Autism Blast

the two genders

also posting this here before the year ends..~

Why did this dumb ass photo make me giggle 😭

LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GOOOO

ah yes, the 3 genders: boy, girl, and open grave

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

Lucfier redesign cus I have so many ideas bouncing in my head about him

He's beautiful but unsettling

And a bit of a egomaniac lmao

Really happy how these came out

Even though vox isn't finished lmao

my legacy will become yours.

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