Goin Thru It ™️ And Decided I Need A Change Of Pace So Im Gonna Renovate My Blog Cause I Dont Wanna

queer people of all kinds. i am looking you in the eyes. do not fucking kill yourself. are you listening to me it will be okay. it will get better. i am shaking you by the shoulders do. not. fucking. do. it. you have so much to keep going for and so many people who love you. the cost of the present will not outweigh the life ahead of you. i love you. chin up or down keep walking you'll get there. we will pull you back up onto your feet should you fall. i love you

Chronic pain + intermittent tremors got me feeling 106 😭

ur allowed to be sad/angry/scared/frustrated/bitter/etc about your physical disability btw. About not being able to do stuff u once could. About pain, fatigue, brain fog, other symptoms getting worse. About the loss.

U dont have to be an inspiration or be Tough about it all the time or even ever. Ur allowed to feel what u feel. Don't have to buy into "blessing in disguise" narrative. Don't have to go "well I'm not me without it" if thats not ur reality/experience. It's allowed to just suck and ur allowed to not want it and wish you didn't have it and wish there was a cure. Ur allowed to hate it and ur allowed to feel trapped in ur body.

You don't have to shut those feelings away and deny they exist just bc it's not how you "should be feeling".

[This is about physical disabilities specifically. If it resonates w/ u about a non physical disability that's great but please don't derail. Thank you 💛]

do most people on mobile tumblr know you can hold down the reblog button to fast reblog a post to your blog? you know you can reblog things with one click right? please please reblog things if you enjoy them, lack of exposure is killing content creators on this site 

today i woke up slightly past my alarm .

i was almost late to school but i managed to arrive before my tutor sent in the roll .

i handed in my english draft ; its nowhere near finished , but thats okay . we have to do a persuasive speech based around the relevancy of romeo and juliet .

i went to digital , but didnt do the work because it was too complicated and i was running out of ritalin .

i finished my maths assessment yesterday evening , and my teacher was proud of me .

we went to the library at lunch , and i read a scandal in bohemia .

my physics final is due tomorrow and i worked on it in class .

after school i caught the bus to work . i arrived early and there were some of my students outside colouring .

i listened to the oh hellos before working a two hour shift .

tonight i will work on my physics final and my history assessment .

tomorrow i will wake up early for school .

A belated happy pride month to all the small people in my phone ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤

Top quote from today:

"God, you must have an absolutely banging surface area to volume ratio"

ur government assigned gender for the day is the first thing u get when u click this link to a randomised wikipedia article. NO REROLLS . i am the  trollsteineggje mountain in norway

Based on your mental illness!

my gender is little guy, but not in an infatalizing transmascs way, in a i have a small body and much energy way