Is It Bad That I'm Obsessed With Someone I Barely Talk To

its my 2nd post in under an hour and i feel like shit i feel like im an annoying little shit for posting all this in under a day and giving all 2 people who follow me too many notifications but at the same time that's what blogs are for right?? idk i feel like i should delete my blog but i know i shouldn't because i NEED to be remembered by AT LEAST SOMEONE before i kms in a few years but i know its just my shark week & mental illness talking but at the same time i don't FEEL like it's them talking idk i should probably get medication for it

I love taking pictures of my moots pfps 😋

the principal got onto me at the last minute of class today

if I get my stuff taken away I’m gonna try and kill myself /srs

I’m so fucking tiered of life and everyone hating me and I know I’m kinda being over dramatic rn but if I don’t have something to do I’ll start thinking and if I don’t have a way to get rid of those thoughts I wanna kms, this sounds cringy as shit but idgaf I’m being so fucking serious rn every time I get mad I wanna shoot up my fucking school and I have longer since I’ve gotten into tcc, I feel like I’m destined to either end up on my 500 pound life, or become a school shooter, I’ve been writing Dylan and Eric’s wrath and natural selection on my papers along with those weird hearts and 4/20/99

I don’t know how to end this but I do know how to end my life

He also has a suit of armor in the class room

im in a room waiting for some special eddie basketball game to be over and the teacher put nick eh 30 on wtf

IM FINISHED WITH TESTING KETS FUCKING GOOO

Oh, to install little cameras in his room so I can watch him 24/7 and make sure he’s safe. I’d spend hours just watching him sleep, and best of all he’d have no idea I’m keeping tabs on him.

How cute is that?

So apparently on my mom and dads wedding day when the “you may now kiss the bride” thing happened my mom turned away last second AS A JOKE and Im shitzing

Sorry I haven't been active recently I've been at some fuck ass family get together since 12

Why does that one Deftones album remind me of a 0.5 pic

WHAT THE FICL