I Refuse To Back Down

it's getting crowded in here

What’s your worst fear?

It might be basic, but personally. Mine is eyes. Have you ever looked in a mirror with only the moonlight and saw your eyes. And what you look at makes you dread. You are well aware that they are your eyes. But just because you know that Russel in the night is the wind. It doesn’t make you less afraid. The ones I see in the dark are not right. They look hollowed out. They seem not mine.

And it’s just them. Not even the rest of my face. Somehow I think it’s worse in the light. When I look too close. Because at least in the dark. I know why they seems off. But no. In the day, they watch and see me. I can’t hide from them.

It’s funny. I liked eyes. I still do. Used to have a habit of drawing them on me. But sometimes when I’m drawing a character I’ll physically cringe. Because they are staring at me. Judging every part of me. And maybe that’s worse than if they were just soulless.

Maybe it’s worse than the general paranoia I get from the fear as a whole. Because it’s of my creation.

#48 on my spotify wrapped, “canary in a coal mine”

ID in alt

Hey, yo. Anabeth. Mind if you can tell your spider to not be crawling on my face while I eat food. Because that’s so rude what the fuck. I don’t want to feel itching like this. And after I re-listen to ep 16 today.

- sincerely, someone who would not like to be one with the web.

This took more time than I would have like. I'm glad I became a fan for this game. Also, now the I look at it. I think I messes up the writing and it should have been "Who are you, Really?"... Oh well...

AHHH. I’m back on my life series brainrot. And yet no one to talk with it about.

I’ll gonna start biting people soon /j

Fuck- I have really got into ace attorney. It’s getting bad. Anyway, there’s my persona dressed as edgeworth.

putting my animation degree to use

#i love the whole partners being god/goddess in smps #qsmp #Felps #Philza

Bela (Felps' girlfriend) said she loved the hcs of her being the Goddess of the Future and she fell in love with Felps because he was unpredictable and interesting for her <33 they're the cutest

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