ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.
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(06/19/2024)
Divider by: @cafekitsune
btw with art when people say 'youve got to do it scared' 'youve got to draw bad' 'youre not gonna know how to do it until you do it' it sounds like bullshit but its true. 90% of art is just getting over the fear that it's not going to be good enough to deserve to be made in the first place. but you're here. you're alive and, with no need to justify that, you're going to make art. it's just part of being alive. you'll spend so long worrying you aren't doing it good enough that you'll look back and realized you didn't live a single day of it.
If we as a fandom are going to yap endlessly about Chuuya, can we at least acknowledge the fact that when this man uses corruption he moves around like a literal cryptid goblin thing?
Why he jump like that?
What are you, a skinwalker?
It’s worse in the manga y’all.
Yea no, this is spooky behavior.
This post made me realize that Fukuchi is the dad you go to when Fukuzawa says no.
So you’re telling me Fukuchi genuinely rolled up with a 6 year old military vet, a 13 year old thief, a blind criminal mastermind, and Tecchou, who is Tecchou, and just asked to have a super powered military unit? And they said yes???
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH IT IS BEYOND COMPREHENSION
augh i love the humanity themes w bsd but ive been thinking recently about yosano's ability and mori's exploitation of it in war as insight into fyodor because GOD. to take death away from humanity is to deprive them of the human right to die. the soldiers yosano was working with losing their minds, moving her place as angel from something like worship to this seething hatred. because by refusing them death, she has taken their very humanity from them
and with fyodor, who CANT die. who is killed and replaces his killer over and over and over for CENTURIES, his humanity is long gone. like almost everyone in bsd, hes searching for companionship - an equal. but he wont find one, because his humanity died a very very long time ago and he has abandoned any genuine path to get it back. like verlaine, he believes he can only find an equal in someone as inhuman as he is, but in both cases theyre Wrong about the person theyre seeking it from.
Imagine being Chuuya, and the last time you saw your partner/bestie/ex/rival, he was this scrawny lanky beanpole, all length and no width with gangly arms and legs.
And then the first time you see him after 4 entire years and the dude is hitting 6ft, is broad enough to nearly hide 2 of you if he just stood in front of you.
Truly a sight rivalling million dollar masterpiece.
This art is literally adorable we don’t see enough sleepy Chuuya in this world
sleepy heads ♡
Atsushi with more non-human features. Atsushi with reflective eyes that creep out (some of) the ADA. Atsushi with pupils that contract into slits like a cat's when the area is bright. Atsushi with small fangs, canines sharper than a normal persons. Atsushi with heightened senses, who picks up on small details that even Ranpo can't. Atsushi who has naturally more animalistic behaviors and movements. Atsushi who shows affection in strange ways, like headbutting or slow blinking. Atsushi who's ability is wholly a part of him, ingrained in his very being.
Reincarnation perhaps? :0
it is really this serious like
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they/them (I am a minor!!) Welcome to my personal blog where I mostly yap about BSD right now… I also like writing, world building, and media analysis tho!
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