You Do Not Exist Simply To Be Attractive To Other People.

I got a Scorpio Venus, Venus sextile Lilith, Lilith in the 1st house, Pluto square ascendant, and I'm Pluto dominant. Could I end up in a Mandy Lane situation?

Well it really depends on what kind of person you are I think people with those aspects have the ability to manipulate men really well which is what she did in the movie

Sun opposite Asc 🧜🏾‍♀️

I was just listening to a PAC reading by Empress Gina Nikole on yt (why are some people too afraid to approach you?). Because I always get told I'm pretty but never approached so I was curious. And she said how people see you is the opposite of you. I immediately start thinking of my scorpio rising-taurus sun opposition especially since the description was giving me scorpio vibes. She also said people like to daydream about what/who I could be (pisces venus). After this I immediately understood my rising-sun opposition because I feel there's not many people who talk about it or actually talk about how it effects you. And I never resonated with scorpio rising traits. Especially with my jupiter in my first house, I'm very smiley and cheery (I'm starting to see the scorpio but still) and this explains it. So if you have asc opposite sun and wanted to understand it better I hope this does I really suggest her channel that reading was very accurate!!!

This is an impulse post I just wanted to get my thoughts out real quick because I was kinda mind blown 😭. Like finally, this explains it.

Checking my transits for valentines day and it's looking good y'all 😋🤭🤞🏾

Random but I've been seeing videos about men embarrassing their wives on wedding day (smashing cake into their face, embarrassing wedding vows, even degrading sometimes 🤢) ik we've all seen that video of the woman with purple hair and her vows vs her husbands and if not, it's disgusting, the man goes on about keeping him satisfied sexually and she talks about how she's not good enough for him basically. And I recently saw a post by @zeldasnotes on Pluto dom people hating stuff like that and I've heard the same for Saturn doms too. As a Pluto dom and Saturn conjunct the MC I never found stuff like this funny I take embarrassment seriously and like others have been saying someone who loves you wouldn't try to embarrass you. Anyway this is something random that came into my mind, thoughts and opinions?

Oh yes that placement would explain that so much!!! It can be hard but pls understand that shes struggling too and that this isn't good for you have you ever told her how you feel?

I knew this guy with Uranus conjunct Mars in the 8th house and "it" was huge 😟

Siren in the 6th house have nice bodies

I feel like Jupiter in the first house wanna be thick so badly or they are but they usually have nice bodies

I might have already said this but chiron in the 6th house might have body insecurities or health issues the type to grow up fat then start eating healthy as they grow up or maybe they had bad skin and got into skincare

I hate to say it but it's true pisces placements do be lying especially ones related to the 3rd house/Mercury a friend of mine with Neptune in her first house admitted to lying for fun and an old friend of mine with Neptune in the 3rd house said she'd like so people wouldn't know stuff about her (Scorpio rising) but I hate saying this because I have pisces/Neptune influence over my chart and I'm not a liar

There's definitely a connection between pisces/Neptune people and fishes, mermaids, etc my friend who has Neptune in the first house said she wants a little mermaid birthday party. They do look really good in a mermaid aesthetic, it's giving:

As a Scorpio rising I keep attracting Scorpio moons!!! And I love Gemini risings as a gemini moon and idk bout y'all but I get along better with people with similar placements to mine bc yk people be saying opposites attract...

What's y'all experience with Saturn in the 8th house men? Like what's going on down there? I'm curious 😭😭 I keep meeting guys with that placement I also don't know how to read this placement really, a lot of them seem kinda traumatized and closed off

People with Venus badly aspecting their asc usually think they're unattractive, it's sad

Ok so I have pisces Venus conjunct Uranus in a composite chart with this guy and we like each other but we live in different countries but he literally set the standard for my future bf 😭

On the list of hot voices is mars in the 2nd house. This guy ik has Capricorn mars in the second house and he sounds so smart and like a gentleman but hot at the same time. I also noticed he talks really slowly? Idk but I like it 😋. Sirene, Saturn, and Neptune also aspect his Mercury and neptune is in his 3rd house he has a pisces mercury too. I think pisces/neptune might make your voice nice, I have Neptune aspecting my Mercury and I've been told my voice is soothing. Ok I think Pluto makes a voice hot too because I'm noticing it's Venus, mars, and Neptune that keeps showing up in people's charts who have nice/attractive voices. Saturn can make them sound more mature abs Jupiter can make them sound funny/be funny.

Idk if I'd say Scorpios look sexy/mysterious but I do try 😭😭 it's so hard though bc that's not who I am naturally I'm trying to just be myself though, I do notice I am just more reserved/quiet but that's when I'm not around friends or people I actually wanna talk to (Virgo 11th house) bc I don't really just become friends with just anybody

I've noticed the connections I've had where the composite chart rising was Scorpio be deep/seem deep I love these relationships as a Scorpio/Pluto dom!!! I feel like we click and can talk about deep things like trauma easily

Idk the thing about tauruses and food is kinda right bc one thing about me...imma eat 😭 and I have a friend who's a Taurus moon who loves food

Let me tell you, having my Aphrodite and Lilith in Virgo and a pisces Venus the one thing I'm gonna do...is wear green, crystals, seashells, blue, etc ITS GONNA EAT EVERYTIME idc same with black but in terms of color? It's gonna be green, blue, and sometimes white (I'm still scared to wear white) but I love white too and omg don't get me started on grey and brown!!!! Or MATCHING SETS!? bye I want some juicy couture so bad!!! I love neutrals as much as I hate so say it bc it seems so basic but they're so easy to pair up and they look good together. But I'm trying to get into color and my favorites so far are green, orange, pink?, And blue also neutrals are easy because most likely it's gonna look good. Color can be complicated it's the same with patterns which is why I have a lot of basic tops now 😭.

Another thing I'm gonna do is wear tight clothes or crop tops 😋 and I honestly find it hard to not wear that or shirts that show cleavage now that I got a sewing machine I make everything a lil bit lower 💅🏾 and I love waist beads!! Emphasis on the stomach

And one time someone said "don't you think Tionna looks good in comfy clothes" which is very interesting because taurus placements do look good in comfy clothes

Btw that picture came from Pinterest!

I don't see anyone talk about how being a sun and Jupiter dominant is so hard maybe it's because I have hard aspects but I've always been seen as "too much"

Synastry Astro Notes *my experiences with people of different synastry placements*

🌞 Sun in the first house: admiration, my last bff had this placement I also have this placement with others I look up to

A guy that would bother me a lot (low key bully) had his mercury conjunct my mars he also had his sun in my 8th house and he loved to get a reaction out of me because it gave him power (that's my opinion which lines up with this placement)

♨️ My old bff had the asteroid nemesis (128) in my first house and she expressed how pretty she thought I was. I had mine in her 4th house and I was jealous she had a brother who protected her since I never had a man protect me before (or anyone really, in a passionate way). But also after we stopped being friends her mom blocked me and her brother stopped talking to me 😭. Her mom even blocked my mom!

🧜🏾‍♀️ Venus in the 12th house is weird I have my venus in my old bff's 12th house and she liked me but I didn't like her I have it with my guy friend and we both liked each other but I rejected him because I wasn't sure I liked him (I ended up really liking him 🥲). And with people who have their venus in my 12th house I noticed I liked them but they didn't like me or at least not that I know of. But I feel it can show a close connection, guess it depends on other placements.

🌝 With moon in the 12th house it's giving therapist. I be bearing my soul to these people and they do the same 😭. But I noticed it's more about the moon person like the moon person will share their problems with the house person constantly and it gets emotionally tiring for the house person.

Mars conjunct Saturn usually shows the more mature or older person the mars being the young one ofc.

🌞♀️ You'd think sun conjunct venus is good but I'm not sure I had it with the bff and that guy who bullied me so ??

☪️ My old bff had her moon in my 8th house and this was one of my best friendships and we were really close. But also I'm pretty sure she liked me and was mad I liked her brother and that's probably why she dropped me 😭. And she literally cried because I got mad at her and that's why her mom hated me after the friendship. She also had prominent pisces and venus in the 1st house which explains some of this. Like she really thought she was the victim 😶.

☕ There's this guy I was in an insta gc with. I liked him and we started talking I guess as friends but we'd flirt (his venus in my 3rd house). And he rejected me harshly and kinda led me on (omg I just realized his chiron was also in my 3rd house). We obviously stopped talking. And sometime after he told my other guy friend (who was in the gc) that he missed me and asked for my Instagram. My friend told me though that he said I look like a goat but he'd f*** me (if drunk) like wtf? He preceded to message me and talk to me I acted like I didn't know what he said too 🤣🤐. I found out his mars and venus sqaured my asc and he's a libra rising with his moon in the first house and it all started to make sense 🥲.

It's been 2 times now where my mars ended up in a guy's 12th house and I've ended up obsessed they're cancer risings and my mars is in cancer. I heard somewhere your mars (for women or people attracted to men) sign shows what kind of men you're attracted to so this makes sense.

This is random but I just wanted a place to express myself (chile I need to journal). But it would be nice to hear feedback on what I'm gonna say like do yall feel the same and why? Anyway I feel my perception of myself isn't caught up with who I am currently it's almost like I forget I'm not an insecure 12 year old girl anymore. I'm not in middle school anymore (thank god that environment was so toxic). I'll also start to think of doing something but will then start to think of how people of my past would react/treat me if I did. And then I'll be hesitant to do it. My past holds me back sometimes because I'm so scared of getting that same reaction, of being bullied again.

women with misogyny magnet placements need to hear this more often than anyone. i want every 1H lilith, moon square mars or pluto, sun-lilith, neptunian/plutonian/pisces/scorpio/12h/8h dominant woman to see this

Rant about black men and women in dating!

Black men know black women will only date a black man so they know they can be the bare minimum and still get you because them being black is enough. I've experienced it, guys who think because they're black I need to give them a chance. And if I dont they'll accuse me of only liking white boys like no you're just not it 💀. It's the gaslighting for me 😬.

Anyway, thoughts? Opinions? I'm ngl I'm a little scared to put this out here especially since my "thing" is astrology but I do wanna talk about other things sometimes. But thanks for your support. My posts have gotten pretty popular in a short amount of time and I'm shocked.