Why do I always start shows for their plot, maybe to get a laugh out, to pass time, just to meet their characters and fall in love and then suffer?
Because some person in the street would see them and see a drawing and that's it.
Why do I have to see some drawings and care? Why do I have to see a drawing and perceive it like something real with feelings? Why do I have to love them like we were friends, like family?
Why do I continue with this if it affects me so much?
The worst part is knowing that it will happen again.
Is it me or the loading pic color kinda ngro coded?
Ok, Idk if I'm going crazy or what.
I was listening to music on YouTube, one of those channels that put the lyrics of the songs in bubbly lettering and soft backgrounds.
Anyway, I'm doing my things and suddenly hear a line that reminds me of my most recent trauma, which is Nagi's death, ofc.
-On a second note, how did Reo manage to get divorced and widowed, all before being properly married, at 17? Dude is way ahead of his age-
Anyway, I was listening to a song and suddenly I'm like "oof, that sounded like it came straight out of some epinagi emotional moment" I look down to the screen...the background is purple.
I laugh to myself.
Next song rolls around (it's a random yt generated playlist, I didn'tpick it) it reminds me of Nagi's gay ass monologue, all the 'I need to be who Reo wants me to be bc he's so dazzling and I wanna stay by his side forever' and I'm like wow what a beautiful song. It's purple again.
Now I think I might be hallucinating and that, since I'm a nagireo obsessed stan, everything reminds me of them. Another song starts and I swear I'm not lying to you, every single line sounds like a fucking poem written by the Nagi himself as a confession to Reo before parting. I, sucker for tragic songs, (but not tragic endings) have never heard a more romantic and desperate song in my life. And I kid you not when I tell you that it was the very same violet shade you and I know. Like looking straight into Reo's eyes while hearing Seishiro pour his heart out.
I'm done, that's it. Is there not a single doomed soulmates song that's not purple coded? Is the algorithm doing this to me on purpose?
At this point I just hate them for loving eachother so much and not being able to say it properly, and thus making it everyone else's problem even mine.
The only thing keeping me from never reading blue lock again is thinking that Nagi will make a grand comeback and then smooch Reo out of his mind in front of a ton of people just like he's being humiliated in public now and only cares about his partner. For the time being, we'll miss you sleepyhead 🙏😔 Praying for your greatness.
For those who haven't gotten hold of bllk chap 300, let me sum it up for you:
"You don't need to say "I love you" to say "I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOVE YOU"
-Nagi Seishiro
FIN
I swear Bakugo "I thought I'd be on your heels for the rest of our lives" Kacchan and Nagi "to play soccer with you forever would be enough for me" Seishiro have me on the edge of the cliff.
If they're pushing me forward or holding me back it's still unknown.
Atp save yourselves the 8 years saving for a damned suit and whatever redemption arc Kaneshiro is putting Nagi through and ask them to marry you.
I'm officiating their wedding.
"Everything that came after I met you is the biggest treasure of my life"
Save something for your wedding vows.
If Reo became a hard-core Isagi hater in 2nd selection just bc Nagi wanted to learn something new imagine what's gonna happen now.
Bachira gonna have to sleep with an eye open from now on 💀
First Reo defending his title as the #1 Nagi glazer
Then Nagi confirming to be the biggest undercover simp ever
Goodbye Nagireo😔. You'll always be the most homosexual pair in "straight" anime to ever be created.
Just like the roman empire, they got divided and half fell through.
Now what's left standing has his heart broken.
Either I care an insane amount about something or I don't give a shit. Current obsession: nagireo
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