I Am Done Letting Others Into My Progress Just For Them To Compare, Judge, Or Make Me Doubt Myself. I

14.04.2025 (mon)

(2 of my many many handwritings lmfao)

day (5/30) of DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hours ≈ 4 hrs

💤 ≈ 5 hrs + 20 min power nap otbrh 💤

The eng test went pretty okay :)

Studied for my chem test

Completed random notes of eng & phy

Math hw

Phy lec 1

Would've liked to do one more but I was sleepy and wanted to get at least 6 hrs of sleep (per night is the goal lmfao). My head kinda hurts too hehe =D

BYEE (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)💗

Also, my watch which I'm very emotionally attached to kinda broke today— like the thingy that holds the straps ?? Anyways I'm so heart broken cuz I got it for VERY cheap and it lasted like 3 yrs or smn atp 😭 I'm still wearing gonna wear but 😢

10.03.25

Woke up at 4 today with like 4 hours of sleep, and my first thought was hell nahhh. So after fajr, I knocked out again for 1-1.5 hours and woke up at 6:30, except I actually fell back asleep, and my mom’s loud-ass alarm had to drag me back to reality 🤡.

Slept on the way back home, was still dead tired when I got to my room, so I decided to nap for an hour… which somehow turned into 3 hours without my consent. Woke up literally 10 minutes before my class. But hey, at least I’m more awake now, I guess?

Loved today, though—understood everything in every class so easily, and that’s a rare win.

I’ll try to sleep after I’m done studying, but if I can’t, I might just keep going.

Ughhh.

Stuff to do:

Math HW

Chem: read text + review notes + hw

Review today’s lecture + read the text

Finally finish that damn solutions lecture + write notes + study it

Let’s hope I actually get through this.

Byeee for nowww (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)💗

23.04.2025 (wed)

Day (14/30) of DOP CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs

💤 5 hour ish + 20 min nap 💤

Pretty chill day. The open book test in chem was goood and thankfully didn't have to stay back yasss

Started a 1000 piece puzzle (barely. Like I seriously have no idea what I'm doing)

Revised lec 1&2 of Haloalkanes and arenes it took me so frkn cuz I didn't look through em once after I wrote em and ended up forgetting most of the stuff

Made mindmap on chap 2 of phy for school

Did lec 3 (have around 30 mins left cuz my brain exited the chat)

Didn't join my brothers and czn when they went cuz I had to study 😭. I do plan on going out with them after class tmrw since it's a weekend wuhahaha 😈

That's itt !!

BYEEE

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27.04.2025 (sun)

Day (18/30)

Ypt hrs ≈ 2:10 hrs

Ecology lec 1 + studied it

Math hw

Kinda read through phy notes for tmrw ??

Today was a pretty meh day study-wise. Went out on a scooter ride with my cousin and it was so much fun—took a bunch of pics too. Later, when I tried to sit down and study Physics, I could feel an incoming mental breakdown, so I called it quits. Probably not the best idea, but I was seriously exhausted at that point.

I’m pretty unprepared for my Physics test and there are so many tests piling up—it’s getting overwhelming. Planning to mentally map out this week until I calm down a bit.

Toodles ~~

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EIDD MUBARAKK YALL

تَقَبَّلَ اللهُ مِنَّا وَمِنكُم 🌙🫂✨

Hope y'all have an amazing Eid <33

23.03.2025 (Sun)

~ 2:20 AM ~

After school, I studied from 2-3 PM, then took a nap till 5:30 PM, which was a W move cuz I woke up feeling energized and not sleepy at all (till 2 AM, bro).

From today onwards, we were supposed to have class till 1 PM, but smn happened, and we got to leave early—same for tomorrow, I think not complaining wuAHahhAH. Sooo, we lost our chem class and hence the test. UGH just wanna get it over with atp. And for math? Surprise, surprise—postponed AGAIN.

~ Things I did ~

Made notes for Lec 3 & 4 of Solutions and studied them (yaay)

Completed Bio SRIFP notes (will do the studying tomorrow ig)

That’s it hehe >°<

Toodles ~~~

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(Also, it’s super windy outside rn, and I LOVE it.)

Discovered this song yesterday on utub shorts and IT'S SOO FRKN GOOD :'D

I am ready to give my all this exam season. I refuse to let distractions, self-doubt, or temporary setbacks hold me back. Every single day, I will show up for myself with discipline, focus, and determination. Success is about effort, consistency, and resilience. I will push myself to study harder, to understand deeply, and to prepare thoroughly because I deserve to succeed. I will not allow laziness or fear to take control of my mind. I will take charge of my own future, and I will prove to myself that I am capable of achieving excellence.No matter how hard things get, I will not give up. I will keep going, keep learning, and keep improving. I will manage my time wisely, organize my notes, and revise with full concentration. I will believe in myself, even on the days when things feel overwhelming. My hard work will pay off because I am committed to this journey. Every effort I put in today is building the success I will celebrate tomorrow. I am getting stronger, smarter, and more prepared with each study session. I trust in my ability to overcome challenges and come out victorious.This exam season is mine to conquer. I will not settle for less than my best. I will work with passion, with energy, and with the mindset of a winner. I am fully capable of excelling, and I will prove that to myself. I am unstoppable, I am powerful, and I am ready to achieve greatness.

@bloomzone

24.04.25 (thu)

Day (15/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 1:00 hr

Had Bio practicals today and forgot to bring my lab coat—thankfully, I was able to borrow one from a friend in another class. The experiment was on onion cells; we had to identify the stage of mitosis, but I couldn’t find anything on my slide. This is my second practical in a row where that’s happened, and it’s honestly starting to feel a bit discouraging. I was in a pretty bad mood after that.

Messed around till 4:30, then joined my live class—but about an hour in, I ended up falling asleep. I was so tired that I decided to nap properly. Woke up at 7, went out, and only got back home at 1AM.

Had a lot I wanted to get done today, but that clearly didn’t happen :( Also, we’ve got a bunch of people coming over for lunch tomorrow... right when I have tons to do. Classic timing.

Gn loves ~~

BYEEEE

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09.03.2025

Last week was a mess, but it’s cool cuz no way I’m repeating that. We’re back on track (hopefully).

To do list:

Math - read the text

Physics - reader + rev notes + hw

Eng - hw

Chem - read the reader + rev notes

Bio - reader + notes

Chem - lec 1 of solutions

Bio - review lec 1,2,& 3

It’s raining here, and i love the weather. My bed looks insanely cozy, but nope- no naps today :')

Also, in school, I kept thinking of food lol idk whyy probably bc my friends were eating in front my face 🥲. Anyways, hope y'all have a good one !

Toodles ~~

10.05.2025

Day (30/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Bio record

Eng notes (it was 6 pages long of qna ugh)

Math hw

My hands are frkn DED I tell you. I can't write no more—

Omg we are done with the 30 DOP challenge with @moonlight-n-moondust @mistrisen @pxasee @kookiepixel @astra-wberry (I'm sorry if I left anyone out !)

I haven't been as consistent as I'd like to but I had a nice time :) tysm everyone !! Nice work <33

Hwaiting ✊🏻 ✊🏻