Hello Again, I Did Relapse

I finally found out one of my toxic traits.

I dont like asking for help because i feel like im annoyng and i dont wanna bother anyone with my problems

Im making an angsty script for my DR where i still have depression but just because i love the hurt/comfort trope

How to see without my eyes ❌👄❌

Things that scream gifted kid burnout

Being on Tumblr, Wattpad. or AO3. especially AO3

Having several unused notebooks, that are empty simply out of fear of "ruining" them.

A caffeine addiction that started with you pulling all nighters that has progressed into you living off of monsters and never sleeping.

Having a praise or degradation kink, I'm sorry dear, I don't make the rules,

Saint Bernard by Lincoln If you wanna listen

Buying books and never reading them and or reading classics just to say you've read them.

Listening to Mitski , specifically Brand New city

All of Bo Burnhams Inside

Being the mom friend (you wanna give people the affection and attention you never received outside of your academic accomplishments.)

Your love language being acts of service

Having an academia playlist but also having a "lets burn the government playlist"

Hozier

Wanting to run away to the woods but also wanting to run away to a big city and cut off everyone from your past.

Having an obsession with office supplies/stationary

Notes app rants

Here it comes, the start of the long process of healing

I cant wait for the day i do something so fucked up that my dad sent me to a psichologist so i can get diagnosed and finally feel validated

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

Yo nunca he sido feliz por dos días seguidos, siempre quiero morir al día siguiente

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Im not saying i want to unalive myself but i do want to unalive myself

Im starting to believe that i maybe have body dysmorphia, i dont know if getting thinner of fatter, im shaped like a whale & dont want to look in a mirror