Not All Angels Are In Heaven. For Example I’m Mostly At Home

This diet actually will make me gain like 5kg in two days ngl 😭

Not calories being up there as my recommendations 😭

I need someone to hold me accountable for everything I eat! Like is it only me, who goes to the app and starts a f4st, but eats shit ton of food after only an hour?

I know that the skinny in me hates my fat decisions.

Honestly I‘m at the point in my life, that I know I don’t even deserve food cause I’m a lost cause. I don’t really add anything valuable to this world and I don’t want to waste food, time, energy and resources, when probably someone else could use them and add actual value to the world.

I know I’m not big, but am I in danger of flying away by wind? 🌬️

( Then you better stop calling me skinny )

“I need motivation”

Lift your shirt up and look in the mirror if that doesn’t motivate you then you clearly don’t want it that bad.

Is it really difficult for skinny people to gain weight? I want to get to that level so badly.