i wanna decorate my wrists and forearms with beautiful scars, so everyone can see them and admire how pretty i look with them... but for some reason i live in a world where barely anyone views them like that?? weirdos
What life would you have? I mean, what kind of future do you want, the one where you actually live and are happy. What makes you happy? I'm kinda interested in what you'll say. I have no idea what you will say.
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im not really interested in a future where ill be "happy" or some dream come true of a reality. i dont want anything to do with life. i want. to die.
hii again 💌
hope ur doing a little better than yesterday ^^
- anon o(^o^)o
im so tired .......asdlspdkasfiwhfwaf ill idk prob die again then reappear some other time/day cuz im so idk so burnt out but not rlly just kinda dead n detached.
I feel like a dick saying this but do you even care I sent you an ask? Send you two yesterday and not one has showed up. I understand you might be busy so I'm sorry. Are you busy or just ignoring me? Sorry again. Do you even like me? Sorry for asking so many questions. You probably don't give a fuck about me.
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its ok i get it. not entirely cuz you can never truly 100% understand someones feelings. but enough to get the point. ure not mean or need to apologize for feeling and thinking this way. altho im not ignoring u or anything i just sometimes cant grasp the energy to even open tumblr... like i rlly appreciate all the asks uve sent including this one tbh!! :33
n ofc i like u (/p obv) n gaf!! otherwise i wouldve instantly blocked u like i always do to ppl ^_^