🐜: “lesbians Are Allowed To Be Attracted To Fictional Men!! Fiction Isn’t Real Life And Doesn’t

Cw: talk of trauma + trauma dysphoria + kinda long lol

I did not feel comfortable reblogging this person at all.

- Melody[host]

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[This is more tri-harmed thing at first but I do bring up, full trans-harmed things like no trauma at all.

Also these feelings I'm talking about is for me and not for everyone]

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I actually want to feel this /srs /gen

I'm already traumatized but it isn't enough? People always and will forever undermine my [cis]trauma, and my [cis]trauma is already unseen or not as important and I've internalized this for so long that words of reassurment doesn't help.

My dysphoria gets to me so bad and if this is the only way to be valid is to live ashamed, uncomfortable, emotionally unstable and with nightmares I would do it, no questions asked, the only way I can be valid if I go through my trans-trauma.

But also identifying as my trans-trauma is kinda euphoric because if not all then most trans things are valid.

Also, not all people's trauma responses is like this, that's stereotypical responses[not saying if you have stereotypical responses you're invalid, you are completely valid <3], there a different responses to trauma.

Also I would feel special if I did go through my trans-trauma.

And then people with absolute NO trauma, maybe not all but I know some of them just want trauma because it's the only way for them to be seen or heard because people make trauma a competition and badges.

So if you actually feel that strongly about this, then let's go to the root issue and stop the glamorization of trauma, stop saying one trauma is worse then the other, stop making people feel special for their trauma, stop blaming people for feeling like they need more trauma as a result of trauma and then already invalid feeling people seeing other people get seen and heard while their unseen especially if they dont have a 'normal/big trauma/'everyone has it''/mainstream trauma, make ALL trauma seen, stop it all <3

But you won't. and you'll continue blaming it on rq's and transx's even though most of the time their trying to cope from society's doings.

And since you and most people won't try to stop or spread awareness to the main root of this all + it's already too far in how society and people see trauma/not normalized/not seen trauma for it to be reversed, transharmed people will always and will continue to use these labels to cope, for fun, and ect.

And you'll continue blaming them when it's not their faults.

[Also reminder not all transharmed's feel this wayz this is just my take on it]

- Melody [host]

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[Off topic/short talk about my tri-harmed-ness]

Also I might just refer all my cis-harmed ids as trans-harmed ids, idk why but it makes me feel better, when I don't refer it as my cis-trauma, makes me feel normal or something, like I said before I have contradictory feeling and in contradictory to myself lol (-ω-｡).

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Yayyy !! I'm so happy for youuu, Idk you but I'm happy for you !! ((o(^∇^)o))

Oh my god Charlie (penguinz0) read our superchats <3 I’m so happy I love him smmmmmm

"we shouldn't normalize writing about rape, age gap, or other illegal things!"

Then we should normalize not writing stuff about murder, child abuse, etc.

"that's different-"

No it's not! murder is illegal, so is stuff like child abuse, so we shouldn't talk about it and put it in any type of Media.

"I'm just saying that because that type of media could make people think that stuff is okay irl!"

Then ban all horror movies. I mean really don't want people going on murder springs, do we?

"but-"

We should also get rid of violent video games. Because we don't want real people to get violent. Right?

"..."

Do you hear yourself buddy? If people like watching horror movies that doesn't make them support murder, That's the same if people like reading about rape does it mean that they support actual rape.

I'm out this bitch ✌🏾 (I'm also tired as shit! So excuse my wording..)

Thank you but can I have coffee instead? I ate too much pasta when I was younger so now I physically can't eat it (^-^;

all proshippers deserve a nice big bowl of pasta

reasons to write fanfiction (I'll start):

share a cool scene that popped into your head

evoke a particular emotion the canon makes you feel

song made you think of a character or idea from canon

make people feel the same way about a character you do

make dolls kiss for fun

explore ideas the canon hints at but doesn't do anything with

traumatize characters and make them suffer

coddle characters and let them rest

had an insane idea for a crack ship and now everyone needs to know

the author of the canon was wrong and must be fixed

use familiar characters to explore your own ideas and plotlines

canon is too short and you need to wallow in the universe of the story

Know what! Shout-out to age regressors who's regression IS somehow sexual in nature. You aren't any less valid

And no, the reason doesn't matter!

Having a following of antis on tik tok but being a proshipper and shotacon on tumblr is wild

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UHHH, I JUST FINISHED ARCANE AND WHAT THE FUCK???

Mini spoiler below

At least Sevika and vi is alive <3 😔

Guys I found out a new term 'p/o' and it means 'parasocial / other' and now I'm happy d(^-^)b

Cause Jeffrey Dean Morgan is my p/o :*(〃∇〃人)*:

/srs