#Biology Challenge

Any quote please.

Walk SLOWLY, but never BACKWARDs. 

It's easy to tell someone "I am going through a deppressive phase." But is it necessary? I think silence is better and it's better to misguide your surrounding with your fake laughing.

তোমার ঘরে বাস করে কারা (ও মন জানো না)

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা (মন জানো না)

এক জনে ছবি আঁকে এক মনে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে বসে বসে রঙ মাখে (ও মন)

আবার সেই ছবিখান নষ্ট করে কোন জনা

একজনে সুর তোলে একতানে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে মন্দিরাতে তাল তোলে (ও মন)

আবার বেসুরা সুর ধরে দেখ কোন জনা

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা

রস খাইয়া হইয়া মাতাল

ওইদেখ হাতফস্কে যায় ঘোড়ার লাগাম

সেই লাগামখানা ধরে দেখ কোন জনা।

Days are fine. Just i can't change my perception.

People are fine. Just I can't escape from dependence.

Goals are fine. Just I can't see my dedication.

I opted to search “HSC” in the search bar and an option popped up;

Seeing the 4th option, I, suddenly, remembered the terrible SSC time.

2018: 

“Question Leakage Batch of Bangladesh!”

 That year, the most amount of columns published in the front page of every newspaper showed the truth: the question was leaked.

Even, government was considering the option of retaking the exam; we were panicked every day to think that we are honest. Do not look at us. My parents were afraid to open social media thinking what if there’s a question paper. I wanted to send my teacher to know the solution of a question through whatsapp after exam, and my mother said, “Hey, if they check your social account!” 

Okay, I know this is illogical. But you can not imagine the stress of that time.

2020:

And now we, the batch of 2018, got another new name.

“Autopass batch of Bangladesh”

Yeah, we were the “question leakage batch of Bangladesh” & now we are the “Auto pass batch of Bangladesh” 

But my question is -

What have I done to carry these two names throughout my life?

Don't know why, once a year seemed a long time span for me. But now if i hear 15 billion years ago, "really,within so small time, a lot of things happened!" it seems too small to me :(

কোনো math এর এমন solution বের করা উচিত যেটা question maker ই বুঝে না।xd তাইলেই না মজা!

Starting to walk alone

In case you have learnt swimming in a traditional way, you should know it that first time, a teacher gives a support to the learner and the learner tries to survive in the water thinking s/he has a companion to support. Meanwhile, a time comes when the teacher makes the learner free and the learner still tries to swim assuming the presence of the teacher.

The moment the learner sees back ,realizing that he is alone, gives him two feeling.

1. The instant void feeling

2. The aha moment that yeah! I have learned it!

I know I am going through a path in my life when I saw behind, I saw none to guide me to my path. The aha moment is still ahead. But I know I am learning an invaluable skill

to walk alone.

( Don't get it otherwise. I am not saying that I don't have any well wishers, family members, friends to support me. Of course, they are beside me. But that's another part. To get my dream fulfilled, I need to take further steps where none will accompany me. And it's not bad. It's necessary for everyone to be self dependant. Some learn it fast; some do not. In case of me, it's harder. But I know I can cope up with it.

If you want to get something, you need to sacrifice other as well.)