Latest Posts by shiftuu - Page 6
Having ADHD to me is spending so much time avoiding feeling bad instead of feeling good
Like sure I can work under pressure, and that pressure involves getting homework in on time to avoid a negative consequence, forcing myself to go to class to avoid that negative consequence, making myself go to work so I get paid which I need to live, trying really hard to not fuck up in group settings so I don't feel guilty, doing household chores because I have to-
But I rarely get actual senses of accomplishment from any of it
Because it's all baseline stuff I have to do to avoid feeling bad. I get a sense of relief, maybe, but not the actual good/yay/charge from it that apparently others do
I only get that from what I call extra credit stuff, which are things I want to do like creative/fun things, or exceeding expectations in something like I worked ahead or something turned out really well
Which obviously isn't all the time
So i plod along most of the time just doing what I literally have to and then I STILL ask myself to do more so I don't feel like a failure/empty/like I did something I personally got a kickback from and not just oh, yeah, perfect grades are my expectation so I don't feel Proud I'm just relieved it isn't bad
Anyway. I don't know what to do about it/maybe I can get my brain to release some kinda Good Job chemicals for things that aren't just extra credit/fun to me but. Cries
reblog for a bigger garden :)
(update: per request i’m going to draw this at the end :D)
reblog to give the person you reblogged it from a dinosaur (please please pleaseeee i want dinos and you deserve some too)
CH 6 END.
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"my fave did nothing wrong" oh yeah well MY fave fucked everything up and she's still my fave so
Dragon HRT Part 23:
36 months
🐱 Mom said it's my turn on the weird pokémon body
Start - Prev - Next
if nothing else can save america this zero-year-old fairy baby otter with no gender can. chiitan's platform is love. and chaos.
this post's hypothetical by itself is already ridiculous but the thing that gets me is how the wording implies two very funny things that become funnier in tandem
1. "Accidentally, the pitcher tosses a Christian baby" means this is a mistake on the pitcher's part. i imagine the pitcher is breastfeeding on the field and they pitch and they look down at their hands and they see the ball still in the glove and they go "fuck"
2. hitting the baby will still win you the game
Hi There! I am a fully cis man. However I am disgusted by the treatment of transfem users on this website. So, I emailed some press about just my recent issues I’ve personally noticed and support emails documented, and Guess what, you can too!
Yeah, you can do that! If you are a trans person you can say “Hey, this shit is going on.” And if you have enough documentation, they will notice and say Hey, that’s weird? Here’s some now
Media Matters: A left leaning publication
email action@mediamatters.org or call 202.756.4100.
Glaad: A LGBT advocacy organization that you can contact using this page for more suggestions
Vox, a general left leaning site they ain’t perfect but hey:
Fuck it, CNN!
If you are a trans user on this website with documented support emails with Tumblr’s behavior or can personally attest to how staff treated you? send out information let them know what is going on, and please find other websites that you get your news from to let them know! If i’m nuked? Lmao.
Please take the time to read this. I need help desperately to keep my car which is the only place left I have to sleep.
I'm a struggling trans masc. I'm homeless and living out of my partners car right now that I can barely afford (it's about 500 a month). I took on tons of commissions to afford basic necessities like food, hygiene and medical supplies. Even after not paying for phone service and staying outside stores and restaurants to use their public wifi we have no money. My partner has tried applying to almost every job available and no one will get back to us. We were targeted by a lgbt housing support group and had all resources cut off from us because me and my partner are trans masc.
I'm burnt out and it feels like I'm slowly dying. I've only eaten uncooked spam, peanut butter and tortillas in the past week. I'm trying to stay happy enough to work or push myself through the pain and still make art but I can't. And I know soon enough impatient clients will start demanding refunds because as a homeless person people don't view me as worthy of living.
If you can offer any help please do. We try to be very careful with our money to help us survive longer. Please help us pay for our car or at least help us pay for gas so our car doesn't get towed. We desperately need help as we're both disabled and our families both have distanced themselves from us.
This isn't us just asking for a hand out. We're scared, exhausted and we can't make it on the street. We're barely surviving now and if we lose this car I don't know if I'll be able to stay alive much longer.
Please help. Give me advice or at least wish us luck please. I don't want to die before I reach 30. Art is my only source of income you can check out my kofi if you are only interested in art.
Please. This will save my life. I have nothing and no one wants me or my partner to work for them. Please.
please don't reblog this post a devilish temptress tricked me into making it and she placed a hex upon it so that every reblog removes a molecule from my body
Happy pride, my only goal this month is to not let you forget for a fucking second that this website is transphobic and horrible down to its core. Don’t give them money, make an absolute stink about the fact that their CEO personally permabanned a trans woman, leaked all her sideblogs, then chased her to Twitter to pursue a personal vendetta. Remember that this is not a safe place for the queer community, and that has nothing to do with us, the queer members of the userbase, and everything to do with the continuing actions of Tumblr’s staff.
This is for the support of Gaza's Municipality Services - which help ensure clean drinking water, waste collection, debri removal and sanitation services - life saving services to run a state - reader I imagine wherever you are or how lacking the municipality services in your city is, it's not worse than Ghazza.
Currently it's only at 11% - please donate -
Money's tight and living is hard so when I got laid off from 2 jobs, instead of descending into a depressive episode, I channeled my rage into self-publishing a lovely little coloring book. Please buy one. Leave a nice review so Amazon will recommend it. It would help me lots. Thanks a ton kind strangers of Tumblr.
If profane language is not your vibe. Don't worry. I'm working on another one coming soon that's a lot more wholesome. I'm hoping to have that one also available within the next couple months. Though I am expecting it to take a little longer just because I'm trying to beef up the next one with more designs.
thanks again.
*gives u a lil forehead kiss*