Zrobiłam Plan Diety Na Maj!

My favorite Hobby is finding new obsessions every six months.

I remember about a year ago I watched the Big Bang series and was super into science.

Started watching Neil deGrasse Tyson, Hawking and Brian Cox videos.

Even bought one of Hawking’s books, which I read probably 20 pages of and had to google words and stuff every other page.

I even decided I wanted to study Physics in college. I should really be stopped.

So real. I ate 800 calories and I want to shrink myself, hide myself inside the walls.

“its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit”

I mutter to myself like a crazy person as I rock back and forth in a curled little ball.

guys take me out im gunna loose it

and yet I’m oversharing

Sadly my depression era was not successful enough.

Now I can’t even k!ll myself.

My English really be getting worser and worser the more I spend time on the internet. 😔

This diet actually will make me gain like 5kg in two days ngl 😭

it won’t happen overnight

but if you quit

it won’t happen at all

A quick update of why I haven’t been posting a lot for the past days.

Basically I have been dealing with 3d as usual. On top of that I have my that red week of the month and it always makes me really emotional and I feel every emotion x10 of the normal days. I have been feeling really numb and have no motivation, but have to also study for my exams too and been going to the library with friends.

Anyway! How are you all doing? :))