You Know What? You Deserve Some Love. Like, Lots Of It. Soooo Here You Go! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Thanks for Listening

I write songs but no one listens  I write poems no one reads  A secret show with just one ticket  these words are dancing just for me 

Oh, is this self doubt or sweet wisdom?  to play for no one but the sun  Don’t need the oohs and aahs of others  at my eternal party of one 

My imperfect poetry, I write you in invisible ink My pitchy melodies, I sing at the lowest frequency  but if you can hear me... thanks for listening 

The thrill of writing a new sentence  dreaming up syllables that sing  Don’t need a chorus line behind me  I found a friend in all these keys 

Oh, is this self doubt or sweet wisdom?  I tell myself don’t overthink I pour out my soul to these four walls give them all of my secrets to keep

My imperfect poetry, I write you in invisible ink My pitchy melodies, I sing at the lowest frequency  but if you can hear me... thanks for listening 

Am I moving forward or standing still?  Is it fear of failing or am I chill?  I tell myself it’s not that deep  so I play in secret just for me 

But if you can hear me... Oh, if you can hear me... If you can hear me... thanks for listening  

it’s just me and my blurry vision against the world

Every very note I get on my posts makes me so happy, I feel like have something to look forward to. It’s one of the best feelings ever when someone likes or reblogs my post like there are people who think I make sense, and in a weird yet comforting way I feel like I can actually do something, such a self boost. it’s just so wholesome.

Velimir Khlebnikov, "Visitations," Collected Poems & Writings.

It's probably my fault.

Mine.

I assumed that I had that right on you.

On us.

the silence is getting too loud. Stop it. I can't save me.

how am i going to rebuild myself when i dont let myself fall apart?

C'mon. Get Up.

Whenever you are down and you feel like waving the white flag When the tears are heavy and leave divots in the sand beneath you When you feel as if you are truly alone

I believe in you.

When everything reminds you of her her face and presence are in every brick of this city When you feel crushed By the weight of the black and starless sky When there's nothing left to describe

I believe in you

When the panic bites hard and you can't breathe so certain you'll die When the lake is calling and you might just walk to right in When every option is the worst option

I believe in you

When all you can do is scream And push everything far away When the distractions finally stop doing what they were made for When you cry whenever your in the rain

I believe in you

When you feel that you have no place to go and things just seem to be piling upon you When depression goes untreated and the thoughts come and tell you to jump When you survive today and hope for tomorrow

I believe in you I believe in you

to you I opened up like have never before only to betrayed

©Pen_Pain_Poetry

i guess I understand

why they all leave.

i am hard to love