Hi, I can order a nfsw yan zuko?
Yes, yes you can please wuhhh don’t mind the degeneracy and all that,,, kinda just used the nsfw alphabet so,,,, hope that’s good (I’m so sorry it took so long,,,,) once again,,, my questionable nsfw kills?
Tw: Dubcon, Coercion, breeding, cum play?(I think?)
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Zuko is attentive as hell, he worries a lot about hurting you. Especially since he burned you the first time, and he never wants to do that again. He looks over your body for a long, long time before getting up to get you water. This is of course if he thinks to. Most of the time he does, other times he’ll just sit and watch as cum drips out of your hole.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Zuko loves your back. He loves to hold it, to rub circles into it, he loves to have his arm pressing on it as he leads you to where you two are going. He also loves your hands, so soft compared to the callouses he has. If your hands are cold, then all the better as he loves to warm you up. You like his scar. It’s the least expressive part of him, and it makes you think that maybe? Just maybe, he isn’t happy with what he’s done to you and what he’s forced you to do. You hate his eyes. They’re so innocent and kind, you can’t look into them too long lest you find that he truly does hold love for you.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He has a breeding kink, very slight but he loves to cum inside you and try to produce an heir. Of course, he loves to see his cum anywhere on you, you are his and he loves you so, so much, the proof of his love is not just in his seed, but it’s a nice physical representation isn’t it? If you ever are forced (he swears you don’t need to but the way he looks at you, like you have to do something or else he’ll get angry, well you can’t not now.) to take his cock into your mouth he wants to see his cum on your lips, in your mouth as you swallow it.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He’s pretty open about all things he’d like to do, he’s not very subtle and he’s a terrible liar so if something is troubling him he really can’t lie about it. He’s easily embarrassed however when talking about what he’s thought about so he just answers with the modified truth of “Just thinking about you.” Which normally send you into a panic, because what does that mean? He thinks it’s cute when your a little scarred though, it always pushes you to be closer to him, cling onto him a little more, even if it is out of fear. (He doesn’t really know of what, he just knows you’re scared.) So he uses the opportunity to be extra gentle with you, serving you some tea, sitting you in his lap. It’s in these moments he really enjoys eating you out.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Oh he’s a complete virgin (personally I’ve always read Zuko as somewhere on the demi-sexual spectrum) doesn’t really know how to get you off but is eager as hell to please you, will go down on you constantly but i think he still likes to feel a little powerful and have you suck him off.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He likes missionary a lot, anything where he can see your face is too perfect, he wants to hear you scream in his ear, he wants to whisper words of affirmation into your ear. It gives him plenty of access to mark your neck as well. Show off that you’re his.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
As serious as they come, I don’t think he has a high sex drive unless he really, really needs an heir or is stressed, but the few times he does it, it’s purely an act of love from him and he wants to show you how devoted he is to you.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
So I think he’s moderately shaved, but doesn’t like to be completely shaved down there. If you insist on him shaving or seem to be distasteful of it, he’d shave it in a heartbeat. He would hate to drive you away with something so trivial.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He loves to tell you how good you are for him, how perfect and obedient and good. He thanks you for doing what he asks of you and just wants to hold you as he fucks into your pussy. He whispers how much he loves your voice and sounds and how filthy it is that your cumming on his cock. He never pegged you for the type to squeeze his cock so well. But it must be because you love him. And because you two love each other so much, he’s gonna fuck you full of cum.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He hates it, doesn’t often get in the mood for sex though, but when he does and you’re unavailable, he just toughs it out honestly.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He really really likes it when it’s a sort of roleplay scenario. He’s not sure what made him this way, because he truly is kind and wants to be good and sweet, but when you dress in some lighter, more transparent clothing and act like you need saving? It makes him feral. “Is this-” His cock thrusts into your pussy, stretching your walls as a groan escapes his mouth. “What your captors did to you? I bet they used your pretty little mouth too,” A finger finds its way to your lips. “No- I-” You’re aware you are crying.“They did, didn’t they? I’ll fuck all thought of them out of you.”
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Bedroom, no where else, only soft and plush things for you. He’s thought about putting you on his throne though, in the middle of the night, and having you ride him while he sits there.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Honestly seeing you do what he tells you too. It reminds him of how submissive you are to him and he thinks that's both cute and sweet. Also when you ask him to do things for you, when you call him “Fire Lord” and when you try to get out of something by insinuating how “Different you want things to be tonight” It’s very cute.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) Sharing you? Outta the question. Having others watch you? Nope, you are his, he loves you, no one else. He also doesn't want to brand you on purpose. Not that he hasn’t, he just hates to think that he’d ever burn you on purpose.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) Once he’s had some time to get used to oral, his tongue is so pleasantly hot and his fingers are calloused they feel so nice rubbing your slit. Maybe he’ll put one or two fingers in at a time, shallowly thrusting them in with a small bit of heat as his tongue swirls around your clit, his golden eyes are so predatory as he watches you squirm and tug at his hair.He loves to have you suck his dick though. Possibly even more than making you cum on his tongue he loves watching you try to keep his seed in your mouth, when you look up at him with your eyes and tears that are most certainly from love, it’s one of his favorite sights.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) Oh he tries, he tries so hard to be gentle and slow and sweet. But he’s impulsive and if you say his name so sweetly, well he’s not sure how he can hold himself together. He just has to be a little more rough.However for the most part, he just likes to take his time. Sex is an act of love for him, and he loves you and only you. So he has to make sure you know this so he takes it slow. Rhythmic thrusts in and out of you as he kisses you sweetly.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Nope. No quickies for him. He’s going to take his time with you.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Depends on the risk. Burning you? No way in hell. Tying you up? If you want to be tied, sure. Him breeding you on the throne? Well he’s thought about that one more than he’d care to admit, but it wouldn’t happen. Can’t risk anyone seeing you spread out for him. No one but him should hear you beg.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He stays in there for a long time, but he only really goes for one round. It’s more out of respect for your crying, than it is his inability to go longer. He likes to take his sweet time, making you come undone and maybe? If he’s feeling a little more angry at you or something? (He could never stay mad at you, but this new policy councilman Shen is trying to pass, he’s furious with that.) So you’re in for a couple more rounds than normal.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
No toys not for him thanks doesn’t even have anything against it other than, he’ll probably get jealous.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh he’s not much of a tease unless, it's a roleplay thing. If he is required to get into character, he will.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He’s a little quiet, not naturally, he just wants to be sure he can hear everything you say and do and moan. Sometimes he can’t hold back his moans. They’re quite loud.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He truly doesn’t understand what this is, isn’t mutual love. You’ve said you love him, and you don’t lie, right? Those tears he wipes from your cheeks are because you feel so good. It feels too good so you moan and beg for him to “stop” and he doesn’t ask you to go down on him, but you do it. And he always tries to be gentle. He tells you he loves you so much. He really really does.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He’s thick, one or two veins popping from the underside, sometimes when he keeps his dick in you, he’ll put his hand on his stomach and try to feel himself inside of you.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
It’s pretty low. He really doesn’t get to frisky unless he’s built something up in his brain to make him enticed enough to fuck you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He stays awake for a long time afterward. Whether to watch you, or to continue doing work? He won’t tell you.
Spending literal days in certain situations in your own reality. Nights even.
Making faces and moving lips when imagining stuff, then realising and hoping no one saw it
Having heated arguments by yourself in your room.
Spicing up everything you do with your imagination. Learning? Your suddenly a professor and have to explain that stuff to your students. Cleaning? Your comfort character is watching you while you hum songs while doing it.
h o r n y
Either not being able to watch the show/movie your reality is based of without stopping every five minutes and acting out a scene or obsessively watching this and nothing else.
Trauma
Creating whole musicals and music videos to your favourite songs in your mind
Watching something from the show/movie your reality is based on and thinking "this is so wrong. This happend differently. I live here, I should know"
Either sleeping in with your comfort character next to you every night or just imagining scenes.
Sudden conversations that make no sense to anyone but you
Weird or really violent imagination (torture, being captured and abused ect.)
Not often dreaming about your own reality even though you practically live there every day (or is it just me?)
Googling "imaginary friends at age [...] normal?" in your teenage years
Thinking they be gone soon but here you are, maladaptivly daydreaming your problems away.
Improving your character and your story so often that it's now so detailed you could write literally about ten to twelve books about it. Fuck.
Super stressed with assignments and exams right now and I just want Peter to keep me company and help me study and soothe me when I get overwhelmed and reassure me when I start doubting myself :’)
but for now I will sit on my own and fantasise about it whilst writing about blood/alcohol concentration x
I'll try to be of help in the only way I know how!
First, here's a Spotify playlist for studying (not mine):
An instrumental one to make you feel like your studying in a big, old library. There's dim lighting and the smell of old books. You're tucked away in the corner by a large window during a rain storm. [x]
Secondly, here’s a chill vibes study moodboard to go with the playlist:
Thirdly, here’s some Peter helping you study headcanon’s for you to fantasize about when you can’t bear to look at anything anymore:
Peter would absolutely stand behind you and massage your shoulders and neck while you work. Those big hands and long fingers are wonderful at unclenching your muscles.
He would show up with a backpack full of treats. Your favorite snacks and drinks piled in there. If you ran out, he would find the nearest vending machine and empty it out for you if you asked. He does the coffee runs and brings you lunch/dinner when it’s time.
Constantly making sure you’re hydrated and trying to force feed you water when you get too in the zone.
If he could do anything to help like taking notes, making flashcards, or helping you research anything he’ll jump at the opportunity.
Every few hours he makes you get up, stretch, and walk around the block with him. He says that sitting hunched over for that long is not good and you need the fresh air. You complain about it but he’s always right. You’re always more focused after a quick walk outside and come back with a new determination.
He’ll quiz you with flash cards and makes up dumb, little games for you. (like you get a kiss if you get something correct)
Sometimes he’s more a distraction then a help. His attention span isn’t the best. He’ll get fidgety and start drumming pencils on the table or bouncing his leg, something that is done repetitive enough that it starts to get under your skin. He might get bored and start playing with the ends of your hair or trying to hold your hand while your in the middle of the something important. During those moments all you have to do is shoot him a death glare and he’ll get the hint, opting to go on another coffee run or take a bathroom break to give you some quiet.
He’s the best at pep talks though. Peter obviously thinks the world of you so he’s great at hyping you up. “What do you mean you can’t do it? You’re the smartest person I’ve ever met in my entire life! You a gift to this world and everything you have to offer is nothing less than magic.” His hyperbole and enthusiasm make you roll your eyes but, secretly, it makes you feel a little more confident in yourself.
If you ever break down from too much stress, he’ll jump up and pull you into his arms for a hug. He’ll rub his hands over your back and snuggle his face into the top of your head. He whispers sweet things in your ear until you start to calm down. Then he forces you to take another break. This time taking you with him to the 7-Eleven and having you restock the snacks. You guys will share a Slurpee on the walk back (even though Peter ends up drinking most of it, you knew you should have just gotten two).
When you start to doze off and lay your head down on the table, Peter unzips his sweatshirt and draped it over you. He gently steals the books from under you and continues taking notes from where you left off.
And lastly, when everything is over, he will reward your hard work with a lot of this:
Okay but Loki helping the reader with their self esteem is something I need
self-esteem was something you had always struggled with
it didn’t matter how many tricks you tried, how much time you spent convincing yourself that you were better than your mind was making you believe
you just couldn’t seem to get yourself to budge on the matter
and most of the times, you could deal with it
with self-deprecating humor and bad jokes
but sometimes things got to be a little much
and it would just weigh a little bit too heavily on you
and you’d get a little down about
just sort of keep to yourself, not want to talk to anyone
Loki knew it was something you struggled with
and was always willing to sit with you and talk you down
and just be there for you until you were feeling a little better
Loki would always, without fail, have a pep talk ready for you
after making sure you were bundled up nice and warm in a blanket
with your favorite warm drink
and your favorite snack
“I understand you’re feeling a little self-conscious right now, and really don’t want to have the focus on yourself, and that’s okay. That is completely alright. I’ll keep it short and sweet, and then we’ll watch dumb cat videos. The only catch is that you have to listen and not disagree, alright?”
and you look at them a little suspiciously, unsure what they’re going to say
but nod
mostly because you know Loki won’t let the matter just go away
and Loki nods, as well
“I think you’re a wonderful person. I think you’re funny, and smart, and so very, very brave. You don’t give yourself enough credit for everything you’ve been through, for everything that you’re willing to do. You’re strong. You’re an asset to this team, and everyone loves having you here. You are worth so much more than you believe, and if I have to tell you that every day, I will if it means you might start to believe it. I’ll leave it at that, for now, but just know that I love and care for you, a lot. We all do.”
and you’d already been on the verge of tears
and this certainly didn’t help matters
and you end up sniffling
and rubbing at your eyes with a fist
and when you speak, it’s in a quiet little voice
“Thanks, Loki… That really means a lot.”
and Loki can tell you just need a hug
so they go to sit next to you
and just wrap you up in a warm hug
“Anytime, Y/N.”
you never make it to the cat videos
but that’s okay
because you’re actually feeling okay and happy and warm
and that is far more important
Lokitty ❤️😼
tiny little promises (dandelion seeds)
loki x gn!reader
summary: the reader is struggling, they dont want loki to notice (he does though, of course that bastard)
warnings: depression, angst.
a/n: im still not quite sure if this makes sense. its very late and this metaphor is very weak. forgive me, i love you.
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