I am chipping away at this chapter, putting way too much pressure on myself, writing and then discarding vast swathes of words, scowling at my monitor, not doing my job.
I just need to be done with this story so I can step off the angsty smut train for a hot minute and rejoin the world. I don’t want to sleep on it, give it time. I want to finish it, and finish it perfectly.
Chapters 1-10 - Too obsessed to stop. Can't eat, can't sleep, must write.
The final Chapter - what is writing? who am I? look, chocolate.
Unless you're the parent of a small child, in which weekends are like a warzone and actually you never get your errands done and the only thing you enjoy is scrolling on your phone on the toilet with the door locked while a six year screams from the other side of the door, "Baba! It's time for kitty school!!"
https://archiveofourown.org/works/63663868/chapters/165082702
Chapter 9 posted!
me every time I post something