"What If You Mess Up? What If You Realize You’ve Already Forgotten The Materials You Start Studying?What

ypt study group

Created this ypt group , if you want you can join. I mean if you study a lot do join( looking for motivation)

Password is - studyblr

FINALLY started a personal blog @midnightatthemalfoys

from now on this will be strictly a study blog <33

lets work hard !!!

04.03.2025

Ended up not going to school but the doctors today :(

So I have notes to complete and stuff to study for tmrw . I'm like seriously scared of the teachers for the first time in my life cuz they hella strict. As if the pressure of boards and entrance exams wasn't enough 🥲

Things I did today (I'll update as I do em) :

• Attend my live class

• completed my notes

• read a few pages of phy reader

• did math hw

10.04.2025 (thu)

Day (2/30) of COLLAB CHALLENGE

3:21 hrs on ypt :P

💤 Sleep → 4 hrs I'm dying 💤

Got my Bio test back—scored 15/20. Was expecting 16-17 so it kinda stung, but I wasn’t fully shocked either. Definitely humbling though, thought I had that chapter down, but clearly not.

Math test today too -_- there was one question I wasn’t sure about but I did do it right the first time and then changed it last minute. And now there’s a high chance my original answer was correct. UGH. Mood was off after that, but I remembered my Bio marks and that was all the motivation I needed.

What I got done ~

Blurted the whole of Bio ch 1 (SRIFP) for Sunday’s coaching test

Read the reader carefully

Did 150 questions in 40 mins (got 6 wrong—4 due to dumb rushing)

Submitted Thursday workbook Qs (mandatory pre-test stuff)

Was supposed to clear Chem backlog today but LOL no ✨ fully sleep deprived ✨

Skipping Chem for now, going straight to bed. Also have a Phy test on Sunday—same chapter as the lecture I haven’t finished. So fingers crossed it all somehow works out :'(

Cyaaa

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08.04.2025 (tue)

Bio test went pretty okay. Pretty sure I made a very dumb mistake but hey, wouldn’t be me if I didn’t, right?

Was way too tired to read the chapter last night, so I did a quick read-through on the bus this morning.

Watched Lecture 1 & 2 of Haloalkanes and Arenes today—trying to catch up on my backlog since I missed classes for like a week and a half (we’re not gonna talk about it).

Note to self: Try starting studying by 4:00 pm (cuz hopefully that'll give me more time to study.)

Also wanted to start working out again but was too tired (ironic, I know that’s exactly why I should be moving). Classic me.

No tests tomorrow though, so that’s a relief :)

Bah-byee

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28.04.2025 (mon)

Day (19/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3.45 hrs

💤 ≈ 6 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤

Revised lec 1,2 & half of 3 of electrostatics

Completed lec 3

Did like 6 practice problems (I swearrr u think u know a topic until you do the problems. Then you realize u actually know NOTHING :')

I’m sick AGAIN.

Was so tired at school today—didn’t even roam around during break, just slumped at my desk the whole time.

I know you’re supposed to sleep a lot to recover and everything, but it’s hard when studying even one lecture takes foreverrrr. I have SO much to do and I literally can’t afford to sleep right now. Ughhh.

Toodles ~~

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23.03.2025 (Sun)

~ 2:20 AM ~

After school, I studied from 2-3 PM, then took a nap till 5:30 PM, which was a W move cuz I woke up feeling energized and not sleepy at all (till 2 AM, bro).

From today onwards, we were supposed to have class till 1 PM, but smn happened, and we got to leave early—same for tomorrow, I think not complaining wuAHahhAH. Sooo, we lost our chem class and hence the test. UGH just wanna get it over with atp. And for math? Surprise, surprise—postponed AGAIN.

~ Things I did ~

Made notes for Lec 3 & 4 of Solutions and studied them (yaay)

Completed Bio SRIFP notes (will do the studying tomorrow ig)

That’s it hehe >°<

Toodles ~~~

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(Also, it’s super windy outside rn, and I LOVE it.)

Discovered this song yesterday on utub shorts and IT'S SOO FRKN GOOD :'D

29.04.2025 (tue)

Day (20/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 2:15 hrs

💤 5:00 + 1:30 hr nap 💤

(forgot to post it yesterday lol)

Tried to nap on the bus but it didn’t really work which left me in a REALLY bad mood. Went over some random shi b4 my live class, but skipped coffee which turned out to be a BIG mistake. About 30 minutes into the live, I was dozing off and ended up taking a proper nap from 5 to 6:45. Procrastinated a bit after that, and finally watched the lecture I’d missed napping. It’s just been a pretty bleh day overall. I think the mid-week burnout is officially here :D

Lec 2 of organism and population

Revised random stuff from yesterday

Toodles ~~

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I am done letting others into my progress just for them to compare, judge, or make me doubt myself. I worked hard to get where I am, and I don’t need to prove anything to anyone. My success is mine. My journey is mine. I am no longer giving people the power to affect how I feel about my own efforts.

I don’t need to share what I’m reviewing, what I’m working on, or how I feel after an exam for toxic people who seek constant validation through grades and others' approval. I don’t need to join in on answer-checking just to feel validated or worried. I am choosing peace. I am choosing to trust myself. I don’t need to compare because I know that my effort will always pay off in its own way.

I am stepping back. I am focusing on myself. I know what works best for me, and if that means studying alone and keeping my progress to myself, then that’s exactly what I will do. I don’t owe anyone my notes, my strategies, or my explanations I share only with ppl who are supportive and respectful . If others are curious, they will have to find their own way, just like I do. I am no longer available for people who only want my knowledge but don’t truly support me or respect my boundaries.

I will not let small mistakes make me doubt everything I’ve done. I will not let others’ reactions make me feel like I am any less smart. I have proven to myself that I am capable, and I will keep proving it in my own way, at my own pace. I am enough. I am strong. I am moving forward for me.

@bloomzone

12.04.2025 (sat)

Forgot to post yesterday cuz all I wanted to do was sleep after studying :)

Day (3/30) of COLLAB CHALLENGE

study time ~ 2:10 hrs was too busy and sleepy trynna cram for the test I forgot to record my study time on the app

💤 11hrs lmfao 💤

Studied from 11pm-12am and then napped slept till 3:30 am and studied till 4:40am after which I ✨rested✨ my eyes till I had to be up (by 5)

Toodles ~~