Torture

고민하다가 걍 올리기로 결정함

Just thinkin about if they made a deal to get his rythem back

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

the sillies :33

more of a test run than anything.. i have an inability to use anything other than grayish pastels and thankfully it worked out this time

I was hit with a sudden wave of gotg feelings 🤲

- equaliser set. sound check. -

Are there any combiner teams or individuals from the teams that you like ?

I love Combaticons!!! I think they’re relationship is peak entertainment :) Love anything with Swindle tho <33

reactions of pain and despair after gricko started using gen z slang

to pretend that horrible people cannot make good art is another way to conflate beauty and talent with integrity and morality. the works of monsters are best examined with knowledge of the author in mind but art is not inherently reflective. human beings are creative, and habitual liars- it'd be stupid to pretend art must always be a portrait of its creator