calbayog City 2024
pencil drawing in my moleskine
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Malajoh bay, Samar, Philippines
I dreamed last night that the world had been taken over by blood thirsty aliens.
How silly of me.
Pencil drawing
Calbayog City 2024
My son drawing in his moleskine. 2024
I have two young kids and both of them love to draw.
That, my friends, gives me quite a tickle.
My son drives his teachers nuts. He never pays attention in class they tell me. He spends all his class time doodling like I'm supposed to get upset about that.
When he comes home his book bag is filled with drawings. He loves showing them to me.
My son's doodles 2024
As a responsible parent I suppose I should be concerned about this but... what can I say.
My daughter, on the other hand, is more of the studious type. She doesn't doodle during class. But at home, she loves to draw and paint.
My daughter drawing in her moleskin. 2024
She usually has a bit of Jackson Pollack style to her art, but this time she added an ice cream cone.
A girl and her moleskine
Life is amazing.
MY life is amazing.
I'm so blessed.
R.E.M. -Losing My Religion
I freaking love this song.
Life is bigger
pencil drawing
Calbayog City 2024
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A curious snail
watercolor on paper
black and white photo
Los Angeles 2018
It's easy, at least for me, to imagine that snails have characters.
Maybe it's those eyes, poking out on their stocks, looking....
I wonder, do snails dream?
And if so, of what do they dream?
Do snails dream of wet concrete and fresh clover?
Do juvenile snails have wet dreams?
I've never thought of that before but why not?
Little snail nuts messing up the grass where they sleep...
So cute.
watercolor
Los Angeles 2018
colored pencil, calbayog city, 2025
I really enjoyed making these drawings, and I think they're beautiful, but I'm feeling that urge to move on. Or maybe it's just that I want to do more but I'm not certain how.
Let me think.
In any case these were fun.
Budos Band - T.I.B.W.F
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pencil drawing on paper
Calbayog City 2023
The Philippines are lush with new life. I've never seen so many children in my life. It's so beautiful.
pencil drawing on paper
Calbayog City 2023
Infinite Ovum
black sharpie
Los Angeles 2013
Did you know that the ovum that went on to become you was quietly resting in your mother's overy when your mother was a fetus inside your grandmothers womb?
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We are all part of the fabric of space and time.
pen drawing on board
Rosemead 2011
colored pencil & pen, calbayog city, 2024
My 5 yo daughter asked for a drawing with pink in it so I drew this. She says she likes it.
My brother, on the other hand, said he liked it more when it was unfinished and still had some white areas.
Maybe..
Luckily I took an in progress photo.
Time for coffee.
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ballpoint pen
Calbayog City 2024
Our kitten invasion continues. There are three of them. All three grey and white and all three little bundes of kitten energy.
And cute.
I call this one Spider.
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We fall astray when we deny nature. 74. Living on a small island in the Philippines.
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