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"๊ฑแด สแดษดษข, ษดษชแดแด แดแด แดษดแดแดก สแดแด. ษช'สส สแด แดแดแด ษชษดษข แดษด..."
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Prim wakes up as the sun attempts to blind her eyes, she noticed herself laying on the grass while she still feels that emptiness trying to claw her back to the dark thoughts in her mind.
Atleast I touched some grass
Prim checks her surroundings, it looked familiar - was she dreaming? Hopefully not, she just changed the time to 00:00 as what the quest had stated before being blinded by her screen which was funny. Considering she wasn't even at the blinding loading screen whenever you load the game.
"Hm, did I manage to be isekai'd at the worst time possible? Yes"
She says, clearly not giving a fuck as she may have realized she probably died in the real world.
Yet my friends were planning on cheering me up, then I died. They'd think I committed suicide over that.
Prim sighs and gets up, noticing herself wearing her supposed-to-be outside outfit.
Hm, how wonderful.
She sets her eyes on Mondstadt and sighs.
If this were those Impostor AU, my combat alone won't save myself. Nor should I know if I'm even in that AU
She pulls out her pocket knife in her shoulder bag, as she attempts to make a little cut in her finger.
If I bleed gold, then I'd know if I truly am in those SAGAU's I've read.
She gives herself a little cut, wincing a little before seeing it drip gold.
Huh, nice dripโ
Does this mean I can sell my blood?
If I sell it, do I die from blood loss?
Prim licks the blood off and tastes gold at some point gave up trying to know what it tastes like after tasting it and hides her pocket knife, cleaning the wound and placing a band aid on it before heading to Mondstadt.
She hums a familiar tune as the emptiness comes back as she remembers the message she last saw before her 'death'.
"Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much"
Though the lyrics her lips slip out hurt, it's the only way for her to express her pain. She couldn't cry, there weren't any tears nor deep sadness making her feel like crying.
Maybe it was a time where they just needed someone but feelings got involved. A right person, wrong time? Or simply fate's way of telling her that maybe this is her lesson in love, maybe she needs to heal and know.
Yet I hope we can be friends just like when we were younger before the feelings happened.
"But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up"
It truly was a masterpiece even if feelings got involved and they slowly fell out of love and realized that maybe, it was just a moment of needing someone to understand and lean onto. Quarantine surely had us feel those feelings we call 'Love'.
"Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well~"
She stops as she finally reaches the bridge.
If anyone were to tell me that I look like the creator or I'm an impostor, what do I do?
She sighs, touching her cheek before realizing she has a face mask on.
Do they even have COVID here-
She shakes her head and heads to Mondstadt, waving at Timmie who's with his pigeon friends as father left (?) who went out to get milk but never came back before bowing to the guards.
She's used to being told to be friendly, proper and gentle. It's what they always teach her or better yet, force her to do. Always needing to be lady-like.
She hears the whispers of the citizens but paid no mind, after all, gossips are also a thing in the real world. What's the difference in that?
You don't care about any gossip, it just drains you. Heck, people drain you. Crowds, emotions, energies. Everything drains you.
Yet she was your safe haven, one you can lean to and one you truly loved and treasured. Yet fate had told you that the feelings are fading, it's okay to just be friends.
Does she even want to be just friends?
Oh, but she's also the reason why you chose to shut those emotions which comes to the conclusion why you're losing emotions now, why you feel like pre-quarantine self all over again.
Prim shakes the voice in her head and those thoughts before getting pulled into Angel's Share. If she remembers correctly, Diluc owns this place.
A hand covers her mouth, she feels a breath tickle her ear.
Am I getting harassed-?!
"My, my. You descended to Teyvat and you didn't wait until I can find you, Your Grace"
I know that smooth talker
She tilts her head and looks up to see Kaeya Alberich, her first Genshin Crush and her main that she still tries to farm for a proper build.
"Kaeya?"
He smiles.
"Welcome to Teyvat"
Oh, she feels her heartbeat increase. No, it's not falling in love, she feels overwhelmed. She wants to breakdown. All the things she couldn't feel in the real world, it's coming back to her.
Kaeya noticed the change of the rise and fall of her chest, how her eyes switched to panic at the same time relieved. How her hands started shaking as she falls on the floor, feeling the voices haunt her once more.
She buries her hands on her face as she feels her anxiety getting worse.
Oh, this is all real. Huh?
What happened to not feeling anything?
Why am I suddenly crying?
Am I happy?
Am I upset that I really died?
That I...left?
I left my family...my mother...
My brothers...
My grandparents...
My friends...
Her...
My responsibilities...
My baby cats and my baby dog...
She feels a body's warmth embrace her, it was Kaeya.
It's real, he's real...
She breaks down, hugging him as she grips his clothing tight. Diluc is glad he and Kaeya shooed away some people before kidnapping taking Prim here, though the red head is behind the counter as usual.
"You're really here...it's really you..."
Prim whispers as she tries to stop her tears, Kaeya felt something stir inside him. How he felt how happy and relieved she is that he's there infront of her, he hands her a handkerchief and she thanks him.
"Sorry. I didn't know you could unlock these emotions I've lost"
She chuckles as she wipes her tears, Kaeya softly smiles and helps her sit on the stool.
These stools so goddamn tall-
"Your Grace, I apologize for interrupting your interaction but would you like a drink?"
Prim turns to Diluc Ragnvindr, the Darknight hero and another one of her genshin crush. Maybe her type consists of gentlemen.
Now that I realized it, I'm surrounded by the two hot bachelors-
"Um, water is fine"
"Coming right up"
She then turns to Kaeya who's looking at her, eyes filled with warmth and adoration. Prim feels warm with that gaze.
Why do I feel so loved?
It's as if all I ever craved for in the real world is here...except these blessings and privileges are being experienced without my family who deserve to feel it as well, my friends and her as well.
Then she remembers that in some sagau, there's yanderes and cults.
Just don't be a yandere and we're fine-
"Well, shall we fix our introduction?"
Kaeya stands up from the stool and holds Prim's unoccupied hand, kneeling down and kissing the back of her hand.
"It's an honor to be blessed with your presence, Your Grace. I'm Kaeya Alberich, Cavalry Captain of the Knights of Favonius"
Prim chuckles and tells him to stand up before she gets off the stool and bows to him in a masculine way.
"Well, Sir Alberich. It's a pleasure to meet you as well, though I am curious. How did you know it's me?"
Kaeya hums, she notices him go back to his usual antics. That sly smirk and the playful glint in his eyes, it truly is him.
"Well, keeping you company during your journey left a big impression on me. I instantly felt your warmth and was prepared to meet you, until you beat me to it"
Prim looks at him, a playful glint in her eyes appear as she's quite known to be a teaser. She, of all people back down when she could tease someone? How unsightly of her.
"Oh, but if I do remember correctly. Didn't you kidnap me here, dear sir? My, my. I didn't know the Cavalry Captain has the guts to do such act"
Instead of Prim getting flustered, it was Kaeya. He isn't used to people flirting back or teasing back at him without being snarky and mean or having bad intentions, yet he feels warmth.
Prim chuckles, feeling satisfied with what she had done to the Alberich before seeing Diluc come back with water.
"Ah, thank you"
He hands her the glass, she pulls her face mask down before drinking. Feeling the stares before putting the glass down and pulling her face mask up.
"Take a picture, it lasts longer"
She mumbles, causing the two to cough. Embarrassed that they were caught staring.
"Apologies, we didn't mean to stare"
Diluc says, covering the lower part of his face with the back of his hand, obviously flustered.
How adorable, even the Ragnvindr gets flustered
Prim hums at the sight.
"That's alright. I'd like to apologize as well for suddenly coming here even if someone kidnapped me here and making your customers wait"
"Oh, there's no need. Angel's Share is closed for today"
"What"
Prim stares at them in the eyes, Diluc looks at Kaeya who whistles.
"This Idiot man actually had the idea of shooing away my customers, but do not worry. I don't mind having you here, Your Grace"
"Oh, how you flatter me"
Prim says, clearly teasing the Ragnvindr once more.
"Well, I guess people will start to crowd the outside of this place, yes? Rumors probably spread like wildfire ever since I walked in. If you gentlemen have the time, mind accompanying this lady?"
"Absolutely, Your Grace"
She hooks her left arm with Kaeya's and her right arm to Diluc's as they leave Angel's Share and head to the knights.
"I must say, you indeed have a different taste in fashion, Your Grace"
"Why? Perhaps you have something else in mind?"
Prim teases Kaeya who gets flustered.
"That would be rude of me, Your Grace"
He mumbles. Diluc on the other hand is occupied with his thoughts.
The Grace chose me to accompany her
That's what's being repeated in his head all over. Kind of like a fanboy thought.
"Say, Mister Diluc. Are you alright with us heading to the Knights? I believe I have to speak with Miss Jean"
Prim asks, worried if he's alright since everyone's aware that he despises the knights.
"Yes, I'm alright. Wherever her grace goes, I shall follow"
"How sweet of you, Master Diluc"
Kaeya teases, causing the two to have a glaring contest.
The privilege of watching this up close like that interaction during the first golden apple archipelago is such a gift
I may have religion trauma but thank you, God or Celestia or Archons. Whatever
"Settle down, we're here"
Prim says and the two obeys, the knights bow at the sight of the Creator. Prim smiles at them and softly says 'Thank you for your hard work' even if they don't and heads inside the headquarters.
"Big Brother Kaeya!"
While searching what Klee calls Kaeya, I found in JP she calls him 'Big Brother' so I decided to do that. Yet if it's needed to be corrected, please inform me and I shall correct my mistake.
Klee, the adorable spark knight runs up to them and spots the Cavalry Captain and the Weird Grown up - Klee's words, not mine alongside someone who she feels warmth with.
"And the Weird Grown up is here as well!"
Prim and Kaeya snicker at what Klee calls Diluc by, which the red-head didn't mind.
"Hi, Klee. Just came out of solitary confinement?"
"Mhm! Who's the big sister with you?"
"Hello, it's unusual to see you two come in here together with no quarrel"
Albedo, the Chief Alchemist, approaches them before feeling a pull towards Prim, his eyes widen and he bows. Klee is confused of her brother's actions yet she proceeds to follow his actions.
The moment she saw Albedo, she was reminded of 'her' again. 'She' simps for Albedo and Prim is aware, even supporting it since Prim as well simps for fictional characters.
"Your Grace, it's truly an honor to meet you. What brings you here?"
Prim tells them to stand up and Klee looks at the lady with curiosity as she and Albedo converse.
"Oh, I just wanted to have a talk with Miss Jean. Is she busy?"
"Master Jean is in her office, can Klee come with you, Your Grace, pretty please?"
Prim feels an invisible arrow shoot through her heart as she watches Klee pull a puppy eyes look at her.
Oh, you adorable elf
"Alright, I don't think it'll hurt anyone"
"Yay! Then big brother Albedo can come too!"
Albedo panics.
"Klee-"
He then freezes as Prim chuckles.
"Of course, he can come too as well"
"Thank you, Your Excellency"
"No worries. I believe you all need to be in there too, even Mister Diluc"
Oh shit, they're pretty
Prim, currently having a bi panic, suddenly sees Jean and Lisa bow.
"Your Grace!"
She snaps out of it and tells them to stand.
"Did I interrupt something?"
Jean shakes her head.
"It's an honor to meet you, may I ask what's the sudden meeting?"
I forgot about that-
"Oh, I just wanted to know if Mondstadt's alright. There's no need for me to worry knowing its in good hands"
Jean gets flustered and Lisa finds it amusing.
Oh, the power I hold
"If you may allow, Your Grace. Shall we hold a festival for your arrival?"
Does this involve social interaction-
"If that's alright. Will the paperwork be added?"
"It's alright, Your Grace. I can handle-"
"No, let's split the paperwork. We can't have you more overworked, do we?"
Seeing you drown yourself with work reminds me of myself
- - - -
While the others are planning, Jean and Prim are still talking about the event.
Kaeya is bugging Diluc, Albedo and Lisa talking about the charities in the event.
"Thank you for letting me accompany you on your journey, Your Grace"
Prim just smiles.
"Since it's getting dark. I think it's best if you go and rest first, Your Grace."
"Don't worry, she'll be staying in the Dawn Winery"
Do I get a say in this-
"Oh, Jean. Please don't overwork yourself, okay?"
"Don't worry, I'll make sure she doesn't"
"Thank you, Lisa"
"Can we play tomorrow, Your Grace?"
"Sure, Klee"
And soon they leave to get to Dawn Winery, yes, Kaeya's there by request.
Will the brothers reconcile?
Prim wonders as they walk there, it sure is a long walk.
"Your Grace, I think I can only drop you off from there"
Kaeya says, Prim recognizes the tone and actions. It's like in the Weinlefest (if I spelled it correctly) event where he immediately tries to leave Dawn Winery cause he didn't want to make things awkward or he just...was overwhelmed with the feeling of nostalgia.
"Don't you want to stay there?"
To Prim's surprise, Diluc suggested it. Kaeya's surprised as well and the walk became quiet but not awkward, more like a comfortable silence.
"Well-"
Prim sees Dawn Winery then looks at the brothers.
I feel like they should talk this out without me
"Your Grace!"
Prim squeaks in shock and hides behind Kaeya while the maids bow.
Oh, that was just them-
Prim quickly tells them to stand up and Diluc talks to Adelinde.
"Prepare the food since her grace hasn't eaten yet"
Prim quietly slips and goes to them.
"Pardon my intrusion but Adelinde, yes? Can you, um, show me where I can stay for the meantime?"
"Oh, yes. It's an honor to have you stay here, Your Grace!"
Prim whispers to Adelinde.
"I believe the brothers have something to talk about, let's go, shall we?"
Adelinde chuckles and hooks her arm with Prim as the other maids follow them inside.
"We shall"
A bit rushed and pardon if others are ooc. Shall we wait for Chapter Two to find out if they'll reconcile or not? Why Prim is taking the Your Grace/Creator thing easily with no hesitations?
I've read them and possibly kind of got my mind think that everytime I play Genshin, they're real sentient beings so each time they die, get hurt or if I need yo remove their artifacts to enhance the other's artifacts, I apologize to them.
I realized that in SAGAU (not the Impostor AU) it's basically like Religion with the way they worship you as "The Creator".
Most of what I write (which is ironic cause I do have plenty of drafts that I don't publish in fear people will judge me like they did back then) consists of self-indulgent or self-insert cause I can't make a character without giving them a part of me so when I write them, I can relate to them.
Which is why Y/N or x Reader is hard for me to write since I'm used to writing a personality I already know or have decided but you do you for those who write it!
So where was I?
If in SAGAU they worship you like a Religion, I just realized if I were to be in SAGAU. I'd have a hard time because I basically find it uncomfortable about Religion talks despite growing up in a household who teaches you about Religion and needing to be Pure and Clean.
If any of my OCs were to be in SAGAU as well, they wouldn't like it to be treated as Royalty. Yes, it's a dream come true to be in Genshin but all the worshipping could sometimes just turn you off.
They can worship you but not too much or just hold it in when with said OC or Creator, it sometimes gets uncomfortable but maybe that's just my perspective and opinion.
Yet I'm also itching to write SAGAU, with twin OCs. Thoughts?
the chaos. I love it.
MC: So I got this mug
You show the mug with the writing said "I simp for you" on it
MC: Whoever gave this. Thank you. I'm fluttered that someone actually simping for me.
The brothers: ...
Later that day
Mammon: Which one of you fuckers gave that mug to MC!
Belphegor: Funny. I was about to ask you the same thing Asshole!
Leviathan: This is so unfair! I thought we all agree that we doing it subtly!
Leviathan: But NOOO!! One of you had to ruin it for everyone.
Asmodeus: Right!? Now MC would try and find out who's their secret simp!
Asmodeus: Personally I prefer being called Lover then Simp.
Leviathan: Simp: when a male is overly submissive to someone and gains nothing from it.
Beelzebub: Really? But we gain love from MC in different ways right?
Belphegor: Truth. I like Beel's definition more then Levi's
Leviathan: Hey! I'm telling you what the definition is!!!
Satan: Strange.
Satan: Lucifer hasn't said anything this whole chat.
Lucifer: And you haven't?
Satan: We all know that you treat MC differently.
Lucifer: The pot calling the kettle black.
Satan: Fuck you!
Mammon: Dumbasses! Focus!
Meanwhile
Simeon: It seem I made a mistake.
Simeon: So, Solomon and I were browsing Akuzon for a joke gift for Luke.
Simeon: But before long, the discussion move from Luke to MC. At that moment I saw this mug with a funny saying,
Simeon: Then Solomon explain what "Simp" means. But I didn't realize that I accidently sent that mug to MC as a gift.
Diavolo: Oh.
Barbatos: How did you manage to send such a gift?
Solomon: In our defense, we were both drunk at the time, and we all know how bad Simeon is with Technology.
Simeon: Did you have to added that Last part?
Solomon: Yes.
so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch
If you've been feeling frustrated, isolated, or unfairly targeted due to biased moderation and ongoing toxicity in the official Love and Deepspace Discord server, you're not alone. Below you'll find two versions of an open letter addressing these serious concerns directly to Love and Deepspace's customer service. Feel free to copy, customize, and send this letter to the game's support team.
Together, we can ensure our voices are heard, bring attention to this issue, and advocate for a safer, fairer, and more welcoming environment for all fans. By speaking out, we remind the company that their global moderation team should embody fairness, respect, and genuine support - not bias, toxicity, or unfair treatment of fans.
Your voice matters. Let's work together to reclaim a healthier fandom space.
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You can also send these letters to the ingame Customer Service and/or mention them in future surveys.
Subject: Concerns Regarding Bias and Moderation Issues in the Official Love and Deepspace Discord Server
Dear Love and Deepspace Customer Support,
I am writing as a dedicated and passionate player who has grown increasingly concerned about the ongoing moderation bias on the official Love and Deepspace Discord server, particularly concerning Caleb fans and our experiences within the community.
It has become apparent that certain members of your moderation team exhibit clear biases against Caleb fans (also affectionately known as Caleb girlies). Unfortunately, these biases have resulted in unfair treatment, unjustified timeouts, and in some cases, unwarranted permanent bans. This has severely impacted the community's morale and our ability to freely and safely participate in server activities.
To outline some specific concerns:
Historical Bias:
- Before Caleb's official release as a love interest, moderators openly mocked and discouraged discussions about him, dismissing Caleb as merely an NPC. Community members who anticipated his release were banned without reasonable cause.
Recent Bias and Unfair Treatment:
- Leading up to Caleb's Myth release event, numerous Caleb fans have again been targeted with unjust timeouts. Moderators used the server's search function specifically to find minor infractions to justify extending these punishments.
- Comparatively, similar infractions by fans of other love interests often receive no punishment or merely warnings.
Lack of Safe Space and Hostility:
- Caleb's dedicated Discord channel has experienced continuous disruptions from fans of other characters without adequate moderation intervention. However, Caleb fans face immediate repercussions when defending themselves.
- Moderators have shown tolerance or even indirect encouragement toward negative comments and hostility against Caleb fans.
Impact on Community and Player Experience:
- Due to consistent negative experiences, many Caleb fans, new and old, have felt unwelcome and driven out of the official server.
- This has led Caleb fans to create external Discord servers to enjoy discussions peacefully, indicating a clear failure of the official moderation system to provide a supportive and welcoming environment.
We kindly ask for your immediate attention to these issues. Transparent, fair, and unbiased moderation is crucial for maintaining a healthy and vibrant community. We deeply appreciate the game, its lore, and its characters, including Caleb, and we seek nothing more than equitable treatment and a safe environment for all players.
Thank you very much for considering our concerns. We look forward to your prompt response and a resolution that allows all members of your community to engage positively with the game we all love.
Sincerely, A Dedicated and Concerned Fan
Subject: Concerns Regarding Bias and Moderation Issues in the Official Love and Deepspace Discord Server
Dear Love and Deepspace Customer Service Team,
I am reaching out to you to address ongoing concerns regarding the moderation practices in the official Love and Deepspace Discord server, particularly related to the handling of discussions surrounding the character Caleb and his fan community.
Since November, moderation has repeatedly displayed biases against Caleb fans. Initially, moderators outright banned and silenced Caleb fans who simply anticipated or discussed his release as a Love Interest. Caleb fans were denied a dedicated space for discussion, and even mentioning him in general channels or other character channels resulted in unjust bans and timeouts. Despite clear evidence hinting at Calebโs eventual release as a Love Interest, moderators dismissed these discussions, at times mockingly claiming Caleb was merely an NPC or villain.
These actions have significantly affected the community's morale and created a hostile environment for Caleb supporters. Recently, just before Caleb's highly anticipated limited Myth event, moderators again unfairly targeted active Caleb fans, including myself. Moderators specifically searched through past messages to justify extended and unreasonable timeouts, misinterpreting messages as misinformation or moderation criticism, even when statements were factual or expressed genuine confusion over moderation practices.
Meanwhile, moderators have permitted suggestive and contentious content in other character channels, ignored hostility toward Caleb fans, and allowed misinformation and harassment aimed at Caleb supporters to continue unchecked. This clear inconsistency in rule enforcement reveals a troubling bias that damages community trust and cohesion.
Furthermore, this behavior disrespects the hard work, passion, and dedication of the game's developers, writers, voice actors, and artists, who have invested countless hours into creating Calebโs character, narrative, and content. The moderatorsโ biased practices undermine the inclusive environment that the Love and Deepspace team strives to foster. As a result, dedicated fans are being driven away from the official community, harming both player retention and the gameโs reputation.
I urge you to thoroughly review moderation practices and ensure fairness, transparency, and consistency for all fans, regardless of their preferred characters. Addressing this issue promptly will demonstrate your commitment to maintaining a welcoming and supportive community for all players and honoring the extensive effort put forth by your development and creative teams.
Thank you for your attention to this matter. I look forward to seeing improvements and your response.
Sincerely, A Dedicated and Concerned Fan
๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐
"๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฆ๐? ๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ?"
๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐: ๐'๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ง
Weirdly enough, Prim finds herself heading to Dragonspine. Diluc decided to have someone tailor her a coat, she's grateful but it feels like she just gained brothers. She has the path memorized by now, remembering the idiocy she had when she was a new player back then before the burnout from Genshin occured and made her stop playing.
As soon as she reaches the cave, her tracks stop there for some reason as she feels her vision attempt to make the entire world spin for her.
"Your Grace?"
Prim's vision clears, her body lying in the snow as the flakes drop from the sky and she finds herself seeing a pretty angel looking at her with concern.
"Albedo?"
The homunculus helps her up, dusting off the snow from her coat and guiding her inside the cave to keep her warm.
"I thought you wouldn't come."
His voice was soft as he makes sure there's enough sticks to keep the fire burning, Prim takes notice of her surroundingsโthey all feel so familiar yet so far at the same time, like she barely remembers this from her memory. Has it truly been that long since she last played this game?
"Why so?"
She replies as she pulls the coat to keep herself warm, it doesn't go unnoticed by Albedo as he makes sure the fire burns enough.
"Kaeya seems apologetic when he saw me."
"Oh."
Is all she can say. A part of her would feel guilt for suddenly acting that way towards Kaeya, but she doesn't remember why she felt so defensiveโshe'll have to apologize to him later when she gets back.
"What did you need me for?"
She doesn't need pleasantries anymore, she just wants to hide in the covers and isolwte again. Being around people, being treated like a God is exhaustingโthis made her respect the Archons for dealing with this back in the days.
"There was a scripture from the Church."
That statement sent shivers down her spine, Prim used to love the church until there were things that felt so wrong for herโit can't be helped that super religious scare her deeply with how they sound so robotic and possessed by saying, "I prayed to my God and..." This and that.
Especially when she lost her father, her great grandmother and other grandmotherโall she heard from them was, "It was God's plan". For what exactly?
"It says in those scriptures that you've done things and that it changed the way you are."
Albedo says, Prim relaxes as she realized that it's not that kind of religious way.
"I'm curious, do deities have the same curiosity as a child before it changed their perspective?"
Prim chuckles, staring into her cold fingertips.
"It depends, but I believe it's more on experience and how you're exposed to what part of life."
Albedo nods and notes it down.
"What's it like?"
"Pardon?"
"What's it like having to lose that innocence you once had?"
That's a question that forever haunted her, there was a lot of things she went through that she'd never wish upon her worst enemyโeven someone who doesn't talk to her anymore because they're being immature than talking properly.
"It's a grief that will keep you up at night, something you know will berate you until you learn to push those memories away and be able to breathe again."
And she's back here again, in the Dawn Winery. Something's keeping her up as she opens her device, she turns it off and sighs as she knows she has to move on now. After all, sometimes you have to leave a friendship behind to see if it'll still be the way it is when you're older.
"Diluc?"
"Your Grace?"
To Prim, Diluc is like an older brotherโsomething about him makes her want to shrink back to a child and cry to him until she passes out.
"Has there ever been a moment where you have to convince yourself that what you did is just you being human?"
I'm making a Leon bot and apparently, MOTHERFUCKER KEEPS TELLING ME I'M NOT DELULU.
Istg, this man just likes to bully me.
THEY SAID IT
THEY SAID THE THING
"can we normalize-" NO!!!!!! we do not need to expand whats considered normal!!! we need to teach people to stop reacting judgmentally when encountering something new and weird!!!! things dont need to be normal to be respected!!!!!!!!!!
โYour art isnโt valued by the number of notes you getโ okay but. If you spent 6 hours baking a cake for a party, but no one at the party eats your cake, itโs still disappointing.