Pulchra-potens - Demum

"is this too cliche?" who cares? bro, write what you have fun writing. stuff your manuscript full of your favourite tropes. the same themes you love. all inspired by things you grew up with. do it all. go off. load. it. up. be freeeee

It's unfair that she is suffering

and i am taken care of.

I haven’t told anyone. But I am really tired. I am lonely and really exhausted. I don't have bad days or good days anymore. They all just feel the same. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I imagine these black clouds so huge, they would swallow me. Some other times, it feels as though my skin is infected with millions of parasites. I am scared. I can’t talk. I can’t talk.

All At Once

Today I felt unsafe I felt the panic I felt the loss of control I felt the rage I felt the sadness I felt everything all at once

Watch my mood change as quick as a roller coasters loops Like trying to figure out what that one switch does but never getting a kind of answer I'll love you for a moment, but then I'll be filled with hate Watch me rage and smile as i break my knuckles on the drywall You pushed me and I broke the window There was glass shards in my skin for months after

Today I felt unheard I felt confused I felt the regret I felt paranoid I felt the anxiety I felt the depression I felt everything all at once

My face can't decide on a frown or smile so I'll just fight to not show a single emotion because if I let even the smallest bit I'm overwhelmed and I'll just break I spend so much looking at nothing that maybe I should just move on into the void I'm supposed to be screaming at

love that random extreme urge to block everyone and disappear

You know what? You deserve some love. Like, lots of it. Soooo here you go! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Take some!

nothing better than hanging out w a cat….. love those triangle ears……….. love thos meows…. the mrows….. the mews, if you will,

Love ya.

@star-x-girl

@realnaaanna

@pitoftheplum

no offense but you’re lovely and you matter a lot

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies