Hello everyone! I'm so sorry for barely posting and not feeding y'all with hot fics. I just realized that i haven't posted at all last year (it was a rough one! Thank god it's over lol) and i actually withdrew from kpop as i am growing as a person (I dunno if that's a thing lol but kpop is not as interesting as it was to me when i opened this acc) and my personality, hobbies and interests changed a lot. BUT.. I'll still write fics because that 13 year old me wants to BONK me (i used to write lots of fics back then lmao god help me) so i have to do it for my younger self and the almost 300 followers (i dunno why i have them atp)
I was prepared to come back sooner than this but the Taeil situation took me out (never liked his ass that much) and damn i was right when i wanted to write for specific members only. Anyways, I'm going to continue writing fics (steamy and non-steamy) and write for more groups so.. let's do this lol. Sorry for being a disappointment. I take this seriously 😩
Pairing: collegestudent!yuta x fem!reader
Genre: college students, popular boy yuta, fluff in the end
Word count: 1700+
Warnings: jealous and protective yuta
A/n: i had a hard time choosing a member for this oneshot, so i decided it's yuta :)
"I hate yuta, i really do."
"Of course you do, sane people hate him."
"Then the rest of the female population in the campus aren't normal."
Your best friend rolls her eyes at the mention of yuta, who you just admitted to hate. While in reality, he was your crush.
As you fix your hair, flicking it over your shoulders. You thought of him. I don't have a crush on him! He's an asshole! He doesn't deserve my time. You tell yourself repeatedly. But the voice in your head keeps coming up and 'corrects' these thoughts. You do love him, you just hate how popular he's with women and you can't do anything about because he's not yours.
And that's a fact.
"Ugh, why is he so handsome? Why does god keeps creating assholes with pretty faces?" Your best friend shots a look in your way through the glass reflection and you continue pretending to fix your clothes and ignore the glare.
Yes, he's handsome, annoyingly handsome. Everyone knows that and there's no denying in that part, but the streak of arrogance and his attitude cancels out the sexiness.
"Handsome or not, he's still an asshole." She says as she applies some mascara.
You kinda felt mad when she said that. Yes he's an asshole, but no one should call him that except me. You thought. You two ledt the bathroom and walked the hallway together.
There he was, standing with the group of trash men he's with everyday. You stare at the back of his head. His perfect long brown hair has passed his ears. You don't think you've seen him with long hair before. Damn, he must look good.
He always looks good. Even if he's wearing the most terrible outfit in the world.
He turns around and you find yourself staring at him, these long brown strands definitely made him become hotter.
Damn.
To say you two run in different crowds is putting it mildly. And that's what you hate the most. You both are the complete opposites, you have literally nothing in common and that what has been holding you back from opening a conversation with him for a long time, you know you can talk to people with different interests well, but if you talk to him, you feel like you'll look like the biggest loser in the world.
It's not like you have a chance to talk to him anyways, most of the time, he's either with his homies, or with those girls who are always glued to him. And you don't think he would think of you as someone interesting. Because when he finds someone interesting, he talks to them instantly, but you've never even greeted each other. There is absolutely no reason whatsoever for him to know you exist and you assure yourself that fine with that.
Even though it hurts a little.
"His hair looks like a mop." She says as she laughs, you curse under my breath. A fake smile appears on your lips. "Yeah, you're right," you lie, cautiously gazing at him. "I can clean this hallway with his hair." I may be mocking his ass but the last thing I want is for him to actually hear me. You thought to yourself.
Yuta looks in your way, his tongue dancing with a lolipop. His eyes meet yours and your body immediately becomes stiff. It's as if time has stopped. He smirks at you before sucking on it, shifting his eyes back to his best friends.
It may sound dramatic, but you actually stopped yourself from unleashing a scream, you felt the urge to scream like a fan just because he gave you that look. If i turn into a whore there’s only one person to blame for it. Him.
You hoped your bestie didn't notice what just happened. You lick your lips as you look at the other way, you waant to avoid him, everytime your eyes meet your feelings become obvious and you don't want that. You don't want anyone to see that, especially your best friend..
..and him.
"I'm so bored." She mutters. "Me too, I'm going to get us coffee." You head to the cafeteria without giving her a chance to reply. Maybe drinking coffee will stop you from daydreaming about him. It became a routine to think about him for a good hour. Damn, i just have a crush on him and i'm like this, what will i do if he was my boyfriend?
The thought actually formed butterflies in your stomach.
You stand up and look at every listed drink. "Hello.." the cashier trailed with a smile as he saw you approaching the counter. "Hi, is the coffee machine working?" You ask, last time you came to get some coffee last week, there was another cashier who told you that it broke. So you decided to ask before ordering.
"Thank god, it wasn't working last time i came." You said. "Sorry about that." You muttered a small 'it's okay'.
"If it wasn't working now, i would've fixed it just for you." He smiled warmly and put his arms on the counted, giving off a friendly vibe. You blushed a little at his words and he giggled. "So cute."
"What would you like to order, cutie?" His smile faded slowly but you didn't notice. "I'll take one small coffee.. and-"
"Make it two."
A deep voice trailed from behind you, it was sunny so you can see a shadow hovering over your body. Turning around. It was none other than nakamoto yuta. His gaze snags on yours as he clears his throat.
"I've been searching for you, babe." His voice is husky and loud. Your heart thuds. Hard. Like it came to a complete and utter stop. How am I still alive? You thought. Swallowing the saliva that bulit up in your mouth. "Fine." You don't know how you managed not to stutter, even though you feel like your knees will betray you any moment.
Why would he call me babe? What game is he playing? You thought. Yeah, yuta is a player that's why you toned down how you feel at the moment, you won't let yourself get excited over it.
Those dark brown eyes of his never leaving you. You're the one who has to look away first. His gaze twists you up inside. So you decided to keep your attention on the cashier.
"Who were you going to buy coffee for?" He asks, he's not looking at you this time. The tone of his voice is much calmer. You don't even know why was aggressive the cashier earlier. You think of a reply as your lips form a straight line. "Why you're asking?" You decided not to tell him that it's for your best friend, you want to know what drove him to ask this question.
"Don't drink anything with him."
He says, straightforwardly and his gaze doesn't meet yours yet. Did he notice him flitting with you? A shiver moves down your spine due to his deep voice but you ignore it. "Why though?"
"Just don't. Don't trust any man here."
"Including you?"
"Except me."
You stop talking and stare at the coffee that is being made. Ignoring the fact that your heart beats loudly like it's going to brust out of your chest. You clear your throat. Why the fuck is time moving so slow? You thought. Even though you like him and acknowledge the effect he has on you. Yuta was now making you grow hotter the more you're standing with him. It became so hot, even though it's currently winter.
You catch a glance of him, he's glaring so hard at the poor boy, you don't want to jump to conclusions, but you couldn't help but think that he's jealous. You try to convince your mind that he's not but that voice in your head keeps hitting you with it.
Finally, he comes with your coffee. Yuta's attention falls on it. "Are you sure you don't want anything else?" The cashier asks warmly. In a second, yuta reaches for your shoulder and glues you to his side, putting his arm protectively on your shoulder without touching you much. His warm embrace warmed you and tge smell of his fresh cologne hit your nostrills. "If my girlfriend wanted something, she would've said." He practically throws the money on the counter.
My girlfriend? God.. he sounded so fucking sexy. your mind fixated on that word.
He drags you softly with him away, as if the cafeteria is a bad place he's protecting you from. You really want an explanation, but there's no time for that, that's what he thinks.
"I could've paid for mine though." You mumble quietly. He takes out his lolipop and takes a sip, ignoring what you said. Then he gives you his and you wonder why, in a moment, he grabs yours and takes a sip of it.
"Hmm, it's safe." He says before you can protest. He smiles at you brightly. Before putting the lolipop in his mouth again, with a smirk, he hands you your drink and steps to the back slowly. "Y/n! Don't forget to call me babe too." He waves at you before rushing back to his friends. You smile at how he called your name. Gosh, he's cute. You thought.
You stand there dumbfounded. Wondering what the hell he meant, as you held your coffee in your other hand, something fell to the ground. You kneel and take it, it's a tiny folded piece of paper. Opening it
"Call me, love 2553-****?" You read what's in it, you slowly proceed everything, resulting in a cute smile appearing on your face, you jump like a kid as you hug the paper to your chest. You stare at the paper for a little and take a sip of the coffee, specifically from the spot he drank from.
You felt guilty because of how you thought of him before, you thought he was the ultimate fuckboy due to the stories othere gossip abouy around which are probably fake. Lots of people are jealous of him so maybe they did portray him as an asshole because of that? He's a sweetheart and it's totally unexpected.
"There you are!" Your best friend walks to you with exhaustion. You brush your thoughts away upon seeing her, hoping she didn't see you with him.
"You're drinking- wait! Y/n!! Where's my coffee?!"
You two met thanks to a mutual friend
At first, jaehyun sees you as a normal person, he doesn't feel attracted to you
But as days go by and you two hang out a lot more
He starts to feel something
He'll be so annoyed with his feelings, it makes him vulnerable and weak, that's why he'll fight with his heart for weeks
He wants to stop those feelings, but it becomes more difficult when you're present
Has a fear of rejection and trust issues :(
Please save him from the "what if-" questions
When he finally accepts his own feelings, he'll keep his eyes on you
Every time you two interact, he'll pay attention to how you act
Boy just wants to make sure you like him back
Or he'll never confess
One day, a big dose of confidence hit him and that's when he decided to confess
In this stage, he doesn't care if the feelings are mutual, he just wants to get it off his chest
He won't be awkward at all when he confesses, he'll be charming as hell
And you do like him so why not?
When you two started dating, jae won't know what to do at first and how to act like a boyfriend
While he doesn't make the biggest effort ever, he's still a gentleman and is trying to be better
He might be skeptical at first, but as time goes and he adapts to you being his girlfriend, he'll get better
The first thing he'll do is taking you to dates in places you've never went to
His love language is definitely quality time and actions of service
So he basically wants to 'show you the world' and make you explore it with him
And he'll keep a cam with him so he can take pics and have memories with you
Is an attentive boyfriend
He forbids you from doing any work when he's around
Also, when you say you want something, it magically appears in your room the second day
He's also that kind of boyfriend who fixes everything, no need to call someone to fix your broken lamp when jaehyun is here
Wants to teach you stuff, like how to take care of things when you travel or when he can't be with you
He doesn't really like to reveal much about himself, he's more of a listener and is always willing to listen to you
He has walls built up around him, and you're the only person who knows his secrets
That's because you gained his trust, and once you trust him too, he'll never let a single person know about your secrets or the things you wish no one knows
You two understand each other without saying a single word
And you two barely argue, he's so understanding and knows how to control his emotions well + he HATES arguments
Unfiltered conversations
He's not sensitive and will speak his mind + doesn't like sugarcoating
Sucks at giving affection, only gives awkward hugs and pats lol
So you'll have to initiate affection with him first
And if initiates it first, which is RARE, it's cute because he actually wants you two to be fair and equal lol
So he's not into pda, yet makes sure everyone knows you're his
Surprisingly, hand holding 24/7 is a thing (bro thinks he's slick)
He also sucks at expressing himself, sometimes you'll think that he doesn't love you but he is actually worshiping the ground you walk on
Just doesn't know how to show it
Poor boy
Isn't controlling at all, lets you do what you want as long as you don't hurt yourself, he likes independence and is more of a hypeman lol
Knows that you like hearing him speak english so he secretly studies it more to show you how fluent he is
And he talks in a deeper tone just to hear you simp over him lol
Always shows off his body in front of you 'accidentally', like after working out, he wipes his sweaty face using his shirt instead of a towel
Highkey enjoys receiving praises and compliments from you that's why he does this
When he's away, he makes sure to send you a playlist that he made specifically for you
"This is only for you, y/n." With that cute smile of his
Ugh
Okay
You better listen to the playlish 3953728294 times daily and don't you dare question his music taste, better than yours ofc 😊
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karina // illusion @ aespa gma concert series [cr. just]
AESPA: as songs
Karina
Sour grapes - le sserafim
My kind of woman - mac demarco
Thinkin Bout You - frank ocean
Giselle
It's you - zayn
Midnight rain - taylor swift
Tally - blackpink
Winter
Bad texter - ryan woods
Fire drill - melanie martinez
Smile - avril lavigne
Ningning
Romantic lover - eyedress
Maneater - nelly furtado
Gimmie more - britney spears