How To See Through The Illusion Of Memories? I Can't Seem To Drop Them

The entire world is in your mind which means whatever you consider “plausible” “possible” or “likely” happens. Once you start to defy the so-called rules of reality and return to your Self, everything will be considered possible to you.

Matthew 19:26 NIV:

Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

Is everything really possible?

Impossible and possible are concepts kept alive by your imagination. I could say it’s impossible for me to fly or it’s possible, but neither is true because I’m not a person who’s flying or not flying.

Who invented the concept of flying, who is the person who wants to fly, and who made flying impossible? It’s all in the mind.

I stepped away from tumblr for a while to really seek my Self fully and put into practice what I knew because I was tired of constantly re-identifying with the body. You can’t experience it a few times and ruminate over it 10x more than you experience. It’s only simple when you experience, NOT when you think about it. You have to experience it as many times as you need until it becomes your permanent identification instead of getting swayed by the body/mind again. So anyway I started doing guided meditations to release emotions first. Now I don’t really feel the need to do a guided meditation I can just acknowledge and release an emotion as soon as it comes up. Now I am more so focused on abiding in Self, consistently returning home, because when you return to your Self all the emotions and thoughts leave, even if just for a split second. Now when I start getting invested in storylines I’ll automatically snap out of the hypnosis and it’ll go quiet lol. And even when my mind doesn’t automatically go silent, I can just consciously observe it being noisy. It’s funny when you step back and observe, you realize the mind is like a tape recorder, just looping the same thoughts again and again, usually about the past or the future. When you realize the thoughts are just an observation and you are the observer, it really sounds ridiculous, like a broken record. Remember the end goal is complete surrender and death of personal identity.

Pain is an Illusion

I’m a drummer so last night I had tendonitis from drumming too much but I remembered that there is no one inside the body to experience tendonitis, and this morning the pain is gone. You are everything, being an individual inside the body is a delusion.

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Can I apply this to my appearance that I see seemingly? Will knowing that it's not my appearance can I seemingly experience a different one? Idk 😶

You wouldn’t ask this question if you knew the mind is an illusion. There is already no one here desiring and no one here to manifest. These bodies are empty. Have no desire to change because there is already nothing here to change, just a story in your head. All empty appearances. Once you recognize that the current story you’re telling yourself is fake, a new story may appear.

But right now your desire for a new appearance seems to be controlling you instead of you controlling it, let it go if you want to be free and unlimited.

Nothing Compares 🩵🪽

No person, place, or thing that brings you happiness can compare to the joy from Self that comes from within once you let go. The feeling is truly inexplicable. I guess Wholeness and Completeness are the best words I can use to describe it.

You realize that no matter what you experience it is all the same. That everything is equal because everything is only one Being. In the eyes of God, all stories and characters are equal. It’s beautiful when you can watch life like a movie and even the thoughts are just the movie character’s.

Every human being is searching for Wholeness although most think it is inside the world instead of right within their hearts. No matter how much we attain, if we don’t realize we are already whole, we will never be satisfied because every human being is trying to become one with everything. Lay down your weapons, take a leap of faith, and surrender to the One that is already everything.

Your mind wants objects, but your heart wants peace.

Heyy, I recently found your blog and found your posts very helpful :) and I was wondering if you could help me with something

I’ve been trying to get rid of my attachment with the ego now for about two weeks and I feel like I’ve made good progress. I know there’s no trying required since we’re already “that”, but I’ve seen other bloggers say to do it until self becomes your natural state. I can now be a witness to the ego and look down on my body knowing that’s not me. Kinda like an out of body experience. so I see the body typing this and doubting while knowing that’s not me. Though, Whenever I’m the witness, I don’t feel peace, instead I still feel the doubt that the ego has. So I’m just wondering if I’m experiencing self when I witness the body but still feel the feeling of doubt.

Sorry if this was confusing but thanks in advance!!

You’re always experiencing Self regardless of whether you’re feeling peaceful or doubtful because every emotion is Self. With that being said, there’s nothing wrong with striving for inner peace but don’t get so caught up in it that it has the opposite effect.

Stop saying something is “out of your control” (a rant)

If you really believe that you’re God and the entire world is inside of you how can you look at a situation and say “oh yeah some things are just out of my control I can only change SOME things.” When will you understand that the ENTIRE WORLD is your “personal life” and you are CONSTANTLY in control whether you like it or not? I’m sorry but there is no such thing as “their reality” in your awareness it’s a delusion. Your crush, your friends, your family, your neighbors, famous people are all just assumptions in your mind they literally hold no power over reality.

Back in late 2023 and part of 2024 I was obsessed with non duality Tumblr. I was convinced that things were just out of my control and I was an “ego” that had to shed my sense of self in order to gain control to become “one with God”. Oh wait… there’s no difference between the ego and God since God is everything. 🙄 Anyway I noticed that during this time whatever I “believed in” kept getting reflected back to me and then I was like “huh maybe I’m already manifesting and there’s nothing I have to become in order to manifest.”

Later in 2024 I began to experiment with the law of assumption (with more determination this time). I was taking an English class so I manifested straight A’s in that class and I was honestly shocked by my own power. I was the best writer in that entire class and improved significantly by the end of it. My next big manifestation was going to see one of my favorite bands even tho everyone was saying they wouldn’t take me. Now I had actually said last year I was going to go to that concert no matter what (idk why but I had such a strong resolve for this specific thing) but later my mom said I shouldn’t and couldn’t go for various reasons and I was so upset 😭 even my bday felt like a drag. (But she was just reflecting my own doubts.) I got fed up and I told myself I have no choice but to go to the concert which was the day after my bday (2/22 😉).

Whenever someone told me I wouldn’t be able to go I would internally say “yeah sure buddy 🙄”. My sibling was making up their mind on whether or not to take me (cuz they didn’t rly wanna go at first) and I just kept telling myself I had NO CHOICE but to go and guess what? 😏 They texted me saying they would take me and it felt surreal when I got there tbh. Now you may be thinking “Seraphic it’s just a concert” but it meant a lot to me bc one of the band members is very special to me.

There were also more general things I intentionally manifested but with those things I wasn’t really even trying bc it was kind of a “no brainer” assumption if you know what I mean. Moral of the story is trust yourself everything will work out because everything is already turning out the way you say it will you don’t even have to believe it.

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You answered it very well

I got we don't need to realise since we are it already so why is this illusion so indulged in this illusory searching? 🤔

And all these doubts and the questions about " ", is nothing but " " it seems so hard to drop 🥲

I know it seems like you’re struggling but that’s because you’ve probably become obsessed with trying to drop something. I had to completely stop consuming ND content for like a month to stop being obsessed. Take a break and you’ll realize that you were always at the finish line and the journey was an illusion of the mind.

It happened again

Idk if y’all care but I want to share another experience. A vein in my hand was hurting for no reason and I look through the pain to find the source. Again there was no source and the pain dissipated. The same goes for emotional pain and thoughts, look for the source and they disappear.