শেষ পর্যন্ত মানুষ যাকে ভালো বলে ভালো সেই

Mathematics - I miss you.

I think the most dangerous thing is to stuck in one place.

It's easy to tell someone "I am going through a deppressive phase." But is it necessary? I think silence is better and it's better to misguide your surrounding with your fake laughing.

What do you think about me? I am more drastic than that.

Week 1 review :

The week was slightly productive (30-40%). And from the perspective of study, i started to get the way how to study. I failed to perfectly complete all goals. But perfection does not come in one day :)

Not the ultimate result, Let's love the process, win the moment!

Hard work , never ever goes in vain . Never . If you fail, it doesn't mean you will fail the next time even if work hard. It will be always with you, your memories of working hard. You will gain help from this works. Don't lose your inner light .

Past myself : Is it really possible for me to stop '.....'. Never ever. Impossible!

Present myself : No, i make it possible.

**at least i am proud of myself**

Thanks to Dr. Laurie Santos for changing my life.

It may seem straightforward to see many things differently. But, together they are complicated.Even sometimes that's beyond your imagination.

যদি তোর   ডাক শুনে কেউ না আসে   তবে   একলা চলো রে।

একলা চলো,   একলা চলো,   একলা চলো,   একলা চলো রে ॥

যদি   কেউ কথা না কয়,   ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,

যদি   সবাই থাকে মুখ ফিরায়ে   সবাই করে ভয়–

                   তবে   পরান খুলেও তুই   মুখ ফুটে তোর মনের কথা   একলা বলো রে ॥

যদি   সবাই ফিরে যায়,   ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,

যদি   গহন পথে যাবার কালে কেউ ফিরে না চায়–  

                 তবে   পথের কাঁটাও তুই   রক্তমাখা চরণতলে   একলা দলো রে ॥

যদি   আলো না ধরে,   ওরে ওরে ও অভাগা,

যদি   ঝড়-বাদলে আঁধার রাতে   দুয়ার দেয় ঘরে– 

                  তবে   বজ্রানলেআপন   বুকের পাঁজর জ্বালিয়ে নিয়ে   একলা জ্বলো রে ॥

English translation

 If they pay no heed to your call walk on your own.

Walk alone, walk alone, walk alone, walk all alone.

If none speaks, o wretched one,

If all turn their face away and cower in silence—

          Then open out your heart

dear one, speak out your mind, voice alone.

If everyone spurns, o wretched one

If all leave you in the lurch in wilderness

         Then trample the trail of thorns

With your blood stained feet alone, on your own.

If no one holds up a light, o wretched one

And bolts the doors in dark, stormy night 

         Then in the lightning fire of pain

Kindle your own heart and keep it burning bright alone.

Rabindranath Tagore.