This Shit Is Such A Scam

How am I at my lw but my photos from before seem better like I was skinnier then? :((

I think my mind is plying games with me.

:))

that time of the year when you realize the depression isn’t seasonal

This has actually been such a good read. I’m halfway through!

Bought this book yesterday. The story is about this girl Iris, who also has an 3d and other mental health problems.

It's actually shocking how much I relate to her. And I feel like someone has just wrote a book based on my thoughts.

Feels kind of scary!

I need to stop normalising binging

I want to be unrecognizable this summer🌻🌊

I will lock the fuck in

If only people found out about this account. I would straight go to the crazy house.

I don’t have a problem with people seeing my posts and I highly encourage them unfollow and block my account if one : they are getting harmed by seeing them and two : if they interpret it the wrong way ( the way it had not been intended). I was only calling myself dumb and I don’t even know you nor have I seen your scars to even want to judge you for them and since you took this so personally you may want to think more about what the real issue is that caused your reaction and feeling like you are being attacked rather than just ignoring it since it seems irrelevant for you what my post had to say.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

I mean if you are overweight, you do have an 3d it’s just not 4n4 or mia. It’s more like a b!nge disorder.

Most people with an ed(not sheeran) start off fat, because the whole point is losing weight. Yet no one thinks you have an ed(not sheeran) unless youre skinny, make it make sense. 😭

Don’t wanna jinx it, but I‘m so close to my lw :)))

I’m crying in my room, while my last meal is boiling in my throat threatening to come up.