Shadowymetalhead - Shadowymetalhead

If you don't like this, please just block don't report. I know you think you're helping, you're not I'll just find another way. Thank you <3

Guys I almost did it, I ate about 1084 kcal today. Perhaps a bit more. That's almost below 1000 kcal. If I could just stop myself from eating so much.

Guys I also took some measurements, since I wanted to track my weight loss somehow. I don't have access to a scale.

I also posted fotos recently by the way

I'm about six foot, about 180/181 cm.

And I'm a almost sixteen year old girl.

So here are the measurements, I'm using the metric system btw. It's about the circumference/outline.

Neck: 28 cm

Chest: 79 cm

Left upper arm: 23 cm

Right upper arm: 23cm

Waist: 68 cm

Hips: 84 cm

Left thigh: 50 cm

Right thigh: 50 cm

Left calf: 34 cm

Right calf: 34 cm

So what's you guys thoughts? Pls send your thoughts, especially if they're mean.

Reblog if you struggle with restrictive ED and body dysmorphia, and don't want to feel as alone.

Just putting that out there. I've been on this road for a long long time now.

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ao3 turns 15 today

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(there's a lot of people asking about this, but the legal age to use social media is 13, except in few countries. so yes, there are people here under 15)

I ate 1341 kcal/calories today and I feel fat. Why can't I resist food? I need meanspo.

If you don't like this, please block don't report. I know you think you're helping but I'll just find another way.

Reblogging this so I can find it later.

✮TW: Meanspo!!

Really?? Are you really gonna eat that even though you just ate?? Is this whole "skinny" thing a joke to you?? Because with THIS body it really looks like so, i swear to GOD that if you keep up like this, you're gonna explode from the fat accumulated in your thighs and stomach, how do you even DARE to walk in the streets looking like a fucking COW

and now you keep crying in your room because you're fat? EVEN THOUGH you eat like a fucking pig, and STILL expects to lose some weight.

Girl, sitting in the couch with your fat ass ALL FUCKING DAY doesn't burn calories. Go do something useful instead of being a whining hoe, try doing exercises, going for walks, doesn't matter. anything counts.

This

Just a quick not friendly reminder: someone who has apologized for past mistakes, made amends for past actions, and clearly no longer holds past beliefs, is a far better person than one who digs up old dirt and uses a person's past that no longer exists against them.

Noooo that's so sad, why would you say that? And even if it did in the next world or in spirit it's still growing.