"i Cant Go Back To Being A Bud Again."

milgram is making me go insane i swear

Tried to make the trans flag out of project sekai cards

(keyword: tried )

•Normalize Fanart for Fanfics Again You Fools•

It's not cringe anymore (it SHOULDN'T be cringe anymore), just do it. You're doing something you enjoy, who cares what anybody else says! So spread the words my fellow internet brethren.

Spread the Word :)

The trilogy continues...

In the new evillious banner I woke up at seven in the morning only to get Gallerian ALONE with NO RILLIANE and NO ALLEN!!!

This banner will never have a rerun and I have no crystals left, how do I get my little blond twins that will sacrifice themselves for eachother like THIS????

I guess this is what I get for having very good luck on other banners :(

Venti and Diona's interaction in the alchemy event is so special to me... because Diona is someone who really hasn't had any reliable parental figures in her life at all. Her father is a drunkard who barely has any time for her. She got her vision because she walked into the pouring rain as a child, all alone, terrified, to look for her drunk father in a forest full of animals and monsters and bring him home. Her father takes better care of Razor than her. She was so lonely she talked to a spring in the hopes that the rumours were true and there really was a fairy inside, listening. And then the voices that used to answer stopped, too. Leaving her with nothing but a curse- any drink she mixed would be divine. She's only twelve at most and she works in a bar. Her employer exploits her skills for profit. There's advertisements around Mondstadt advertising Diona's drinks specifically. Everyone loves them. Diona hates them. Everyone tells her how lovely her drinks are. Diona herself, despite despising alcohol, is proud of her skills. That's so fucked up. That's all so fucked up.

There's so many jokes about "haha child wants to destroy the wine industry but works in a bar" and while I can see why people find it funny they're honestly...so tasteless. Diona is a child who villainizes alcohol because she can't bear the thought of her father being at fault for his actions because she loves him so much. That he could drink less and he could spend more time with her and he could help her with her emotions but never does. That he could spend time with her and immerse himself in her interests but he never does. That he's willing to do all this for other people instead, but not her. That he chooses to do these things for other people, but he almost never chooses to do them for her.

But Venti does. Venti chooses to do all these things with Diona. He calls all residents of Mond his children and that's Diona too. He takes the time to search Dragonspine for an ingredient she might like, he chats with her and accompanies her to the location of the alchemy event, he presumably spends hours with her as she searches for ingredients and mixes her drink, keeping her company and making sure she's safe.

He doesn't have to do this. He doesn't have to patiently endear himself to her because he knows she hates people who drink, he doesn't have to bother going all the way to Dragonspine to find her something unique because he knows she's proud of her creations, he doesn't have to spend hours in the company of a lonely child who he has nothing in common with-but he does.

So many people would think he's doing it for the drink, but they all lack reading comprehension skills because I said so. Diona wants to create a drink which keeps people sober. Venti isn't going to get drunk and he's not doing it for the drink. It isn't pity either, it's affection- he loves his child and he wants to spend time with her and make sure she's safe. That's all. They're so special to me <3

Oh and another thing that I forgot to add- the Spring Fairy Diona talked to, Callirhoe, only found the spring in Springvale thanks to "a gentle breeze guiding her." The person who listened to the cries and rants of a lonely child was also coincidentally someone guided there by Venti. Still girlie why that specific blessing 😔

cute 🫵 stunning 🫵 brilliant 🫵 kind 🫵 gorgeous 🫵 lovely 🫵 incredible 🫵 immaculate 🫵 witty 🫵 dehydrated 🫵 malnourished 🫵 loved 🫵

you get my pain w the sinners banner. I, too, got the stupid judge instead of my girlies and allen

There is nothing left to do now than be jokingly or seriously angry at this gallery

In all seriousness, I hope we could've had a chance to also get the rest of the gang :,)

(or wish for a rerun banner that won't happen)

Digital drawing of Mizuki that took WAY longer than I expected..

I really like them though :>

Vbs a Christmas Carol, for reasons I can no longer explain

after all this time i think i've finally understood mizuki completely. it's not just that she worried her friends would leave her if they knew her secret. she thought it would be best for them to leave, that she, as her true self, didn't deserve to have friends.

that's why even keeping the secret was so painful for her, why she saw it as inherently deceptive. that's why she created that forced distance, not just to protect herself but also to punish herself. if her worst fear was the heartbreak of losing friendships, she wouldn't have run away from someone who clearly wanted her to stay.

that's why she considered it an indulgence to want to see the cherry blossoms with n25 again. that's why ena's promise to wait forever made her feel guilty rather than hopeful. because in her eyes, ena wasn't talking to the real mizuki.

but now, she knows the secret. now, mizuki can finally trust ena. she breaks down in front of her, making herself vulnerable and for once not running away. now, ena can finally understand mizuki. she was able to find the right words to say because she never stopped searching for her, and it finally paid off.

there's no such thing as deserving or not deserving to be friends