And Let Those Who Lived Longer Than They Should’ve Mourn.

Konfessions

I hate you

I hate you so so so so much.

Your actions make my very skin crawl, your cruel words are my nightmares every night. You make me sick just thinking about you.

I hate what you did,

I hate what you did to them.

You hurt those four, you killed two of them and those you left alive will never be the same.

You took away their pillars of safety, and now they are scrambling for an anchor to ground themselves with.

I hate hate hate how you acted. You acted like you didn’t even care! You didn’t care about the lives you had ruined!

So I hate you. I hate you with either fiber of my being, every bone in my body, every part of me hates you.

But I don’t hate you, do I? I love you. I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts that I love you. I hate the fact I love you because I should hate you. Because my brain tells me that I should hate you but my heart screams and scrambles for an explanation, reason, excuse, anything to justify your actions. To justify loving you.

You hurt so many people for something so so childish and stupid! You killed two people. You mutilated his body just to mess with and hurt his friend so so so much when he saw his best friend missing a head.

And you did that just for some convulsed plot to kill your ‘rival’! You killed her right in front of him. You drove him to stab you! You practically tortured him just to get at her. All for the sake of your stupid delusions!

Loving you feels like a sin. A horrible horrible horrible action. You hurt so many people. So many people I see everyday and talk to and I feel so wrong because I love you and they don’t and I’m in the wrong for loving you still!

….i wish i could just hate you….

….Maybe I don’t love you for you.

Maybe I love the idea of you. The you I thought I knew. The you that you showed to me to keep me on your side. The you that was a mask, just like the one you always wore, hiding your disgusting truth underneath it. 

I hate the True you. The true you you showed everyone except me until the end. The true you who would mutilate a corpse to mess with others. Cut off someone’s head and tongues and disembowel him and oh god I’m about to throw up just remembering it. 

I love your mask, but hate the real you. The you under your mask. The you that is bloodied underneath.

I don’t know if we’re going to be 

Foxes our next lives.

You have a lot of sin to pay for after all.

Maybe I’ll join you down there. 

For the sin of loving someone so terrible.

Here you go!

I’m on my alastor prime rn. Can you guys poease request Alastor oneshot and headcanon ideas??? Thanks!!

oouhhhhGhHhh i TOLD myself i wouldnt get back into this fandom And Yet™

dawg its been 4 years and i NEVER touched CRK until literally a week ago and now.... . ..

anyways i been toying with a littl AU because Pure Vanilla fixation hit me like a bullet train and Avatar of Destiny has me having all sorts of AU thoughts and feelings

like what if he was bbbiiiirdddd

edit: tumblr mobile keeps screwing up my posts when i try to add a read more or reorder stuff so i just gotta have it as it is sorry yall

so i see a lot of people saying the avatar is a Beast version of PV but.... but consider

what if this was an AU where PV insisted that Lily use him to find the secret to perfection instead of going to the witches. . .. what if he loved her so much that he would sacrifice himself to see her find what would fulfill her

what if it all went wrong and he became something else entirely because of it...... because some secrets were never meant to be tampered with. ... ..

Thanks! Time to demonize the Demonologist! 😈

Shimo here again, you the best person to ask this, but which arm is Hana’s demon arm? I need to know for the art, and I’m not sure which one it is…

according to von:

well you heard her/j

i lovve this animal the himiko

oh and her familiar wwho should havve been in the game too... gimme baby tiger shenanigans

tetro mha au. i had a lot of fun thinking about this i might doodle it more

supernatural Project Eden’s garden au

this was inspired by @fabesblueberries drawing of Desmond, Eloise and Wolfgang with animal traits (please go check it out the art is very good) and the au began from there.

originally it was an au where the cast slowly started to transform into animal hybrids, but after reading to cover one’s eyes by wei_wei_wei on ao3, the au changed directions.

now it’s an au where some members of the cast have a supernatural affinity.

Damon is a snake hybrid.

Wolfgang is a werewolf.

Jett is a were coyote.

Ulysses is a warlock who was forced to make a pact with a demon named Stolas.

Toshiko is a yokai who doesn’t have a mouth.

Kai got abducted by the Fae as a kid and that left him weird.

Jean’s descended from a dragon.

And Eva is an omen bringer/banshee. (Whenever something bad is about to happen, she gets the urge to scream).

The whole plot kinda revolves around this ring that Damon has that makes him look like a regular human. Turns out it actually belongs to Jean’s family and was forged by Ingrid’s ancestors centuries ago, and Jean is actually looking for it.

Stolas, Ulysses’s patron once wanted the ring to study it, so Jean’s dragon ancestor handed it off to the fae for safe keeping.

However, because of Kai, (timey-wimey shenanigans), it ended up in the hands of a garden snake who got transformed into a human man when wearing the ring. This guy is Damon’s father and Damon’s mom ended up killing him for lying to her and stealing the ring so her son would grow up as a normal human.

And yeah that’s the au so far.

Warrior cats au where kittypets can understand two legs/humans. They can’t talk with them and humans don’t understand cat speak, but kittypets can perfectly understand what a two leg is saying.

Time loop!

Guys, let's make a sandwich. I'll start:

Bread

World hopper Lolbit!! an au where all the Lolbits that appeared in the franchise are the same one