an independent and private roleplay blog for ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ of naoko takeuchiโs bishoujo senshi sailor moon. manga and headcanon-based. established 2014. dreamed by fae. ยฉ
โ if youโre done lying to me, then you should stop lying to yourself. โ โ itโs not going to be easy, you know. โ โ well, it sounds like youโre working for a nutcase. โ โ make sure that youโre safe.ย โ โ look, i wanted to tell you! i wanted to! but how could i?ย โ โ see? iโm not just a pretty face. โ โ iโm sorry for what happened to you. โ โ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. โ โ wait, wait, wait. something about this feels kinda hinky. โ โ what a warm and homey place, huh?ย โ โ iโm willing to forgive and forget. for old timeโs sake. โ โ looks like he was killed. ripped to shreds actually. โ โ these guys have been tailing me for weeks. thought i lost them. โ โ should i be flattered, or worried?ย โ โ so with our luck, whatโs the odds this volcano is going to erupt on us? โ โ i hope i donโt go to hell for this. โ โ i can handle this. iโm tough. i grew up with nuns.ย โ โ fair warning, last person who betrayed me wound up dead.ย โ โ you told me youโd say out of trouble. โ โ how do i know youโre real? โ โ donโt ever point a gun at me again. โ โ make sure that youโre safe. โ โ i have made a lot of mistakes. a lot. iโm not a perfect man.ย โ โ i had a lousy father. lousy childhood. โ โ sounds terrible. check his wallet. โ โ letโs not forget who walked out on whom. you donโt get to be jealous. ย โ โ progress demands sacrafice.ย โ โ shut up. i really thought you were gone this time. โ โ i canโt leave you alone for one minute, can i? โ โ on a scale of 1-10, how scared were you that i was gonna die?ย โ โ i canโt walk away. iโm tired of walking away. โ โ even an enemy must be fed and sheltered. are you my enemy?ย โ โ we can still stop him. i can help you.ย โ โ gotta say, you have a real knack for breaking things. โ โ do as i say not as i do. โ โ looks like hell spit you back out. โ โ whatโs your story, anyway?ย โ โ i donโt take big risks without a good payday. โ โ i guess it runs in the family, huh? โ โ you canโt reform the villain and save the day. itโs just not done like that. โ โ sorry, i just need to get my head back in the game.ย โ โ this isnโt our fight. itโs my fight.ย โ โ i wonโt let them hurt you. โ โ skip the mind games. you donโt know me.ย โ โ no offense, but your ancestor was a right asshole. โ โ youโre unusually quiet. whatโs up your bum?ย โ โ that was my last cigarette. โ โ okay, well, why donโt you just walk away? โ โ why this obsession? iโm just worried. โ โ i canโtโฆi canโt breatheโฆi justโฆcanโt breatheโฆย โ โ donโt touch me. get away from me. โ โ if you let these bastards win - after this - i will never forgive you. โ โ youโve got your pride all tangled up in this thing. itโs making you reckless. โ โ any trouble you shoot first and ask questions later. โ โ dangerous to be out so late.ย ย โ โ easy now. look at me. โ โ my leg! donโt touch it! i know itโs broken!ย โ โ are you going to join me, darling? โ โ this is my gig. you want your share, you play by my rules.ย โ โ we donโt get to choose how we start in life. real greatness? itโs what you do with the hand youโre dealt.ย โ โ i always felt that we were destined for something great.ย โ โ you should relax. youโll live longer.ย โ โ i taught you better than that. โ โ so thatโs a no? felt like a no.ย โ โ quit acting like youโre gonna lie down and die, all right?ย โ โ i have a spare bed.ย ย โ โ is there no bottom for your ignorance?ย โ โ even cornered dogs bite back.ย ย โ โ that one is my favourite. it makes your eyes twinkle.ย ย โ โ admit it. youโre gonna miss this ass.ย ย โ โ you think iโm a monster, but youโre no different from me.ย ย โ โ how many people have you killed? how many?ย ย โ โ you will not stand in the way of destiny.ย ย โ โ you stick with me, iโll teach you a few things. โ โ well, if youโd like, i can tell you where to stick it.ย โ โ face it, genius, youโve been played.ย โ โ yeah, keep smiling, asshole.ย โ โ i got nothing to prove. โ โ donโt hand it to me. iโve had everything handed to me โ โ you donโt know when to give up, do you? โ โ you stick your neck out, youโre asking to lose your head. โ โ oh, and now youโre blushing. โ โ just so you know, itโs not my first lost city. โ โ are you always this clever? โ โ i was trying to rescue you, as a matter of fact. โ โ you know, at this point, iโve run out of words. โ โ what do you say we really ruin this guyโs day? โ โ whether you die or not, i donโt really care. โ โ i thought youโฆi saw you get shot. โ โ itโs like a camera. you justโฆpoint and shoot, right?ย โ โ god, whoโs being unprofessional now? โ โ i always knew you were gonna make something of yourself one day. โ โ letโs just pretend i skipped all of sunday school. โ โ oh no you didnโt do that. thatโs not funny! โ โ save the world, triumph over evil. โ โ are you trying to kill me? โ โ know what i love about partying with a bunch of crooks? nobody cares that you smoke indoors.ย โ โ you gave me a goddamn heartattack.ย โ โ iโll die a thousand deaths before i let you win.ย ย โ โ i didnโt tell you because i was afraidโฆof losing you. โ โ what ever happened to just living a normal life?ย โ โ even if you think youโre protecting me, you donโt have a right to shut me out like that. โ โ i meanโฆ thanks for saving me. โ โ en garde, dickhead. โ โ i love you. โ โ come on! we can get out of here together. โ โ everything i touch turns to shit. โ โ how did you find me anyway? โ โ iโve got my eye on you. โ โ you were going to sell me out, werenโt you? โ โ love to know what youโre thinking.ย โ โ well, well, well. get it?ย โcause you know, itโs a well.ย โ โ itโs a shame weโre leaving empty handed though.ย โ โ okayโฆyeahโฆhow do i look? โ โ thank me after we get out of this alive.ย โ โ youโre lucky that i found you when i did.ย โ โ theyโre just saying that because it gets to you. โ โ look, if youโre into shady stuff itโs totally cool. โ โ ha. thatโs my girl.ย โ โ i made a promise that i was done with this life. โ โ listen, sunshine, the world doesnโt care.ย โ โ well, thatโs it. now you know everything.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back. โ โ you know, i shot the man who told me that. โ โ i thought that iโd be satisfied. instead, iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ as thrilling as the next adventure may be, in the end, youโre always left with that same feeling. โ โ you know, i didnโt think i could trust you either. โ โ i almost lost you once before. i just canโt do that again.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back.ย โ โ thatโs it! no compassion! no mercy!ย โ โ sentimentality in this line of work will get you killed.ย โ โ i need your helpโฆand you need mine.ย โ โ i kept your tears in a jar.ย โ โ i expected you to have my back.ย ย โ โ tell you what. when i get back, pizzaโs on me.ย โ โ death. it smelled like death.ย โ โ so they have beaten you, eh? your questโs over? ย โ โ you listen to your mum, okay? ย โ โ trust me - your ego will mend.ย ย โ โ i hope i live to regret this.ย ย โ โ these men were all shot.ย ย โ โ be a lot easier just to let go.ย ย โ โ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say?ย ย โ โ seems like i am always saving your ass.ย โ โ i never asked for any of your bloody heroics.ย โ โ the guys in prison used to say, โyou can steal to eat or you can steal to get rich.โ i say, why not both?ย ย โ โ you were never a chocolate and flower kinda girl.ย ย โ โ i donโt have your luck. people like me know when to walk away from the table.ย ย โ โ appreciate the update, captain obvious.ย ย โ โ you made your choice.ย ย โ โ donโt tell me youโre buying all into that supernatural nonsense.ย ย โ โ i couldnโt sleep last time i saw that.ย ย โ โ itโs actually nice working with a woman for a change.ย โ โ iโm lucky youโre on my side.ย โ โ do you really think all this really could be true? ย โ โ you know, itโs kind of romantic down here.ย ย โ โ just wish iโd brought something to read.ย ย โ โ you can relax. weโre safe here. โ โ i am surrounded by traitors and fools.ย ย โ โ just donโt get us killed.ย โ โ what are you shaking for? โ โ parents must be worried about you. โ โ i wonder what youโre really scared ofโฆnot bullets, or blood, or broken bonesโฆ โ โ i donโt need your bullet-ridden-corpse on my conscience. letโs go. โ โ yeah, iโm fine. oh, but - youโre bleeding.ย โ โ i do seem to attract the scum of the earth. ah - no offense. โ โ all this grandeur, hidden away from the world.ย ย โ โ if we donโt make it out here, i just want you to know - i hate your guts. โ โ iโve got a bad feeling about this place. โ โ thatโs my blood. thatโs my blood. thatโs a lot of my blood.ย โ โ you should play the hero more often. it suits you.ย โ โ eyes ahead, donโt look down.ย โ โ here - grab my hand. โ โ no matter what it is, youโre supposed to come to me so we can work it out togetherโฆ as a team.ย โย โ you know nothing is ever truly destroyed. just purified and reborn.ย ย โ โ you just - totally crushed that moment. you know that, right? ย โ โ youโre a selfish dickhead.ย ย โ โ i do speak a little bit of ____, you know. wait, what did you say?ย โ โ i know you. youโre no hero.ย ย โ โ i wish you couldโve been there. โ โ hey, are you happy? โ โ youโre not gonna pass out on me or nothing, are you?ย โ โ look, iโฆumโฆ.iโm not good with the whole people thing.ย ย โ โ iโve had worse nights, believe me.ย ย โ โ letโs find somewhere a little more private. โ โ hey, take it easy. youโve been out for almost half an hour.ย ย โ โ to rule people, you first must sow chaos.ย ย โ โ itโs not stealing if it was mine to begin with. โ โ take me with you. โ โ iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ anyone ever tell you, you have a funny idea of romantic?ย ย โย โ itโs nothing that years of therapy wonโt fix. ย โ โ no. itโs my turn to walk away.ย ย โย โ nothing about our lives have been fair, but weโve made it work. โ โ your people will beg me to save them.ย ย โ โ weโre not on a first-name basis.ย ย โ โ you know nothing about me.ย ย โ โ do tell. maybe over some drinks? ย โ โ we must keep to the shadows.ย ย โ โ hey, you cool? โcause i need you to be cool.ย ย โ โ you must be tired of these lectures. i know iโm tired of giving them. โ โ here, take this. youโll catch a cold. โ โ is that a sin? i think thatโs a sin. โ
Bodies are supposed to be TEMPLES, rightย ? In my defense, marble is marble and stone is stone. In my defense, nobody ever taught me that I could be HOLY. In my defense, Iโm the GRAVEYARD and not the dead.ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I AM A CATHEDRAL OF ALMOST-LOVERS, ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย HERE IS YOUR ALTAR FOR WORSHIP. โกย
My demons and I are a packaged deal, my heart even comes with a custom seal.
(via forever-deep-in-thought)
Iโve been cold, Iโve been merciless. But the blood on my hands scares me to death, maybe Iโm waking up today
Jaymes Young - Iโll be good. (via stringimipiuchepuoi)
Tomoe, do you remember? The iris. It gives off its strongest scent in the rain. Even if it is a rain of blood.
hi, this is a fire emblem multi muse blog. promo me. (:
Rurouni Kenshin - Departure Theme
from the Anime seriesโฆ
@miburoniโ when miss sunny and i go back into the bakumatsu to meiji restoration times .... ishin shishi and shinsengumi bonding . . . . wholesome..... kenshin and hijikata bonding imminent, a walking mass of talent if i do say so myself. guess iโm making a fate verse and working harder than ever on my research / reviewing! people like her are worth following. this is a polite promo.
Ariel: โElmโ by Sylvia Plath
๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐'๐ข ๐๐ก๐ค๐ฃ๐; ๐ฉ๐ค๐ข๐ค๐ง๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ก๐จ ๐จ๐ค ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฌ๐๐ฎ;ย ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ข๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐๐จ๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฃ.
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