Whenever you are down and you feel like waving the white flag When the tears are heavy and leave divots in the sand beneath you When you feel as if you are truly alone
I believe in you.
When everything reminds you of her her face and presence are in every brick of this city When you feel crushed By the weight of the black and starless sky When there's nothing left to describe
I believe in you
When the panic bites hard and you can't breathe so certain you'll die When the lake is calling and you might just walk to right in When every option is the worst option
I believe in you
When all you can do is scream And push everything far away When the distractions finally stop doing what they were made for When you cry whenever your in the rain
I believe in you
When you feel that you have no place to go and things just seem to be piling upon you When depression goes untreated and the thoughts come and tell you to jump When you survive today and hope for tomorrow
I believe in you I believe in you
something snapped between us today.
I was so sure that you will be there.
But when I needed you so desperately . You were gone.
When I was falling apart , you turned your back on me.
Of course , it's not your fucking fault.
I expected you to be there. I don't know . I don't know if I have ever failed to be there for you. But it hurts. Alot. You know, I was ready. I was finally all ready to let you in. Fully. To tell you that past. To let you know all that we can do together. To finally have found the right one. But I guess I was getting ahead.
Just like that, I am alone.
i wish it was easier
to breathe.
Velimir Khlebnikov, "Visitations," Collected Poems & Writings.
"...And you, what would you do for Love?"
Forgive.
it’s just me and my blurry vision against the world
Sometimes people leave you
Questioning all of your instincts
Because you thought you knew
You thought you felt it
You thought you could trust yourself
You thought it was real
And then reality stepped in and showed you
An entirely different view
A painful view
A view you do not care for
A view you cannot unsee
And it hurts
And it bleeds
And you need someone to blame
So you blame yourself
This is how people get lost
This is how I got lost
tell me.
tell me that you never thought of me as just a plaything.
tell me that you thought of me as a real friend.
tell me that the moment you met me you thought I was a human too.
tell me that my feelings are validate and true too.
tell me that you love me.
tell me like I told you.
today,
i shattered all the expectations and dreams.
destroyed all the hopes.
now i am left alone with all these broken pieces.
this time,
i hope i make something more beautiful with these pieces.
something worth protecting.
something worth fighting for.