๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐'๐ข ๐๐ก๐ค๐ฃ๐; ๐ฉ๐ค๐ข๐ค๐ง๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ก๐จ ๐จ๐ค ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฌ๐๐ฎ;ย ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ข๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐๐จ๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฃ.
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an independent and private roleplay blog for ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ of naoko takeuchiโs bishoujo senshi sailor moon. manga and headcanon-based. established 2014. dreamed by fae. ยฉ
dont underestimate the power of kindness. strength is not being cold hearted and aloof, itโs being amicable in the face of bitterness or gentle with those who need to be loved. so please, if nothing else, be kind.
Kenshin & Kaoruย [insp]
'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐'๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.'
bold ย whatever ย applies ย to ย your ย muse. ย ย italicize ย the ย things ย that ย are circumstantial. ย REPOST , ย DONโT ย REBLOG.
been cheated on ย | ย been bullied ย | ย had your heart broken ย | ย broken someoneโs heart ย | ย told a horrible lie ย | ย been betrayed ย | ย been framed / set-up ย | ย stolen something of value ย | ย overdosed on drugs ย | ย been drunk ย | ย cheated ย | ย bullied ย | been publicly humiliated | ย punched someone in the face | ย been beaten up | ย broken a bone ย | ย been admitted to a hospital ย | ย put someone in the hospital | ย had a near - death experience ย | ย been drugged ย | ย done drugs ย | ย smoked ย | ย been arrested | ย been homeless ย | ย been forced to commit a crime ย | ย died and came back to life ย | ย kissed someone you werenโt attracted to ย | ย bled severely ย | ย killed someone ย | ย been forced to kill someone ย | ย had an attempt on your life ย | ย made an attempt on your own life ย | ย lost someone | ย loved someone ย | ย watched a loved one die ย | failed to save / help a loved one ย | ย felt helpless ย | ย watched your world die / disappear ย | ย had your lifeโs work stolen ย / ย destroyed ย ย
gone without food for over three days ย | ย gone without sleep for over three days ย | ย been tortured / questioned ย | ย been shot ย | been stabbed | ย been poisoned ย | ย been held prisoner | ย been trapped ย | ย been buried alive ย | been held hostage ย | ย held someone hostage ย | ย been stuck in a different world / universe / time ย | ย been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you ย | had a panic attack ย | had night terrors ย | ย been in a car accident | lost your job ย | ย lost a fight ย | ย had sex with a stranger ย | ย been divorced ย | ย been abandoned | ย passed out from pain ย | ย cried yourself to sleep ย | ย spent a whole day in bed ย | ย hurt yourself ย | taken your anger out on yourself ย | ย taken your anger out on someone you love ย | ย been used ย | ย been manipulated ย | felt used | ย manipulated someone else ย | had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with ย | ย been taken over by a hostile force ย | ย been terrified ย | ย played a cruel game on someone ย | ย been forced to smile ย | felt too many things at once | laughed ย when you felt like crying | ย been in denial ย | ย been denied ย | faced your demons
Takeru Satoh - Rurouni Kenshin: Kyoto Inferno (2014)
Hans Gude, Yuri Pryadko, Renato Muccillo.
the war is over (the war is never over), so march on home, little soldier, and watch your back - when you talk to the dead, the dead talk back.
need a medic? | s. r. (via brownbicon)
you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near.ย
* crossed out because most of the story kenshin has accepted his own death as a possibility. ย a long time ago as deserving of it happening for all heโs done in his teens / bakumatsu andย ย even earlier than that as shinta, who knew death, loss and hardship at an early age.
stolen: @miburoniโ tagging: @agukamiโ @vulpesseโ @godkilllerโ @ofliminalitiesโ @homra-no-artemisโ @hanahakenโ @obscuritcsโ @quiirinโ @unmeihaโ @deathcryโ + everyone.
Verses to work on / establish that arenโt canon. Please note if you read these they wonโt by any means come immediately, as I am exploring new things to my canon and exploring even further the rich history of the Edo / Meiji Period while writing in two notebooks .ย
Fire Em.blem
Fate. (5โฒ2 freakishly powerful Saber)
KNY. (Dragon Pillar? Dragon Pillar.)
Fina.l Fantasy.
Harvest Mo.on.
Modern Versesย โHappyโ andย โTragic Pastโ versions.
Deity Verse. ( Kenshin as Hachiman / Yawata no Kami. )
Tentative Okami Verse.
Things I want to make verses for but I Need To Go Through Them First: - Hakuouki , I admit Kenshinโs title ofย โDemon of Kyotoโ by Saito loosely parsed being used literally would be fascinating and even more terrifying than his 14-19 year old self in the Bakumatsu.ย I hope I have some kind of platform for this because itโd make a nice present sometime. - Sailor M.oon. Frankly I have no idea how Iโd incorporate this save have Kenshin be a freakishly powerful bodyguard / entity / something that helps out the girls while also holding their proverbial flower. Bleach: Eventually! With all politeness, Bleachโs length is a bit too much for me sometimes despite me really really enjoying it!ย and while I remember admiring deeply the characterโs personalities / nuances, I never finished it. Iโd like to be able someday to find time and give it that justice. For me, Iโd make two different verses based on Kenshin being a shinigami that does lose his memory and one that as a friend helped with on my OG blog, is akin to Ich.igo in that he is still alive.ย
note: this will be edited as more ideas come to mind. if you think of a verse that this legend would fit into that i havenโt though of, please by all means, drop a comment or suggestion, i love immersion!
Tomoe, do you remember? The iris. It gives off its strongest scent in the rain. Even if it is a rain of blood.
Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001
Oh you Himura-san, why are you so fun to draw~
give me two characters who are each otherโs home. two characters who feel completely safe, warm and protected in each otherโs presence, and who are completely respected by the other. two people who, on some level or another, were missing that little extra spark they needed to feel fully confident and accepted as their whole selves until the other came along. they donโtย โfix each otherโ orย โmake each other betterโโthey give the other the support they need to build on what was already inside them. sure they might kiss, or make goo-goo eyes, but they can also justโฆtalk, and make each other laugh and smile, because for once they feel comfortable enough in themselves and with each other to be vulnerable in that way. two complete people who finally find someone to share all of themselves with. and no matter what they do or how far they go, theyโll always have each other to come back home to.ย
HONESTLY THIS IS SUCH A MAJOR SCENE? Maekawa speaks of the old form of kenjutsuย ย when warriors measure each other with just a glance. He does this with Kenshin and immediately the two of them begin to laugh, or from my translation of my own manga, Maekawa says this:
โ Donโt worry, Kaoru-kun. Iโve no wish to fight anymore. I can already see that Iโve lost. I gave him my fiercest glare and his eyes just let it flow away.โ
ย Basically this man, older than Kenshin - has lost to him - and not in malicious intent. Kenshin once again was presented with a powerful will, and no matter the will, his eyes just gently, like water, let them flow away - almost like the wind, he acknowledges someoneโs desire to fight him, if they have even an inkling of how powerful he is - and he lets it flow away. He doesnโt want to fight any unnecessary battles and that these two could have a stare-down is a testament to both of them but for this analysis, really, Kenshin, because it shows his depth of will and control .ย
He was offered a fight and his air-tight control and heart easily let it roll off his back. He has no desire. Heโs seen enough fighting than this man has his entire life - and adding another that has no merit save competing forย โstrength titlesโ is useless to a man who is called and feared by all as theย โstrongestโ a title he even claims to Aoshi that he can have because he has noย โneed of itโ all he cares about are the peopleย โwaiting for his help.โย
The combined imagery and how gently Kenshin states with merely his eyes how he has no desire to fight a pointless battle is testament to his character, in my opinion, and his strength of heart - enough strength that he can easily, and gently disarm someoneโs fighting intent aimed towards him with merely a glance, never losing a warriorโs respect for another.
โย 140 YEARS AGO, IN KYOTO, WITH THE COMING OF THE BLACK SHIPS, THERE EMERGED A WARRIOR CALLED โย HITOKIRI BATTOSAI. โย ย FELLING MEN WITH HIS BLOOD-STAINED BLADE, HE CLOSED THEย TURBULENTย BAKUMATSU ERAย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย AND SLASHED OPEN THE AGE KNOWN AS ย โ MEIJI โ .
HE VANISHED;ย AND WITH THE FLOW OF YEARS BECAME Aย LEGEND; ย KNOWN SIMPLY AS THEย โ THE STRONGEST . โย
IN THE ELEVENTH YEAR OF MEIJI, ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย IN THE MIDDLE OF TOKYOโฆ
@miburoniโ when miss sunny and i go back into the bakumatsu to meiji restoration times .... ishin shishi and shinsengumi bonding . . . . wholesome..... kenshin and hijikata bonding imminent, a walking mass of talent if i do say so myself. guess iโm making a fate verse and working harder than ever on my research / reviewing! people like her are worth following. this is a polite promo.
A sword is a weapon. The art of swordsmanship is learning how to kill. That is the truth. What Miss Kaoru says is sweet and innocent talk that only those whose hands have never been stained with the blood of men can believe. But, to tell you the truth, I much prefer Miss Kaoruโs sweet and innocent talk over the truth, indeed I do!.
Rurouni Kenshin Original Motion Picture Score by Naoki Sato
07 - HITOKIRI BATTOUSAI - SATSUJIN KEN
Wakes up insanely early but also free day so. Honestly donโt know about you but Iโm suffering from brain rot but and this blogโs beginning and continuation of having Tumblr completely ..... not make things work right. Will that stop me? Probably not but itโs a bit frustrating! Itโs just one of those things that it inevitably when you think it never will, will probably sort itself out.ย
Honestly my first meta will be about Kenshinโs red gi but I also just want to talk about one of my favorite fights / that one time Kenshin roasted someone so bad they were almost Shishio 2.0 aka the second battle with Shinomori Aoshi and just how Kenshin gives so much wisdom and inner, unshakable strength of will against empty physical strength and how he calls him out on it as using it to do awful things.ย
Itโs a great example that while Kenshin is the strongest warrior of the Bakumatsu / Revolution in this canon, thatโs literally stated in the opening pages starting our story,ย and just how I feel again, Kenshin hones in on what matters. Is it cool that you can single-handedly deal from 14-19 against adult men of the Shinsengumi on your own at onceย without breaking a sweat greats like Okita Souji and Saito Hajime and make them consider if itโs smart to touch you? Much less be the very person to make them break back or break their stance, again, at once? Yes, itโs very impressive and quite scaryย and very telling that at that young heโs so strong, in that way.
Is it perhaps even more compelling to me that such a legendary swordsman has a soul, even when itโs ultimately tested and broken, restores itself at the end of the story simply by listening to an innocent girl weeping for his protection to save an innocent life and finds even when he wants to give up, his own will wonโt let him? In a way, yes. Both arenโt exclusive. But it gives Kenshinโs title ofย strongestย in battle new meaning when you realize that out of every character in Ruroken, Kenshinโs willpowerย / will to live is the highest andย ย โoff the chartsย โย , canonly in one of the many info books that...I donโt have my hands on.
Me: And most of the series he didnโt even care if he lived or died!ย GROWTH.
Also me: That is chapters and volumes away / a season away. One thing at a time!
HELLO. long story short, i need a bit of help. i live in an apartment with my mom and we are both currently low on funds needed to pay our electricity and rent due to issues with social security and disability.ย
iโll be, hopefully soon, receiving my inheritance from my grandfatherโs estate now that iโm not long a minor, but because i donโt have a definitive date for that, i canโt rely on it when we already have some late payments. we are also trying to get help on our utilities but there is no guarantee they will pay every single dollar, and we barely have enough to get our basic needs this month because everything went straight on the bills.
i have a PAYPAL RIGHT HERE, and iโll even pay you back once i get my inheritance if thatโs something you need. even reblogs help immensely. thank you.
BTS Rurouni Kenshin: Saishusho The Final and Rurouni Kenshin: Saishusho The Beginning, with Kenshin and Kaoru.
โpatienceโ is not a word, itโs a whole mental and psychological mindset
Rurouni Kenshin || Favorite Character โณ Requested by: mouriyama
rurouni kenshin in a nutshell: please notice meย hitokiri battลsai / kenshin.
also you can tell how loved kaoru is in her community, as both the breadwinner, and an orphan of six months prior. i love how it emphasized her impact already in the lives of people willing to understand the path she walks especially after kenshin kinda...obliterated the entire gang that was going to take her dojo for sale all by himself. them all running to her alone really says a lot of kaoruโs character, and the person kenshin will, and is, inevitably drawn to.ย
basically kaoru is the light of tokyo.
when the sheer presence / energyย of kenshinโs discardedย sword from the bakumatsu / revolution makes jin-e flinch and recoil and literally say what the hell is this ? because even kenshinโs imprinted aura is so powerful, heโs touching the sword of the strongest warrior in the revolution and he knows it.
Hitenmitsurugiryu Amakakeruryunohirameki - Noriyuki Asakura
Anime: Rurouni Kenshin
โ if youโre done lying to me, then you should stop lying to yourself. โ โ itโs not going to be easy, you know. โ โ well, it sounds like youโre working for a nutcase. โ โ make sure that youโre safe.ย โ โ look, i wanted to tell you! i wanted to! but how could i?ย โ โ see? iโm not just a pretty face. โ โ iโm sorry for what happened to you. โ โ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. โ โ wait, wait, wait. something about this feels kinda hinky. โ โ what a warm and homey place, huh?ย โ โ iโm willing to forgive and forget. for old timeโs sake. โ โ looks like he was killed. ripped to shreds actually. โ โ these guys have been tailing me for weeks. thought i lost them. โ โ should i be flattered, or worried?ย โ โ so with our luck, whatโs the odds this volcano is going to erupt on us? โ โ i hope i donโt go to hell for this. โ โ i can handle this. iโm tough. i grew up with nuns.ย โ โ fair warning, last person who betrayed me wound up dead.ย โ โ you told me youโd say out of trouble. โ โ how do i know youโre real? โ โ donโt ever point a gun at me again. โ โ make sure that youโre safe. โ โ i have made a lot of mistakes. a lot. iโm not a perfect man.ย โ โ i had a lousy father. lousy childhood. โ โ sounds terrible. check his wallet. โ โ letโs not forget who walked out on whom. you donโt get to be jealous. ย โ โ progress demands sacrafice.ย โ โ shut up. i really thought you were gone this time. โ โ i canโt leave you alone for one minute, can i? โ โ on a scale of 1-10, how scared were you that i was gonna die?ย โ โ i canโt walk away. iโm tired of walking away. โ โ even an enemy must be fed and sheltered. are you my enemy?ย โ โ we can still stop him. i can help you.ย โ โ gotta say, you have a real knack for breaking things. โ โ do as i say not as i do. โ โ looks like hell spit you back out. โ โ whatโs your story, anyway?ย โ โ i donโt take big risks without a good payday. โ โ i guess it runs in the family, huh? โ โ you canโt reform the villain and save the day. itโs just not done like that. โ โ sorry, i just need to get my head back in the game.ย โ โ this isnโt our fight. itโs my fight.ย โ โ i wonโt let them hurt you. โ โ skip the mind games. you donโt know me.ย โ โ no offense, but your ancestor was a right asshole. โ โ youโre unusually quiet. whatโs up your bum?ย โ โ that was my last cigarette. โ โ okay, well, why donโt you just walk away? โ โ why this obsession? iโm just worried. โ โ i canโtโฆi canโt breatheโฆi justโฆcanโt breatheโฆย โ โ donโt touch me. get away from me. โ โ if you let these bastards win - after this - i will never forgive you. โ โ youโve got your pride all tangled up in this thing. itโs making you reckless. โ โ any trouble you shoot first and ask questions later. โ โ dangerous to be out so late.ย ย โ โ easy now. look at me. โ โ my leg! donโt touch it! i know itโs broken!ย โ โ are you going to join me, darling? โ โ this is my gig. you want your share, you play by my rules.ย โ โ we donโt get to choose how we start in life. real greatness? itโs what you do with the hand youโre dealt.ย โ โ i always felt that we were destined for something great.ย โ โ you should relax. youโll live longer.ย โ โ i taught you better than that. โ โ so thatโs a no? felt like a no.ย โ โ quit acting like youโre gonna lie down and die, all right?ย โ โ i have a spare bed.ย ย โ โ is there no bottom for your ignorance?ย โ โ even cornered dogs bite back.ย ย โ โ that one is my favourite. it makes your eyes twinkle.ย ย โ โ admit it. youโre gonna miss this ass.ย ย โ โ you think iโm a monster, but youโre no different from me.ย ย โ โ how many people have you killed? how many?ย ย โ โ you will not stand in the way of destiny.ย ย โ โ you stick with me, iโll teach you a few things. โ โ well, if youโd like, i can tell you where to stick it.ย โ โ face it, genius, youโve been played.ย โ โ yeah, keep smiling, asshole.ย โ โ i got nothing to prove. โ โ donโt hand it to me. iโve had everything handed to me โ โ you donโt know when to give up, do you? โ โ you stick your neck out, youโre asking to lose your head. โ โ oh, and now youโre blushing. โ โ just so you know, itโs not my first lost city. โ โ are you always this clever? โ โ i was trying to rescue you, as a matter of fact. โ โ you know, at this point, iโve run out of words. โ โ what do you say we really ruin this guyโs day? โ โ whether you die or not, i donโt really care. โ โ i thought youโฆi saw you get shot. โ โ itโs like a camera. you justโฆpoint and shoot, right?ย โ โ god, whoโs being unprofessional now? โ โ i always knew you were gonna make something of yourself one day. โ โ letโs just pretend i skipped all of sunday school. โ โ oh no you didnโt do that. thatโs not funny! โ โ save the world, triumph over evil. โ โ are you trying to kill me? โ โ know what i love about partying with a bunch of crooks? nobody cares that you smoke indoors.ย โ โ you gave me a goddamn heartattack.ย โ โ iโll die a thousand deaths before i let you win.ย ย โ โ i didnโt tell you because i was afraidโฆof losing you. โ โ what ever happened to just living a normal life?ย โ โ even if you think youโre protecting me, you donโt have a right to shut me out like that. โ โ i meanโฆ thanks for saving me. โ โ en garde, dickhead. โ โ i love you. โ โ come on! we can get out of here together. โ โ everything i touch turns to shit. โ โ how did you find me anyway? โ โ iโve got my eye on you. โ โ you were going to sell me out, werenโt you? โ โ love to know what youโre thinking.ย โ โ well, well, well. get it?ย โcause you know, itโs a well.ย โ โ itโs a shame weโre leaving empty handed though.ย โ โ okayโฆyeahโฆhow do i look? โ โ thank me after we get out of this alive.ย โ โ youโre lucky that i found you when i did.ย โ โ theyโre just saying that because it gets to you. โ โ look, if youโre into shady stuff itโs totally cool. โ โ ha. thatโs my girl.ย โ โ i made a promise that i was done with this life. โ โ listen, sunshine, the world doesnโt care.ย โ โ well, thatโs it. now you know everything.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back. โ โ you know, i shot the man who told me that. โ โ i thought that iโd be satisfied. instead, iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ as thrilling as the next adventure may be, in the end, youโre always left with that same feeling. โ โ you know, i didnโt think i could trust you either. โ โ i almost lost you once before. i just canโt do that again.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back.ย โ โ thatโs it! no compassion! no mercy!ย โ โ sentimentality in this line of work will get you killed.ย โ โ i need your helpโฆand you need mine.ย โ โ i kept your tears in a jar.ย โ โ i expected you to have my back.ย ย โ โ tell you what. when i get back, pizzaโs on me.ย โ โ death. it smelled like death.ย โ โ so they have beaten you, eh? your questโs over? ย โ โ you listen to your mum, okay? ย โ โ trust me - your ego will mend.ย ย โ โ i hope i live to regret this.ย ย โ โ these men were all shot.ย ย โ โ be a lot easier just to let go.ย ย โ โ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say?ย ย โ โ seems like i am always saving your ass.ย โ โ i never asked for any of your bloody heroics.ย โ โ the guys in prison used to say, โyou can steal to eat or you can steal to get rich.โ i say, why not both?ย ย โ โ you were never a chocolate and flower kinda girl.ย ย โ โ i donโt have your luck. people like me know when to walk away from the table.ย ย โ โ appreciate the update, captain obvious.ย ย โ โ you made your choice.ย ย โ โ donโt tell me youโre buying all into that supernatural nonsense.ย ย โ โ i couldnโt sleep last time i saw that.ย ย โ โ itโs actually nice working with a woman for a change.ย โ โ iโm lucky youโre on my side.ย โ โ do you really think all this really could be true? ย โ โ you know, itโs kind of romantic down here.ย ย โ โ just wish iโd brought something to read.ย ย โ โ you can relax. weโre safe here. โ โ i am surrounded by traitors and fools.ย ย โ โ just donโt get us killed.ย โ โ what are you shaking for? โ โ parents must be worried about you. โ โ i wonder what youโre really scared ofโฆnot bullets, or blood, or broken bonesโฆ โ โ i donโt need your bullet-ridden-corpse on my conscience. letโs go. โ โ yeah, iโm fine. oh, but - youโre bleeding.ย โ โ i do seem to attract the scum of the earth. ah - no offense. โ โ all this grandeur, hidden away from the world.ย ย โ โ if we donโt make it out here, i just want you to know - i hate your guts. โ โ iโve got a bad feeling about this place. โ โ thatโs my blood. thatโs my blood. thatโs a lot of my blood.ย โ โ you should play the hero more often. it suits you.ย โ โ eyes ahead, donโt look down.ย โ โ here - grab my hand. โ โ no matter what it is, youโre supposed to come to me so we can work it out togetherโฆ as a team.ย โย โ you know nothing is ever truly destroyed. just purified and reborn.ย ย โ โ you just - totally crushed that moment. you know that, right? ย โ โ youโre a selfish dickhead.ย ย โ โ i do speak a little bit of ____, you know. wait, what did you say?ย โ โ i know you. youโre no hero.ย ย โ โ i wish you couldโve been there. โ โ hey, are you happy? โ โ youโre not gonna pass out on me or nothing, are you?ย โ โ look, iโฆumโฆ.iโm not good with the whole people thing.ย ย โ โ iโve had worse nights, believe me.ย ย โ โ letโs find somewhere a little more private. โ โ hey, take it easy. youโve been out for almost half an hour.ย ย โ โ to rule people, you first must sow chaos.ย ย โ โ itโs not stealing if it was mine to begin with. โ โ take me with you. โ โ iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ anyone ever tell you, you have a funny idea of romantic?ย ย โย โ itโs nothing that years of therapy wonโt fix. ย โ โ no. itโs my turn to walk away.ย ย โย โ nothing about our lives have been fair, but weโve made it work. โ โ your people will beg me to save them.ย ย โ โ weโre not on a first-name basis.ย ย โ โ you know nothing about me.ย ย โ โ do tell. maybe over some drinks? ย โ โ we must keep to the shadows.ย ย โ โ hey, you cool? โcause i need you to be cool.ย ย โ โ you must be tired of these lectures. i know iโm tired of giving them. โ โ here, take this. youโll catch a cold. โ โ is that a sin? i think thatโs a sin. โ