Farewell.

✨The Christmas Spirit 🎄

Yes, Im Back

Here it is you guys, this is going to be the clearest and most simple explanation I’ve done so far of manifestation and your identity as conciousness and what that means for experience & the world unfolding. Don’t worry if you’re new to this, this will help!

THIS IS A MASSIVE POST, TAKE YOUR TIME AND GRAB SOME WATER, YOUR ABOUT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE 😉🤭🤭

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So around 7 years ago I started stepping into the world of what people typically call manifestation. I went down the rabbit hole of Subliminals, Law of Attraction, Law of assumption, NonDuality and finally to where I am now, the unlabeled.

I want to preface by saying, I have been through an unimaginable amount of turmoil, and growth while on my journey to understanding reality and the way the world appears.

I’ve spent all of my time from back to when I first found out about this side of reality, to today while I’m writing this post, constantly looking at a multiplicity of teachings and teachers to figure it out, except until the very end. I really want you to know this because it’s very important to not brush this off as if it’s not possible for you, as if you have to adapt a technique or secret. This isn’t something that’s to be exhausting. With that being said, let’s move forward.

We all want things, we all have ideas of a life we hope to live, we want to fill it with all the experiences and specific details that match our taste. But this is actually, where the problem begins.

The way manifestation is taught is inherently wrong, I’ve fully stopped watching and consuming content that has anything to do with manifesting all together, because no matter what it is, Law of assumption, Law of attraction, all of the other ideologies that promise your desires, they all have a fundamental flaw, identity.

They usually all entail a similarity: methods, techniques, specific things you can do and ways you can act to make an outcome happen. All the while throwing in a random “because you’re the god of your reality”. And instead of focusing on the phrases that relate to the center of all of it, YOU, it’s simply just brushed past.

And not just the typical “your source”, “your operant power”, “you are the manifestation,

We get it but wtf does that actually mean, and why should you care??? Well, let’s get into this, because once you start from point A, everything else makes sense.

What all these teachings of the world get wrong is the idea that you can want things and desire, as source. Fundamentally this is a paradox, you can’t exist in desire and want if you are the source of reality. It’s not to say you aren’t, but it’s to say, you don’t ACTUALLY want and desire, but the illusion of being separate from the world is what makes you want and desire.

Let’s break the illusion.

Ask yourself this for me. “Am I aware”.

The answer will always be yes. Undeniably. And no matter how many times you repeat this, the answer is always yes, no matter a feeling, no matter a pleasant or unpleasant experience in the world, no matter any circumstance, you will always say yes.

Why is this so important to explore?

Because you are able to see from direct experience what source is.

When you asked yourself that question, did you notice something weird that happened? It’s almost like everything paused for a split second and your attention went somewhere to find the answer, and a response came from there. Look closer, ask yourself the question again, and this time try to find where the answer is coming from.

You’ll find that it comes out of nowhere, and if you try to trace it as far back as you can, to even before you answer yes, there this empty space of knowing that the answer conjures in.

This is consciousness. This is you.

Whether you name it consciousness/awarness or knowing, it doesn’t matter, it’s all interchangeable. But the important thing to note is, this thing doesn’t ever go anywhere. That is your true identity, the starting point of all ideas, the starting point to anything that can possibly be known. Every decision is from here, every expression comes from here, everything leads back to knowing. When there is emotion, it is known, when there is idea, it is known.

You being able to know that you are aware comes from this. This is the unseeable, the thing that can’t be perceived in any way, this is origin, its source, and its you. Take a shot at it, try to see what knowing looks like, its weight, its shape, its color, its dimensions, what its favorite color is, what it doesn’t like or does like. You’ll be left with nothing, as in no descriptions, but definitely knowing that there is a presence there that never goes away. Now try finding its name, its age, its skin color, its voice. You cant, and yet, from this very nothingness comes your undeniable answer that you exist and you are aware of your existence.

You don’t need and feelings to know, you dont need sight, sound, and sense of perception, you don’t even need to acknowledge the body in any way, but you know you “are”.

At some point when there were no worlds and universes, there was an unseeable, dimensionless plane from what everything came from, does this sound familiar? Before there were things, there was no-thing, a presence yes, but no objects. And from this, reality was expressed, but source can’t go away, the fundamental key to everything there is today, has to remain, or else everything else would not exist.

Concouisness is what you are. And it IS the origin.

Now how tf do you live you dream life???

By understanding that the world is also just an expression of source, conciousness/you.

I need you to understand something that I thing we can all agree on, if everything has one source, it would only make sense for everything to be the extension of that thing that gives it life. The world is no different, and trust me I know this without a reasonable doubt. I’ve spent closer to a decade trying to figure this out. Everything exists in/on the field of consciousness/you.

I need you to trust me, because no matter how far you have been in your journey and how tiring it might have been like it was for me, I promise you, this is worth it all.

Step away from the ideas of wanting and needing, put on your neutrality glasses and perceive the world as 2 simple things, conciousness and conscious expression. These are the only 2 things that drive experience itself.

Understanding that you are source, more things become clear. Where do all the stories of all the unfavorable problems in your life activate from? Where does the idea of good events activate from? Where is it that any form of knowing come from, you. Whether it’s about struggling with money, or about someone loving you, the story or ideas, conjure from you.

We already know that we are conciousness, but now let’s acknowledge the second mosy important part, reality begins at us, draw yourself into something that you don’t really like, something you’d like to change, now notice where it activates from.

From knowing. Knowing the idea or story is its creation

Now when we see it casually, as just another thougt about something the world is showing us we brush it off and move on with our day, until we have to face that thing, but, what if this was actually in reverse?

Because if everything is an expression of source, doesn’t that mean the world is too? It would have to be. Doesn’t that mean, anything registered by the senses has to abide by its source? And doesn’t that mean, that the world is not truly something of its own will?

The short answer is yes absolutely. And I can tell you, this is it. THIS WILL BE VERY F$&#*NG IMPORTANT.

Admitting to the idea that there is one source for everything is literally acknowledging that everything can only show up IN ACCORDANCE AND RESPECT TO WHATEVER ITS SOURCE IS.

THIS MEANS, the the world is a PROJECTION of source, IT DOES NOT STAND ALONE. It does not OPERATE ON ITS OWN.

The world is the projection of consciousness.

Following me??

Like a hologram, like a school projector QUITE LITERALLY a projection.

From us, an infinite array of stories and ideas come, and they only become activate or exist if we allow them to, if we give permission to this thing to exist.

That story that you’ve had about SP (Specific Person) or Money or Success, has always been activated by you. TELL ME WHERE ELSE IT STARTS. You can literally even prove this to yourself right now. WHERE DOES THE STORY BEGIN.

And because the world is just an expression/extension of its source (YOU) it is ONLY GOING TO BE WHAT SOURCE IS. Because it is source, just with senses and perception. It is coming face to face with what you are aware of.

The way the world shows and all of its details are projections of whatever you decide to activate. How do you activate something? BY KNOWING IT.

How do you know “red apple” ? By knowing it. That is the origin for this idea. And you can run this test for every single story you play on loop, find its source, it will always be you.

Now, for the important steps moving forward. Stop treating this like an on and off switch, truly stop caring about a feeling, stop letting yourself get so swayed out of understanding your identity as the source, do NOT give up this beautiful opprotunity just because it seems or feels different.

You’ve been taught for so long that the world has to be struggle, so that’s all you know, you’ve been told that things don’t always come easy, this is all you know, take the time, take the days and weeks you need to break out of this useless cycle of exhaustion and understand who you are as source

Do not double down on doubts, double down on the truth, regardless of how you feel, take your time to feel, take your time to be, but never allow yourself to slip back into the brainwashing of the world.

Moving forward you need to understand the world objectively, not with the ideas of wants and desire, but for what it is. Source can’t want, you turn it into desire by creating a sense of divide for yourself. You pretend the world is something to change, drop this. You pretend that the body is all you are, drop it, you pretend that there has to be more to this but knowing, DROPKICK this into the damn ground.

This all is very simple. Everything being the expression of source is only projecting what source (You) are. The world is a direct projection of conscious activity. Whatever is know is given permission to exist, it’s given life. It’s created. THIS. IS. IT.

Whether it be blue butterflies, getting a free coffee, or changing your eye color, it all is just knowing. And this isn’t something that turns off. This is reality, this is you. Start noticing the random things the world shows up as when you were just thinking about it the other day or a few hours ago. It is not a coincidence I assure you.

That friend you were thinking about calling you? Yeah.

That song you were thinking about suddenly popping up? Yeah

That “problem” you were thinking about suddenly reappearing? Yeah

It is all the same, yes it will take getting used to, but please understand me when I say this, it took me a painful amount of time and effort to finally see this as the truth, the amount of months I’ve spent isolating from content and other teachings allowed me to take ONLY personal experience, I tested it day in day out and this IS it.

Currently I expand my comfort on how seamless existing is, and I can assure you, if I can come to this conclusion, you 100% can because it has NOT been easy for me, and it almost didn’t want to accept it. But the moment I did, and kept seeing it to be true time and time again, I knew I had to go fully in.

You create the idea of wanting by doing this.

“I really want Sp to text me”

This is what you’ve given permission to exist, this is now activated, it now is conscious activity, and because the world is source projected with senses the world IS this.

You treat it like an absolute, but when it comes to something like this:

“Sp loves texting me”

You treat it as effort, and something to do and wait on. Now tell me, does that make sense? Does the idea of waiting, wanting, desiring, changing, even make sense with the knowledge you have up to this point? Nope.

You need to understand. The world is not a story, it’s projection, and it can only be projecting you. Stop turning to the world as if it can make statements, as if it’s feeding you ideas, when you’re the one activating them. You NEVER actually change the world, it’s you that activates a new idea. THATS IT. It exists because you know it. A feeling cannot stop you from knowing, the world cannot stop you from knowing, ONLY YOU can stop yourself from activating a story. A story can’t exist if it isn’t known.

So, don’t you think it’s about time you see past the illusion of wanting and see for yourself what you are?

Don’t you think it’s time, to wake up.

what is permashifting?

This is an excerpt from the book I’m righting about permashifting. Since I have been getting several asks about what happened with my experience permashifting, I thought I’d just post this.

What is permashifting exactly? For the next few minutes, I will challenge the contemporary perspective of what permashifting is. Most people in internet shifting communities believe that once you permanently live this reality that you will be gone. The important variable in this statement is you? What makes you, you? At your rawest point you are consciousness not tied to any physical form or reality. Permashiftimng is thought to be your consciousness permanently moving on to another reality.

Shifting is an extremely personal change that occurs almost completely in the mind of the shifter. The secondary consciousness is completely indistinguishable from the main consciousness when it comes to the abilities of thinking, communicating and creating. From any outside perspective, I am the same person that has always been there. You will perceive no difference in a shifter when they’re main consciousness has gone to a different reality. All it is changing which thread of your consciousness is activity in a particular reality. How this can be explained is the image of a play. Let’s take the lead actor of the play who is forced to leave the performance early due to personal obligations. Their twin who is also an actor will take their place as an understudy. The understudy performs the same role, follows the same script, and embodies the same character. To the audience, there’s no noticeable difference. A secondary consciousness simply picks up where the main left off. Permashifting is allowing your main consciousness to set its home base in another reality, while a secondary consciousness will fulfill the place in its so-called original reality.

Do I know I’m a secondary consciousness? I don’t feel any different than I did when I was the main. I am still who I was before, there is no sort of lack in my existence. Every secondary consciousness is just as real and aware as the main was. Both of them co-exist at the same time. Consciousness is branches of a tree, they may experience the wind differently. Neither is more "real" or valid than the other. The reasoning for this way of thinking comes from the discussion of clones in the early stages of reality shifting. Many people assume that when they shift a clone who is not them will take over. Even if they don’t believe in clones, it is still engrained in how they view things like permashifting. Secondary consciousnesses can shift as long as the persona in that reality could as the main purpose is to continue as it did before. These are realized branches of your consciousness. If that persona can shift, so can the secondary consciousness.

If your main consciousness permashifted, you would know. It is impossible to change where the main consciousness originates without your knowledge. From your perspective, life will go on as it always has no different from the day before. Which means that you will keep on doing everything you did before. In this reality I have the persona of a shifter that posts on this blog. I will keep on shifting and posting because that is what this persona is inclined to do. Why am I so relaxed? This comes down to how your persona in that reality behaved. If your persona was desperate to permashift then maybe they might spend the rest of their life attempting again. But I am prone to desiring new experiences now that I understand what permashifting is. I am satisfied. Personas must be clarified for this to be understood. A primary persona is whatever persona is being assumed by the waking and main consciousness. Think of it as almost like a default version. A persona deals with personality, memories, beliefs, and behaviors. Your upbringings and experiences align to fit this persona. Because of the infinite number of realities there will be infinite versions of yourself who accompany secondary consciousness. When you swap your main consciousness with the secondary consciousness, you will assume whatever persona was set in that reality.

Let’s think of how consciousness operates as a tree. The trunk of the tree is your soul which is all that you are beyond consciousness. The thickest branch is your main consciousness which is the most dominant consciousness that you have perceived since you were born in this reality. Every smaller branch is a secondary consciousness. Consciousness is non-physical with no set form or reality. Reality simply molds itself around what it wants to experience. You are not exactly consciousness by itself, you are a soul. I would say consciousness is like your metaphysical senses rather than all you are. A soul is your being. Every branch of consciousness is connected through the soul which manifests in whatever way it needs to experience reality. It has no fixed identity.

This is the run down of the terms used in this excerpt.

Main Consciousness: A main consciousness is your dominant awareness. Think of it as a car ride. The car is the soul, the driver of the car is the main consciousness, and all other passengers are the secondary consciousness. It feels like a primary self.

Waking Consciousness: This is the immediate awareness that interacts with and perceived reality. It almost always accompanies your main consciousness.

Secondary Consciousness: These are branches of your main consciousness that keeps other realities warm for you until your main consciousness shifts there. It is you.

Personas: This is who you are in a given reality. Kind of like the character you assume: personality, backstory, belief, and appearance.

Let me know if anything is unclear or should be added to explain better.

INDUCING PURE CONSCIOUSNESS FROM AN LOA STANDPOINT ᥫ᭡

it should be self explanatory, but i’ll explain it for those who need…

Many people have been in my asks and dms requesting that i explain the void/pure consciousness/ “I Am” state but make it loa based.

so i want to tell you something: you’re already living your dream life, in fact it is no longer a dream.

you have already induced the void and you’re so happy

it’s so easy for you to induce pure consciousness

those things are true for those who claim.

i will repeat this again.

one man says: “inducing pure consciousness is soooo easy, i’ve done and i have everything i’ve ever wanted”

another man says: “the void is so hard, idk why but i just can never enter”

both are correct.

why? because whatever you say is correct, and this is why i barley give attention to self-pitying dms and asks talking about how “they try so hard and it just doesn’t work”, because i’m just like, “okay if you say so” and guess who also says that? your subconscious mind. Of course intrusive thoughts don’t manifest so one thought of: “what if i dont manage to induce?” won’t mean that you wont be able to enter. But constantly wavering is what confuses you subconscious and constantly speaking into the idea that you can’t do it doesn’t make things any better.

Honestly, you guys come on here, get a rush of excitement and happiness after reading a few motivational posts and then you go back into your slump and the cycle repeats. But you must stand firm, and those who have induced pure consciousness always take time to rave about how easy it was all along, how effortless, how simple and why? because it is, reprogramming your mind doesn’t have to be this 4 week long character development arc, it doesn’t have to be at the hands of some blogger’s challenge, you can change your assumptions now.

Your subconscious mind has no eyes, just ears, so if you tell yourself that you’re a master at inducing the void, it will happen. And i’m not saying to be delusional, because there’s nothing to be delusional about, it’s a fact that the 3d isn’t your true reality. You’re not “tricking your subconscious mind” it’s just fact.

“i hate my life so much why didn’t i stay awake and induce pure consciousness when i had the chance”

NO.

tell yourself, “this isn’t real, I have everything I’ve dreamed of because I have induced the void and can whenever I feel like”

“i didn’t induce again, another day in my shitty reality, time to wake up to go get ready for the school/job i hate”

NO.

tell yourself “i did induce the void state and im so good at it, i manifested everything, im so happy”

“shit. why did i have to procrastinate the void, i hate myself so much”

NO.

“I’ve already induced, it’s already happened and I love my life”

you create your reality you create the rules, assume that it’s already happened and it has.

assumptions = reality

so why can’t you just give it to yourself. no matter what you see.

🌺🎀 IGNORE THE 3D, YOU’VE ALREADY INDUCED THE VOID

My experience with the Void State.

Before I discovered the Void State, I practiced meditation regularly in 2022 (literally the year of the Void State on Tumblr), the sensations I had when meditating were truly exquisite, that tranquility and peace are simply incomparable with people, material things, etc.

I swear that nothing has filled my soul like those sensations.

(This is very important, remember it)

I stopped meditating afterwards because I didn't have time and when I wanted to do it I fell asleep, like when you want to get to the Void, don't you think? LOL

I discovered the Void around the beginning of 2023, but I never gave it any importance, I've almost never liked the methods, because it became obsessed, and that's what I did, I became obsessed.

I became so obsessed with the Void that I was constantly looking for information everywhere, on Google, here on Tumblr, Twitter, YouTube, and in endless places.

And every day I spent time doing methods to get there, meditations, affirmations, etc. But I just couldn't get there, I couldn't.

I felt so bad guys, I felt tired, have you ever felt that tiredness that feels more like giving up? That's what I felt.

I felt dissatisfied with my life, and it's hard because you feel ungrateful to the universe, to people, to everything.

But I kept on trying every day to get to the Void, but again, I never got there, not that way.

So I went back to the beginning, I went back to the basics, what is the Void? How do you get there? And I realized that I forgot what the Void really was, I forgot everything because of my desperation and obsession to get there.

What I did to get to the Void was the following:

- I gave up, but not giving up by throwing in the towel, but by letting myself go.

- let it go, detach myself from it

- remember that the Void is a state, it is something attached to us that simply cannot be prevented

- I stopped trying to reach the Void with extreme methods, I stopped trying to get there with steps, with rules.

- I stopped forcing myself to reach the Void, because the Void is not effort, it is relaxation, it is letting go, it is surrendering

- I changed my focus, instead of wanting to reach the Void by manifesting my desires, I changed it to simply having a good time, to relax

- I started doing simple meditations, nothing like "meditation to reach the Void, meditation for this, meditation for that", no, just simple meditations.

- don't look for symptoms because that takes you away from relaxation, it takes you away from the key to reach the Void

- relax, that's the Void, never forget it

And I remembered that the sensations I had when meditating for 2022 were the same as the Void, which means that I had possibly reached the Void State at that time, but since I didn't know about the subject, I didn't make an effort to reach the Void, I just wanted to meditate for fun, and this is very important because when we concentrate and force ourselves to reach the Void,

we don't get there, when we are desperate to reach the void we won't get there, when we are anxious to reach the Void we won't get there.

So, after doing all that, remembering all that, I reached the Void.

And it didn't take me more than 1 week after to understand everything I just said.

In the Void I felt what I felt when meditating, that exquisite tranquility, that peace, that happiness, and of course you have no emotions, thoughts and you don't feel your body at all.

I didn't manifest much, I only changed my name, time of birth, my personality, my mentality and voice, because that was why I wanted to get there, I felt bad about myself because during 2020 to 2022 I suffered from depression, my father passed away, the changes that occurred in those times affected me mentally, I had social anxiety, I suffered, it was horrible.

But by manifesting my change of mentality and personality my perspective on life changed, therefore now I am happy.

The thing about my time of birth was simply for fun LOL, and my name, my old name, HAHHAHA, I never felt identified with it, I was not her.

Like all of you, I suffered for wanting to get to the Void, for looking for symptoms

And not letting myself be late in getting there, because of my focus, because of my low self-confidence, because of my obsession, because of my desperation.

Give up to enter the Void.

And well guys, that's my experience with the Void, this post is so long but necessary, byee.

(I hope the translation is correct LOL) 🫂😝

Why are Shifting and Manifesting the same thing?

If you experience derealization or are psychologically vulnerable, please skip this. I will not offer comfort in my DMs.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------Glossary 6D = Multiverse 5D = Matrix of Information 4D = Assumptions 3D = Reality

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What we call "reality" is essentially an information stream from the 5D, representing possibilities within the 6D (the multiverse). The multiverse is an infinite collection of information and possibilities, with each reality defined by the options it contains.

→ We perceive this information stream through our senses—sight, hearing, taste, smell, and touch.

→ Our interpretation of this information shapes our reality and is influenced by personal filters like fears, beliefs, and experiences, which we call assumptions (4D).

Since information is non-physical, our consciousness can switch between these streams of information.

Shifting is the act of choosing a different information stream.

You can shift to various realities based on your desires. There are countless multiverses, each with different concepts and infinite possibilities. The multiverse consists of information that you interact with on higher planes, which you then manifest into physical reality.

Your mind creates these planes, and your consciousness determines what you choose to experience. In the physical plane, the 4D is accessible through your imagination, which is a tool for manifestation. By approving or rejecting certain information and staying firm in your assumptions, you guide this process.

When you make an assumption in the 4D, information is drawn from the 5D and manifests in the 3D, determining your position within a specific multiverse (6D).

- All of your circumstances are information. - Your Current Reality (CR) is just a stream of information. - Your Desired Reality (DR) is just a stream of information.

→ When you manifest, you change your assumptions to alter one or more circumstances—essentially, one or more possibilities or pieces of information. → When you shift reality, you change your assumptions to alter an entire set of circumstances that make up a reality—essentially, the totality of information or the majority of it.

In both cases, you gain access to the matrix of information, allowing you to change your circumstances in :

Another reality

Another set of realities within the multiverse

Another multiverse

We are constantly shifting due to the ongoing flow of information between the 5D and 3D. What causes unconscious and constant shifts is our self-concept—how we see ourselves.

Therefore, you can use manifestation techniques to shift and shifting techniques to manifest. In any case, you are never staying in the same reality.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------The idea that reality is fundamentally a flow of information is supported by thinkers across fields like theoretical physics, cognitive science, and technology. Key contributors include:

Philosophers and Physicists:

John Wheeler: Proposed "It from bit," meaning reality is composed of information, not matter.

Max Tegmark: Describes a mathematical and informational universe.

David Deutsch: Connects quantum mechanics with informational processes.

Carlo Rovelli: Views reality relationally, where information is central.

Nick Bostrom: Suggests the universe may be a computer simulation, based on data.

Organizations and Projects:

CIA (Gateway & Stargate Projects): Explored altered states and remote viewing, suggesting reality is influenced by non-conventional information.

Blue Brain Project: Simulating the brain to show consciousness as information processing.

Wolfram Physics Project: Proposes the universe follows computational rules.

Information Theorists:

Gregory Chaitin: Sees the universe as a complex computer program.

Claude Shannon: Founded information theory, making information a measurable reality component.

Other Thinkers:

Donald Hoffman: Argues our perception hides objective reality, which is informational.

These thinkers and projects emphasize that information is the key to understanding the structure of the universe and reality itself.

is shifting real?

I don’t want to rephrase it over and over again. So, I won’t answer any more questions about if it feels real. Shifting feels exactly like real life because it is. This is not the only reality. Maybe it’s the only reality, you’ve perceived so far but it is not the only one. Everything you script will come true, and it will usually be better than you imagine it to be. It is especially follows the sensibilities of the persona that you assign to yourself at the moment. Say if I’m unsure how I want a certain fashion style to look and I don’t script it. Consciousness will just fill in the blanks and it will make me happy whatever I see. And that’s why I say it doesn’t make sense to script every detail. Just the thought alone of what you want is enough.

Someone asked me my opinion on the genetics thing. I don’t think that needs a whole post. We are pure consciousness that experiences reality through avatars. And that is not even necessary. Shifting cannot be quantified through the human experience. There are many different forms that the human mind cannot comprehend. Shifting or the universe does not cater to the human experience. We are just one reality in an ocean of realities. Something so natural and routine is accessible to all of us because we are only temporarily visiting the human experience. It is not all we are.

(p.s. drafted section written last week) I’m not going to talk about this ritual because it is closed practice. But that little ceremony they do to try to save Grace at the end of avatar is very similar to the practice the staritsa do in that world but it is done for different reasons. I’m used to doing it a lot in that world since it’s part of annual Slavic celebration like the summer solstice, week of the dead, winter solstice etc. When I do it in my head, I just do the same ritual. Then I later open my eyes in one of my lives. The ritual can only be done to the aforementioned lives, worlds, you know and intend to. After three minutes, I opened my eyes in Pandora. I was standing in the forest playing with this lizard-type creature. Then I chased it to this cave near the forest. It’s hard to explain but the cave is this huge cliff on top of the cliff sort of. Some of our ikrans hang out there. I later climbed the rock face and went to fly back on my ikran to the mountains to get this herb my grandmother wanted.

I wasn’t with the Omatikaya, I’m half-Tayrangi and half-Omatikaya, so I was with my grandmother who was a shaman in the Tayrangi clan, not the Tsahik but just a shaman that dealt with healing. Intermarriage with other clans is common because it can get inbred quickly with how small the clans are. I stayed there for about two weeks until I shift back by saying I was going home. I wasn’t even planning on going back here, I was telling my grandmother I was going to the Omatikaya. Then I shifted back here. I went to another reality.

I want to talk about the world I shift to for a bit. I’ve woken up about five am today (1/4). The entire I shifted, I kept on shifting in twos. What I call shifting in twos. I’ll wake up in the middle of the night, shift, somewhere within my nine lives. Wake up here, and then shift somewhere else. Then wake up. I’m not even intending to shift at night.

Earlier last night, I was thinking about that world but not really caring if I shifted there. And while I was watching television, I shifted briefly two times for a few seconds. But I got shocked and didn’t stay either time. Lately I’ve been affirming to myself on and on, that I can access pure consciousness without any method, or state. And it worked instantly. Whenever I think about shifting to that world as myself, I will go in a few seconds. I’ve gotten surprised that I don’t stay when this happens during the day. And I’m shifting more in my sleep without any intention more than before. I shifted for about three weeks to this world for two weeks. I go here all the time, but every time I go, I’m just happy. I am so giddy and I have no idea what to do with this information. I never feel as euphoric or free as when I come back from a shift. I have never felt more alive or ecstatic in my life. The sweltering lust for life surges inside me.

I’m going to shift a little later but I can’t decide where. I have many stories I want to tell. A few weeks ago, I said no more shifting stories and that just goes for my main world. Other realities that are one-offs and things I don’t care about are on the table. Heads up, almost everywhere I shift to I literally replace everyone with a similar person from my main world and I never meet the actual characters from that piece of work. I’ll write a better post tomorrow about finding your personal routine for shifting and a brief summary of where I shifted to earlier. I’m sorry if this is very scatterbrained.

Good luck and happy shifting!!!