i’m so angry with myself for getting back into the 160s but i’m trying to stay grateful that the 160s are bad to me now if that makes sense? my highest weight being in the 240s made me feel so small before but now that it’s been my default/reset for so long it makes me feel like shit. i cannot be this flabby and disgusting for summer… but even then i have so much loose skin that i’m going to look disgusting regardless. i don’t know. i’m rambling at this point. okay bye
i am about to go to the liquor store for my cousin in exchange for laxatives. very happy and relieved in this moment
🕸️𓆩♡𓆪🕸️ 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 ! 🕸️𓆩♡𓆪🕸️
active may 2024 !!!
˚୨୧₊♱ lana, 22, she/they
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˚୨୧₊♱ seek help: 1-800-931-2237
𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 my name is lana, im 22 years old, and i use she/they pronouns :3
𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 i have had mia for 10+ years now. i was hospitalized in 2023 (partial and res) and am an ed tumblr vet. this most recent relapse has been my worst to date, so please be kind. lol
𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘 gothic/alternative fashion/music, kpop, sanrio, horror, studio ghibli, & anime !
𝖍𝖔𝖇𝖇𝖎𝖊𝖘 drawing/painting, dancing, singing, witchcraft, playing games (animal crossing, mario kart, & fortnite especially !)
˚୨୧₊♱ stats (lbs)
height: 5’3
sw: 240
cw: 152.2
lw: 150.6 (feb24)
gw1: 170 ♡
gw2: 160 ♡
gw3: 140
gw4: 120
gw5: 110
ugw: 88
monthly update tag: #lana’s monthly check ins 🃏
⋆ ˚。⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。⋆active may24she/they ~ mia, bipolar ~ 22yoplease dont report, just block⋆ ˚。⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。⋆
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